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| 22 Mar 2013 06:55 PM |
It's been worth every effort of guidance and perseverance, holding onto every inch of dignity, to be present with you all today.
I sprung like all else. Rose from the bottom to top. Ground to sky. Never did I foresee the day which I and a group of individuals would come out of the shadows to speak for their clan. Never did I foresee the day that the clan that I always loved, and shall continue to love, kill their own brothers and sisters- the very brothers and sisters whom spoke against their dear leader in effort of ameliorating the clan.
It happened. We happened. Project Endeavor happened. Outlawed, labeled traitors, killed on sight. We were of every aspect of disgrace to John. It pained him, but we held forth and we fought on with our words. We would not let go of our right to speak and will to change for a simple position in a clan whose leader is immutable. It doesn't take a wise man to understand the ways of our former leader.
And while our group morals were considerably moral themselves, I must ask. Have we FORGOTTEN? Have we forgotten that our aim was to not destroy the clan? Have we forgotten that our aim was to fight a battle of words? Have we forgotten that our aim was to bring about accommodations within the clan? Have we forgotten that it was our dear brothers and sisters whom were left behind? Have we forgotten that to shed blood against our dear brothers and sisters, whom were left behind, makes us no better than the people who betrayed us? HAVE WE FORGOTTEN?
It's been verbalized many times by myself. It's been more than clear of the results of the civil war we began. I did not expect to succeed. I ran on a glint of hope. I willed myself to try. But in the end ..? I failed ... but most importantly ... I have failed to attain and apply justice. I dragged every friend who saw the truth and acted accordingly. I said to them- "Just try ... maybe we can pull it off." I have failed to meet with my words. I have failed every single individual who thought we'd be the ones to do it.
And as though a single failure always seems to tower over the amounts of success, it should not be the one responsible for the loss of success. It is important that we seek the internal damage we left. The level of maintaining great profession has declined within the clan, and only very few who can manage this, remain. Our banishment from JC has allowed a new group of NCOs to enter the higher leveled CO ranks. A vast majority have little clan experience, so internally in the perspective of other Cobras, it shall appear as though John's Cobras is a recently started-up clan in dire need of experienced high ranks. I have seen days gone, that a few trainings that were held, had no Cobras to show up. Fang is declining in visits. Within the progression of time, people are finding out about the truth.
While all of these stand high, the conclusion shall remain the same. I have failed. However, ending with that note, at the end of the day I can say I at least tried to help a clan run faster on its feet. And that's all that matters. Thank you. Thank you for making Project Endeavor possible. Thank you for the time and effort you have given in dedication of this.
There will always be people who will continue the fight. I cannot say that we failed all together, because of this. To those who wish to continue, I wish you all the best of luck. This isn't the last of my attempts. I'm sure I'll come around.
Signed, Atomicblast180 |
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HD188753
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chadboyz
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| 22 Mar 2013 06:57 PM |
In other words... The project was torn from its knots, and released into the pits.
I will try to revive it. |
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| 22 Mar 2013 06:58 PM |
| it was pointless anyways, psp is an arrogant little English man. |
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Eclipsin
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HD188753
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| 22 Mar 2013 06:58 PM |
> The project was torn from its knots, and released into the pits.
what |
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Archteryx
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| 22 Mar 2013 06:59 PM |
You guys from what I hear tried to fix JC
Lol good luck, I joined
I'm probably going to leave |
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| 22 Mar 2013 07:02 PM |
john you still didnt win yet
cz u no
auto win hail project endeavor |
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Hare8901
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| 22 Mar 2013 07:07 PM |
| im leaving because 'chadboyz' is the wrong descision to carry it on. |
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thok1599
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| 22 Mar 2013 07:13 PM |
| @Hare- It's about giving people an opportunity. |
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zelo81
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| 22 Mar 2013 07:15 PM |
You guys take this game wayyyy too seriously.....
"Brothers and Sisters"
Most of them are from ages 7-12. Im sure they are just there for the sport of it all.
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| 22 Mar 2013 07:15 PM |
I realize this, but there could have been a better choice.
Chadboyz you just found on the forums who joined, yes he defended us a lot, but from my PoV, he no relation to the clan. I'm not going to fight behind someone who hasn't had the same experiences as me. |
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Vyrkar
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| 22 Mar 2013 07:26 PM |
@Hare- He was the only one at the time who asked.
I let him try. |
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D950
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| 22 Mar 2013 08:05 PM |
| Atomic did I not tell you? |
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| 22 Mar 2013 08:15 PM |
| Why would someone want to join Project Endeavor when "chadboyz" is the leader? |
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Youshin
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| 22 Mar 2013 10:30 PM |
| I am to lazy to read this and I don't want to read this I might end up falling asleep. |
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| 23 Mar 2013 06:52 AM |
Hasnain, now your flaming on me because I left your ugly little group which you were unloyal to? And besides, I'll probably give leadership to a victim of it, my PoV is weak, as hare said |
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| 23 Mar 2013 07:00 AM |
insert patrick here
WHY NOT PUT AWAY JC
AND MAKE A NEW JC. |
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| 23 Mar 2013 08:26 AM |
| :D! John aint a winner yet! Project Cobra is on the move for P.E's unbanning :)!!!! Were not banned yet it's definatly not over for us today I am going to try to get P.E unbanned with it so Project Endeavor can do their needs. |
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| 23 Mar 2013 12:27 PM |
John is really eating his words, now.
"The revolution, it begins..." More of a reality within his own clan than it was with the whole "DEATH TO THE SUPERCLANS" thing. |
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