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| 14 Jan 2013 10:23 AM |
I don't think I'm ever going to return to leading. And I don't think I'll be able to do anything for awhile. I feel like I'm dying. It's been so long since I've ate, and when I did eat, I threw up the food. I have a feeling it's going to kill me more than I already am dead.
I've grown very sick. And I'm pretty sure it's because of what's happening in my life right now.
I feel like at any moment I'm going to just snap and do something stupid, because I no longer care about what anyone says to me. When people try to stop me from doing something, I cannot because I know what is best for myself, and I always think that the worse things are. I cannot help that.
I'm so sick and tired of adapting like this. It's not okay.
I really need one of my friends to talk to me before I completely fall off the edge and do something very stupid, because when I say I'm going to do something, I always end up doing it unless someone prevents me from doing it, and now that I really don't care about myself anymore, it makes it harder.
I thought that joining TGI, RAT, and UAF would help me. But it turns out that it did not help me, and it will not help me.
Every time I go to do something in the groups, I either get filled with rage, or I feel so sick to the point where I cannot do anything besides thinking about her. When someone meant the world to you, and all of this happens, then you figure out that that person doesn't even care about you as much as you do, and that person's lied to you, and stabbed you in the back, then that's it.
What makes it hurt even more is that I don't have anything anymore. I am the type of person who does not care about anything that is not already a friend. I am the type of person who does not really like to make friends, and cannot make friends that easily. You all do not understand me. I do not even think that the person who I thought loved me understands me.
I'm sick and tired of feeling this way. I am literally sick, and literally tired, from the count-less nights in which I have lied awake, unable to sleep, thinking, while she's having the time of her life. I hate you, but I love you. I want nothing but pain to happen to you. But I want you to love me, and I love you back. You mean the world to me.
I'm sorry everyone, but I'm tired of fighting. I don't feel like myself anymore.. She made me feel like myself and she's gone. I have no-where else to go but here. I am sorry everyone.
I tried.
Good-bye.
I love you, Jess.
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DoubleA7
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:24 AM |
| Bye, I don't know or care who you are, but it saddens me that people leave this game. |
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Jack37b
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:24 AM |
So wait.
This is a quitting thread? .-.
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:25 AM |
yippee they're jerks i know one of them
i don't even like to talk to them anymore.
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:26 AM |
Its a ultimatium to teh universe. Be nice to iso or he'll leave roblox. Unverse says leave roblox. I dun cares. |
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Dharek
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dommel101
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:30 AM |
| Ugh, if you ever need to talk to someone. You know where to find me. |
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ISOLAYTOR
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:30 AM |
Even the people who I've flamed and argued with the most can see that I am grieving.
☼ Arcen King. ☼ |
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:31 AM |
I'm sorry bro, I hope whatever ends quickly and you can go back to your original health. Maybe you'll eventually regain the strength to come back and lead, but your health is obviously a higher priority than any stupid game.
I wish the best of luck to you, and you'll be in my prayers.
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halomeny
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:33 AM |
We never really had good times, but I envied you and your clan
"I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore." |
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zelo81
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:33 AM |
So many things I would like to say.
But I wont.
Maybe Iso should make an Apology Letter to Zelo81 for being an ass.
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:38 AM |
@Wak
Um, what's the happy face for? |
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zelo81
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:38 AM |
Ninja, I know exactly What its for Lol.
Iso doesnt have alot of people that like him Ninja.
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Jrakey
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:39 AM |
Eating disorder.
We all have 'em.
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:41 AM |
@Zelo8
Yeah, I never disliked ISO, it was just the fact that I joined in on the immaturityy of C&G while fllaming Arcen. It was just me being judgmental, and attention hungry.
(sorry for double letters on some of these words but my post is being blocked no clue why. |
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:41 AM |
| Nick you have to stay strong. You should write a poem and go outside. Enjoy nature. |
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zelo81
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:42 AM |
Ninja, I dont like iso.
Until the day he Apologizes, I will continue to attack everything he does.
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:44 AM |
"Until the day he Apologizes, I will continue to attack everything he does."
This is why we cant have nice things. |
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Yan117
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| 14 Jan 2013 10:48 AM |
I have nothing to say about this.
"The creative adult is the child that survived" |
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| 14 Jan 2013 11:02 AM |
This is why I'll die single. You'll just get stabbed in the back and they'll take half of your money then leave.
~Buy tech from me, receive bacon.~ |
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| 14 Jan 2013 11:07 AM |
"You all do not understand me."
Typical. I think I could understand more about you than you could yourself, by that attitude. |
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zelo81
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| 14 Jan 2013 11:09 AM |
Iso Is just looking for attention as usual.
So he is not getting my sympathy like he is from the others.
Hes basically C&G's new Shilo in the Dramatic Sense.
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| 14 Jan 2013 11:10 AM |
| Zelo, you're absolutely right. The saddest thought of this all is that he actually did this to begin with. |
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