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| 03 Jan 2013 08:20 PM |
Ignore, I just need somewhere to rant without having all the people I know worrying about me.
Again. Again.... I'm trying the ABC diet but I don't know if I can do it.
I don't want to eat.
I HATE when I eat.
I just feel so fat and like I gave up. I feel unaccomplished. I can't stand eating but I have too so I don't go into starvation mode.
Okay. 500 calories. Just 500. I will eat. I will try not to purge. TRY.
I don't know.
I puked last night because of course my mother made cookies, my weakness.
So last night I ate pita bread and two cookies.
Puked it up, and now I'm having to eat again. I can't. I can, but I don't want too... SO MUCH. If I don't (or even if I do), purdge, I will probably... inflict tonight. I did it this morning. I just hate my thighs. I hate my stomach, my arms, my calfs, my hands, my neck, my cheek, my chest, my butt, my everything.
I don't hate my life. I don't hate everyone. I just hate myself. More than anything.
(If you did even read this, it's ED, it's crappy.)
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:27 PM |
I sorry. I wish I knew cure. D:
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:29 PM |
| Thanks Wasteful, wow. I didn't expect for anyone to say that, usually OT is cruelly mean when it comes to my rants. |
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:30 PM |
It's just people with a lot of Sarcasm. I just decided to be nice. :D
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:31 PM |
| anorexia....................... |
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:35 PM |
I suggest talking to a doctor or adult if you have issues with anything.
I am sorry for your suffering. |
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:37 PM |
DUDe
EATING IS NORMAL
HOW Do You FEEl FAT
I CANT STOP EATING THATS WHY IM FAT YOUR NOT FAT WWWWWWWWTTTTTFFFFFFFFFFFF |
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:40 PM |
ANOREXIA is just the dislike of eating and self starvation to achieve the mental image of perfection BULIMIA is when the patient binge eats and then purges body
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I actually have neither, I have EDNOS. I kinda have a mix of anorexia and bulimia; I will starve myself for a few days, binge, purdge, then go back to fasting. |
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| 03 Jan 2013 08:41 PM |
| I have to take the BRAT diet for nasuea. BRAT= Banana, rice, applesauce and toast |
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