Shagabash
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| 17 May 2013 04:15 PM |
(this is aimed solely at FEAR members, past and present)
▬▬ Who Am I ▬▬
Hey there. If you don't know who I am, let me quickly inform you. I have been a member of FEAR for 2 years and 4 months. For most of that, I have been a General & the Director of Training. I introduced disciplinary training to FEAR. I also introduced the system of directors and departments.
Today I leave FEAR. Over the past few months, I have been thinking deeply about this decision. Believe me, this is not something that happened overnight. These recent months were combined with this deep thinking and a lot of very time-consuming school, which is why I was inactive.
I want to thank everyone that I have ever interacted with in FEAR. SONIC, Brian, Jason. Colonels, Captains, Corporals. Everyone. I thank all of you for letting me be your Director of Training for so long, despite my failures. It's been quite a journey. Thank you.
▬▬ My Brief History in FEAR ▬▬
When I first joined FEAR in January of 2011, the clan had an absolutely terrible reputation. I made a simple, clear goal for myself. I would become a high rank and fix this reputation myself. FEAR would become respected and looked up to in the clan community. Of course, such a task was far more difficult than I had anticipated.
I soon became the apprentice of Liavkr104, who helped me become a General (Leader at the time) in June of 2011. From that point on, I spent countless hours training, disciplining, promoting, demoting, raiding, etc. I also trained in other trainers, since I obviously can't train FEAR all by myself. My efforts were noticed, which is why I quickly became the Director of Training.
Over the many months to follow, I would build several training places and host hundreds of trainings (yes, I said hundreds). I was most famous for The Grounds, which was the first disciplinary training place to exist in FEAR. Since then I have made a new version of The Grounds from scratch every few months so that our training tactics would always be up to date.
To ensure that my trainings were unmatched in the clan community, I created several alts and infiltrated other clans. In 2011, VAK's trainings were the cream of the crop. That's why The Grounds 1.0 was inspired by a Vaktovian training place. In 2012, I switched my focus to NEO/CDS. Although far different than VAK, their trainings were flawless. Now in 2013, the spectacle is TGI, particularly with their Urban Warzone (yes, I know it was originally Vaktovian). That's why my latest training place, The Zone, is very similar to it. These are not the only clans I have infiltrated. Only the ones that I have truly learned from. On a side note, these were never used for gaining military intelligence. They were purely so that I could learn from them.
As time passed, training tactics were honed. The skills of our soldiers were sharpened. Though it was impossible to train every member, countless were indeed put through thorough training. Though FEAR's reputation is not perfect, it has far improved as time has progressed. FEAR is a force worth reckoning with, and it will stay that way for quite a long while.
The point of this story is... I have spent so much time... tried so many things... promoted so many people... risen so many ranks in other clans, just so I could witness their trainings...
I have done all that I can for FEAR. I urge you to do the same for your clan.
▬▬ My Plans ▬▬
As I stand today, I don't have nearly as much time on my hands as I used to. This is because of a few different things: -- School is getting harder, which is very time-consuming -- I made a commitment for this summer, also very time-consuming -- I am becoming more disciplined, spending time on important tasks rather than on fun activities -- Spending more time with friends than I used to
With all that in mind, being a high rank in FEAR and running my own clan, LCD, both at the same time, is simply an impossible task. I actually intended to quit ROBLOX entirely, but made up my mind to simply cut down on my clan commitments.
I will remain in FEAR (please demote me to a Private or Corporal), but only to keep in touch with how things are going. It is a possibility, though slim, that I'll have enough time to return to duty some day.
As for my new commitments, my #1 priority is real life (always has been). I urge you to make that your #1 priority as well. My free time shall be spent on LCD, and occasionally checking in on my friends in FEAR. If you'd like to follow me, you may join LCD, Legion of the Coming Dawn. It is my primary group. But please, stay in FEAR. It is such an amazing clan to be a part of, and it needs you.
▬▬ Conclusion ▬▬
Please forgive me for my failures. When I didn't meet activity requirements, when I failed to defend Alianor, when I abused my powers at trainings. If there is a grudge that you hold against me (I am not aware of any, but I know there must be some), please, forgive me.
Thank you.
~Shaga |
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coolalbet
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| 17 May 2013 04:16 PM |
| OH NO SO BAD OH jk lololol |
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zach2222
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| Joined: 24 May 2008 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:17 PM |
Bye, Mentor. =(
You got me High rank position in FEAR! |
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flameboy3
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| 17 May 2013 04:17 PM |
Bye.
flameboy45 3 day
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webspace
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| 17 May 2013 04:18 PM |
I remember you when I was a FEAR General on my Alkia account.
Have fun with what you do next I suppose.
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| 17 May 2013 04:19 PM |
| You were a great leader Shaga, it's sad to see you go. I'm curious though, do you remember me? |
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mnlky6
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| Joined: 15 Feb 2011 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:19 PM |
First HR I ever met. Such a shame to see you go :(
Wish you luck for the future.
-Mnlky
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Doop99
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| Joined: 19 May 2011 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:20 PM |
| *Salutes* Goodbye Shagabash. |
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| 17 May 2013 04:21 PM |
Bye Shaga.
I don't want to sound like a jerk, but honestly... Took ya' long enough. I haven't seen you do something in FEAR for nearly a year now. |
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Shagabash
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| Joined: 20 Jun 2008 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:22 PM |
@FEAR members:
Many of you won't know who I am. If you were in FEAR back in 2012, you would know.
@Connorking: Of course. I hear you're leading VL excellently. :) |
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Allocated
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simba8400
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| 17 May 2013 04:22 PM |
| Shagabash, you truly were one of the only people worth respecting on this game. I remember you being a great General, helping me climb the ranks within FEAR. You are a great friend and leader and I wish you best of luck in your future endeavours. |
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Obtention
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| Joined: 07 Feb 2013 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:22 PM |
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLSZwhNUN0U
- Charles Obtention Radelek |
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| 17 May 2013 04:23 PM |
| Heh, Shags, I miss your old green tux.... |
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ZaggerII
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| Joined: 09 May 2012 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:23 PM |
| And sadly... there goes another FEAR HR... We are loseing so many HRs in the last 6 or 7 months.... We're going to lose all of our orginal commanders by the end of the year... |
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| 17 May 2013 04:23 PM |
| Bye, man have a great life |
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Shagabash
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| Joined: 20 Jun 2008 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:23 PM |
@Slasher:
I know, I know... but FEAR is my home. It took a lot out of me to leave after serving so long. I couldn't bring myself to do it until now. |
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diuto717
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| Joined: 27 Jan 2012 |
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| 17 May 2013 04:24 PM |
| Bye Shaga. The VERY first training I ever went to was hosted by you. *SALUTE* |
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| 17 May 2013 04:25 PM |
@JOHN,
The green tux is too sexy to be brought back, sadly. |
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| 17 May 2013 04:25 PM |
| @Slasher, I know, it was bootyful. |
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