Sadmiles
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:26 PM |
e-e First off, stop blowing up my inbox. If you want to contact me, I have a XF.
If anybody has been active in the last 5 days, you'd know that I haven't been on. THE ONLY REASON I ever kept playing roblox was FOR TRA. I was truly dedicated, and spent every waking hour dedicating myself to it Ever. Waking. Hour. Defense or offense, I was there as much as I could be. I tried to be nice to everybody, and to be the best that I could be. Fpr TRA, and my honor.
All that honor was wasted in the end. I won one medal, a rank of major and the privilge of MP. Basically I saw myself as nothing. I put everything.. EVERYTHING I had into this. I couldn't think of a world without it, nor could I ever see myself leaving. So why DID I leave? Because no matter what I did, I would never be good enough. I'm arrogant I'm aggressive I don't deserve my rank I'm inactive I argue too much I ask too much I wish too much I try too hard I'm not skilled I'm lazy I'm too young I am not, nor will I ever be Good enough. You have made that very clear to me, so it's about time I departed. I refuse to be a burden on you. I refuse to waste our highranks precious time Or tonis precious thought. I worked myself to the bone, avoided holidays, stayed on late hours, refused to eat, refused to sleep, and made myself sick over the smallest things. I was never good enough. That's okay, since you'll no longer need me to be good enough now, And I don't have to try to be perfect for you. No more late nights defending a fort that is hardly raidable, No more hours of defending from constant mass raiders, No more throwing my everything to you only to have it thrown away, And no more wishing I could be the perfect soldier I tried so hard to be. As I said, I only played for TRA, and for the faith I had in it. I still have 100% faith in TRA... Simply no faith in myself.
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:27 PM |
I sent you a text
did you get it? :c |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:27 PM |
| lol everyone say they dont deserve there rank in tra. get exiled and join another group. |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:28 PM |
| general igoining2win can text tra's unloyal solider! |
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rhinguin
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| Joined: 02 Aug 2009 |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:28 PM |
Bye smiley... :(
(<->) TRA Major - Elite Squad Leader (<->) |
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Olethrus
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:29 PM |
| Great! You lost faith in TRA like I did! Welcome to my world. Prepare to be called traitor, scum, and stuff like that from ex fellow TRA. I feel sorry for you that you wasted all your time on this. |
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SpySapper
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| Joined: 04 Jul 2012 |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:29 PM |
Sorry, "I'm arrogant"
this thread, and your opinion of yourself, is evidence that you are not in any way arrogant. |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:30 PM |
| yes santacruz! I agree tra is not really worth the group space! not enough tech. tra needs tanks and jets. |
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chris1215
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bobby0007
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:31 PM |
You will be missed by many, Smiley. Though it was insaine how you spent EVERY SINGLE hour on the computer, it was worth it.
It has been an honor, fighting, defending, raiding, by your side.
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ShadowSTR
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:31 PM |
| I have always heard you was very skilled, but ok. |
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SpySapper
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:31 PM |
| will you ever come back? :c |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:33 PM |
| general igoining2win, why are you a general but not on general rank? |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:33 PM |
| Because I'm not a General... I'm a Major.. |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:34 PM |
| You lose the faith over time when you quit. It's a WIP. But hey, you got me there. ;) |
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:35 PM |
| general igoining2win ,why are you not a general? i will tell toni about this. |
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SpySapper
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Olethrus
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:36 PM |
Lewis, you're a moron.
She's leaving ROBLOX, not just TRA. She's leaving it all.
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Gigazic
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| 19 Aug 2012 04:37 PM |
| @Sadsmiles So, What will happen to your MP position? |
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SpySapper
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