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Re: My sincere apology to FEAR.

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SleepDeprivation is not online. SleepDeprivation
Joined: 12 Apr 2012
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17 Jun 2012 10:34 AM
Well... I didn't plan on doing this because I don't like admitting I'm wrong, but to be honest, I was. So here's my apology to the individual High Ranks that I have affected in my wrong-doings and FEAR as a whole.

Before I start, I should explain who I am and why I'm apologising. If you joined FEAR after the end of April, there is a very good chance that you don't know who I am. I'm SleepDeprivation, an ex-General. I built up a very good reputation for myself in FEAR, and with SONIC. I was the highest rank in just about every division, and was Director of Construction, Events and Recruitment. I built a lot for SONIC, and was just about to get my second place published as an official FEAR place, owned by SONIC. However, then Lejam organised a reform. SONIC accepted it, and I was demoted from a certain HCOM GEN (according to SHADOW), to OFF for social reasons. I was going to get General back, but I wasn't aware of it at the time. Then, Liavkr104 copied a small bit of an XF chatlog and sent it to SONIC. It was me talking badly behind SONIC's back through anger. I thought I could trust Liavkr104, but I guess I was wrong. I was deleted from FEARmeeting after that, which upset me as it was a place I'd built. I was then blanked by SONIC, and called unloyal by him. After that, I made a forum thread explaining my feelings, and telling the community about bad things to do with FEAR. I sought revenge, and messed up trainings and Alianor for about two weeks. I was an idiot. The thread I made is at this link:

http://www.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=66613481

Here's my sincere apology:


SONICTHEHEDGEHOGXX:

This is long, but please read all of it. Firstly... I over-reacted. I betrayed your trust, and I apologise for that. I actually saw us as decent friends, until I screwed up. I recall you calling me "buddy" once, which made me quite happy. I'm more annoyed with myself about ruining out friendship, even if you didn't see me as a friend, than ruining my reputation with you and FEAR. I made the thread on the forum that I did because I was angry. Even though it was based on the truth, and facts, it was exaggerated and blown out of proportion. I was angry, and I'm only human. I did what most people do when they're angry and have a point to argue; twist the truth slightly in order to win. I was going through a very hard point in my life, with life changing exams coming up and social problems too. That isn't an excuse though. I have no excuse to justify my actions on that day. Anyway, I'm really sorry for what I did. I can't really think of a way to express just how sorry I am. You'll be pleased to know, that I haven't messed up trainings in FEAR for a long time, and I don't intend to ever do so again. I only did it for a couple of weeks. I am aware that many exploiters at a later date claimed to be me, or people automatically assumed it was me due to the infamous legacy I created for myself. I'm sorry for ruining our friendship, and I'm sorry for all the hassle I caused for you. I'm especially sorry for the things I said behind your back about you. I thought the demotion was permanent at the time, and I was angry. I wasn't angry because I had lost my rank; I was angry because I had done nothing to justify losing my rank, and had put so many hundreds of hours into achieving what I had in FEAR. As your brother said himself, I was the most active General, even if you didn't realise due to time zone differences. I had even given up RICTA to be more active in FEAR. I guess I was just angry. I'm sorry, anyway. When you're active, you are a good leader. FEAR is a clan which gained an infamous reputation due to the origins of it's fame, with free models etc. However, you've transformed it into a serious military group, which is actually pretty fun to be in. Basically, all of this is a long winded way of saying that I'm sorry, and that I regret pretty much everything I did over that couple of weeks. I can't change the past, so all I aim to do is create a better future. I know that we can probably never be friends again, as I don't really intend on joining FEAR again. However, I think we should part as neutrals, as opposed to enemies. There is too much hate in this world. An additional note, ColeStuart1995 lied about some of the things I did. Firstly, he exploited Alianor a lot. He even did it for me at times. Secondly, I didn't steal his places. I will promise you on that one. I saw that he accused me on the FEAR wall, and you believed him. He isn't trustworthy, because that was an outright lie. I would also greatly appreciate it if AnimalMagic, AgentCG and Dan1997465 could get their ranks back. They were demoted because of my actions, and for being close to me, but I have no intentions on doing anything else bad to FEAR. Anyway. Please PM me, or reply to this in the comments so that I know that you've read this. Thanks for reading. I'm really sorry. Honestly. I hope you can forgive me for my actions. It's in the past now. I've changed.

