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| 17 Oct 2012 08:53 PM |
average
layed down all day and slept
stayed home from school
torn muscle in the back of my leg
just resting up
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:54 PM |
oh mine was average too got glomped like 3 times and the first one was by a tall person who almost choked me |
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:55 PM |
| conflicts i don't understand, pretend to have read literary greats, revel in my pseudo-intellect, buy ugly sweaters ironically |
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:55 PM |
idk
my body is starting to show effects from working too hard this year |
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:56 PM |
@zir ah sounds depressing
@john oh what kind of work |
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:57 PM |
two football seasons and too much working out
same with my hips (ugh they hurt after every practice/football game)
i have to take a couple months off and let my body recover |
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:58 PM |
| oh good luck on future games and hope you get better |
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| 17 Oct 2012 08:59 PM |
"ah sounds depressing"
sometimes i wish
excluding all the bad things about, i have a pretty good life
yesterday marked the return of hope and certainty so what do i have to complain about
i don't even mind the ugly sweaters at this point |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:00 PM |
i like your mindset a lot of people i know usually don't reconsider their situations |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:03 PM |
"i like your mindset"
i'm not sure if i do personally
it is one plagued with fear and jealously and i don't much care for any of it
my views are liable to change at any given due to my irrationality
"a lot of people i know usually don't reconsider their situations"
it took me hearing the same thing a couple of times, but i think i finally reevaluated my most recent escapade to be grounded firmly in reality
at one point it was in my favor, and then against it, and now in the shade where i don't understand much of anything
but ok |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:07 PM |
oh idk it still seems pretty good compared to other people i know, one bad thing sends them into like a spiral of depression |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:09 PM |
"idk it still seems pretty good compared to other people i know, one bad thing sends them into like a spiral of depression"
i, on the other hand, spiral into depression over even a good thing
concrete is the only thing that comforts me, but i myself cannot even give concrete to others so why i expect it in return is beyond me |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:10 PM |
...oh, sorry just hang in there, it might change for the better someday |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:15 PM |
there's no reason you should be sorry
it keeps me in check and makes me realize that my life is pretty good, excluding all the bad things
what really reeks is that i am on the verge of a new age, but i know not whether it be turning for the better or worse
time will tell and i fear time has never been on my side
i like to think renaissance generally follows a dark period, but i am uncertain in whether my life so far has just been one long lowly age |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:17 PM |
@zir well, good luck hope your internal renaissance leads to a golden age
@dc mac is okay, it has the solid unix foundation and the cool hfs+ file system but it's still pretty overpriced and apple is sacrificing functionality for sleek looks |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:22 PM |
"well, good luck hope your internal renaissance leads to a golden age"
with the recent return of hope, i am rather certain something good will come out of this
even two days ago i had feared the pebble would throw the train off the tracks, but the blunt rescued me from my own destruction
my pace was too fast but no longer
time, while not allied with me, is at my disposal i can fear not going too slow for my own safety
perhaps i will grow impatient, though
and jealousy is ever-present, but what do i have to be jealous of? it is not mine and i am not its
at least not now and maybe never, but with the recent return of hope, i am rather certain maybe soon
maybe not though |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:25 PM |
just slow down and let time flow and your train will glide over the pebble you have enough time to spend
and jealousy is human nature, remember you don't have to strive to be a perfect individual because we all have flaws
and im going to be going to sleep now bye |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:26 PM |
awesome
went to the fair with my friends
-walk stab walk- |
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| 17 Oct 2012 09:29 PM |
"just slow down and let time flow and your train will glide over the pebble you have enough time to spend"
i have slow down
my only regret, now that i have some sort of certainty, is to not have gone so quickly
or maybe i don't even regret that for fear of things happening differently had i
and i think things right now are pretty damn good
"and jealousy is human nature, remember you don't have to strive to be a perfect individual because we all have flaws"
i always imagined myself as an upstanding citizen, faithful and respectful of fidelity, void of jealousy
but now that these things are put to the test, i fear i have none of it
"and im going to be going to sleep now bye"
alrighty i don't know why i opened up
i generally try to seem detached when i'm on here but apparently at this time in my life i am attached |
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