P.s. If you still want the FEAR Rec. Centre that I built you, just PM me. SHADOW said that you didn't like it though and just pretended to so that you didn't hurt my feelings, however I remain hopeful that that was just out of anger. I'm also available to do some contracted building work if you want...


SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX:

Eh... I'm sorry SHADOW. I know we parted as enemies, flaming eachother in PMs. I didn't like that, and I regret it. I shouldn't have sent any PMs, but I was angry by the fact you'd set me up. You then trolled my building a lot, which upset me as I've spent a lot of time building. I think that we both did wrong then, and I think that we both know that we did. Rumour has it that you persuaded SONIC not to refund me... if that's true, then that also upsets me. I don't intend to be friends with you again, although really we never were. You reminded SONIC to promote me to Leader way back at the start of 2012, and I'm grateful for that. I screwed up an Alianor server when you were there, because it was the only way that I could think of to get revenge on you for the PM argument. I guess that was wrong too, and I'm sorry. As I've said, I don't do that kind of thing anymore, and wouldn't do it to FEAR anyway. Anyway, I'm sorry SHADOW. Please forgive me.


JasonIIII:

We're still great friends, but I need to put an apology to you here, because I betrayed your trust most of all. You spent a lot of time, and effort getting me to General (now Colonel), and I threw it all away so quickly. I'm sorry for doing that, but I was angry and it was the only thing I could think of doing. I'm so grateful that you helped me with my FEAR career and I apologise for destroying it so quickly without a decent reason. I'm honestly so sorry. I hope to see you as Commander of FEAR one day. You have more support on this than anyone else, and deserve it. You're a fantastic leader.


BrianK2355:

I'm not gonna lie here and say I liked you. I never have, and never will. I don't think you're a very good leader, and I think you should have lost 2iC to Jason when you and five others exiled 6,000 people from TRA. Having said that, I apologise for trolling you on TinyC. It was a step too far, and I'm sorry. It was just nasty, and wasn't appropriate at all. Please forgive me.


Animalmagic:

I'm most sorry to you out of everyone, because you mean the most to me out of everyone. I screwed up your FEAR career and caused you unhappiness through my actions, which I hate myself for. There's not really too much more I can say on here to you without this getting CD'd, but I've told you on XF and skaip anyway. Please forgive me; I'm so sorry.


AgentCG & Dan1997465:

Same applies to you. Although I don't like you anymore Dan, you two were two of my best mates on this game (you still are Agent). You were demoted because of my actions. I think that's unfair, but I can see why SONIC would do it. Sorry guys. I hope you'll get your ranks back, as you didn't do anything to lose them apart from befriend an idiot; me.


OhJustBiteMex3:

I know you've left FEAR now, but I'm sorry. I was annoyed at how quickly you had got General, and I didn't think you deserved it. I still stand by that, but I'm sorry for giving you a hard time over it. Please forgive me.


The13thHippie:

You helped me try and get my rank back, and I'm appreciative of that. You should be a HCOM General, as you've been with SONIC from the start and every word that comes out of your mouth is shrouded with logic. Sorry for causing you hassle. Please forgive me.


Shagabash:

Although I didn't affect any of your trainings, I'm sorry for causing you hassle. You're a great leader, and a great trainer, and I wish you all the best in your FEAR future. One day, I hope to see you in the command order. Good luck.


44shooter:

Not gonna lie... I didn't think that you were appropriate for General, and I still don't. However, I got you demoted really before you had a chance to prove yourself. Sorry for doing that; I should have waited before doing something that affects you so much. I guess I just thought other deserved it more.


ManyDJJohnnyTest:

You're the one HR I never really spoke too much. We fell out slightly over the BMD issue. You talked about me behind my back, which upset me. I'm sorry for causing you hassle, and I wish you luck in your future with FEAR.


Pompino/BMD:

I know we've never really got along. I didn't agree with your leadership style, and I still think that it's a bit too shouty. Anyway, I blew everything out of proportion, and ended up getting a list of over 50 people's confirmation that they wanted you demoted. I wasn't the only one, but I'm really sorry for that. It was a step too far. Please forgive me.


DoctorCooper:

Ohai youngling. Well... you know that I have a lot of respect for you. You're an amazing leader, and I'm really sorry that I caused you so much hassle. I have huge respect for you, and I always admired your leadership qualities when I was in FEAR. I know that we didn't really get along whilst I was in FEAR, but I think after I left things somehow changed. I'm sorry for the times we argued whilst I was in FEAR, and I'm sorry for bringing you under suspicion from Lejam's Intelligence Department for being friends with you. SONIC's sensible anyway; he knows you wouldn't become unloyal for someone like me. Anyway, best of luck in FEAR and RAT, and I'm sorry. Please forgive me.


Coolman330:

Michael, you know that I have a HUGE amount of respect for you. Although I didn't mess anything up for you really, I'm sorry for causing you so much hassle, and want to say thank you for all you did for me, and for sticking by my side when things got tough. I hope you get your rank back. You really deserve it. Good luck. Please forgive me.


Lejam7890:

Well... you know that I despise you, and I think that feeling is mutual. I used to like you, but then you took things too far and started showing off. Anyway, I am sorry for trying to get you demoted at Alianor after I left. However, I still do believe that you should stop your boastful ways. I don't care if you forgive me or not really, but I'd appreciate it if you did, as I have now apologised.

P.s. I was deeply hurt when I saw you laughing about my RL death.


Liavkr104:

We've never got on. You backstabbed me, shouted racial abuse towards my country, and were never nice to me. However, I won't stoop to that level, and I will be the bigger man here and apologise for messing up your trainings. Again, if you don't forgive me, I don't really care, but I would appreciate it. You did worse to me, than what I did to you though in my eyes.


Other FEAR HRs:

There's some of you I don't like, and I'm sure you know who you are. However, I am sorry that I messed up your trainings etc. I don't do that kind of stuff anymore. I do think though, that a lot of you need to work on your relationships with eachother. Liav and Lejam, you need to stop trying to backstab others and get them demoted. I've heard that you tried to get DC demoted. A house divided cannot stand, and you are making the HRs divided. Lejam, it was your reform which caused all this in a way. Just about every fellow HR and LR that I've spoken to agree that the Generals/Colonels were better BEFORE your reform. Also, you need to stop boasting about how much SONIC likes you, such as that time on v0kle. We both know that SONIC hates people who boast. Anyway, to the rest of you HRs, I apologise for screwing up your trainings. I'm still friends with a lot of you, and I'm appreciative of that. Sorry. Please forgive me guys.


FEAR in General:

Sorry for ruining some of your experience in FEAR. It was selfish of me and I regret it. I messed up trainings, and I caused a lot of you hassle and wasted your time. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me.




There are a lot of people that I'm not sorry to, because what some of you guys did to me was incomparably worse than what I did to you. I'm talking mainly about Aceslayer and Colestuart. I tried to help you get your group back to form after a menu chat took it, Ace. You ignored me as a LR, and ignored me as a HR. Cole, you're the nastiest guy I've ever met. You're full of yourself, and I despise every aspect about you. The amount of crap you've said about SONIC is astounding. If he knew what you said, you wouldn't be in FEAR anymore.

Anyway.

This was hard to say because I don't like admitting I'm wrong, but I guess sometimes I am. In this case, I was very wrong. SONIC, I'm incredibly sorry. I said some horrible things behind your back, and then thought I was in the right. I was wrong, obviously. I hope you can forgive me. I can't express in words just how sorry I am.

I've left replies open. Feel free to hate me, and troll me. I've had so much hate recently, that I honestly couldn't care less what you wannabe trollers have to say. Hate me; I don't care. I already have so many haters, that a few more couldn't make the slightest bit of difference.



And a note to all you kiddies out there:

Control your anger, and DON'T exploit. It's a pain in the youknowwhere for the guys who spend their life making and improving this game, and it's highly annoying for people who have to change server.



~{SleepDeprivation}~
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DimensonRip is not online. DimensonRip
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17 Jun 2012 10:38 AM
I don't know Honey you really messed up.
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BrianK2355 is not online. BrianK2355
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17 Jun 2012 10:40 AM
"I don't think you're a very good leader, and I think you should have lost 2iC to Jason when you and five others exiled 6,000 people from TRA."

-_-

This apology is long... I was put in the same situation back when I was Anti-FEAR.

To be Honest, this apology won't exactly guarantee you to earn your rank back.

Work for it back, and prove to us.

I sorta forgive you, but at the same time, all the stuff you started made me not trust you. I still don't.

恐怖[[ƑƩΛɌ 2iC]] BrianK2355: The C&G Azn Emperor of the East 恐怖
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watchamacolet is not online. watchamacolet
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17 Jun 2012 10:40 AM
This is why I never do bad things. Small things count.


Small thing can make a big difference depending on how you use your conscience on it. Whether you say bad things to another or hate them. It doesn't matter. What matters is that this is a game for kids. Don't feel like you want to kill all your enemies.

And Remember. The last note is what you need to see.

-~- Watch/Ceo/Sambrog -~-
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groovyclone is not online. groovyclone
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17 Jun 2012 10:40 AM
I forgive you.
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SleepDeprivation is not online. SleepDeprivation
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17 Jun 2012 10:41 AM
@Brian: I'm not rejoining FEAR.
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hotfeet777 is not online. hotfeet777
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17 Jun 2012 10:41 AM
You lost alot, man. I didn't expect this to come out of you.
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DeHavoc is not online. DeHavoc
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17 Jun 2012 10:41 AM
lejam is the coolest gen
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BrianK2355 is not online. BrianK2355
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17 Jun 2012 10:42 AM
@Sleep

Okay Then.

But I sort of don't trust you even after this.

Though it took some guts to make a huge apology like this one.

恐怖[[ƑƩΛɌ 2iC]] BrianK2355: The C&G Azn Emperor of the East 恐怖
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AlexR1212 is not online. AlexR1212
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17 Jun 2012 10:43 AM
I just gained respect for you man, this is all that was needed.

I'ma be the best just have some patience.
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SleepDeprivation is not online. SleepDeprivation
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17 Jun 2012 10:43 AM
@Brian:

You can be a good leader sometimes, but I just think you're a bit immature occasionally. Anyway, that isn't what this is for really. It's more me apologising for screwing you guys over.
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DeHavoc is not online. DeHavoc
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17 Jun 2012 10:44 AM
its good to have a leader with some humor by being immature. c:
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SleepDeprivation is not online. SleepDeprivation
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17 Jun 2012 10:44 AM
Thanks Alex.

And yeah, Brian. I was thinking about doing this for a while, but was worried about the response I'd get.

And yeah. I don't really expect you to trust me after that.
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BrianK2355 is not online. BrianK2355
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17 Jun 2012 10:45 AM
@Sleep

immature? I do it for the Luls.

I can be very serious sometimes. -_- Don't think I just go partying all night.

恐怖[[ƑƩΛɌ 2iC]] BrianK2355: The C&G Azn Emperor of the East 恐怖
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17 Jun 2012 10:46 AM
^
Yo, brian.

What do we do at this night's party?
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17 Jun 2012 10:46 AM
I think that this should be well received.
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17 Jun 2012 10:46 AM
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17 Jun 2012 10:47 AM
Hm, Some little kids think it's fun to exploit the crap out of us.
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AgentCG is not online. AgentCG
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17 Jun 2012 10:48 AM
@ Lazia


"FEAR in General:

Sorry for ruining some of your experience in FEAR. It was selfish of me and I regret it. I messed up trainings, and I caused a lot of you hassle and wasted your time. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."
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AndroTrig is not online. AndroTrig
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17 Jun 2012 10:48 AM
Although this isn't directed towards me, I accept it. HM/SD is a great HR and I look forward to the day that he might rejoin FEAR. If no one else accepts it, I do.

~OFF AT~
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SleepDeprivation is not online. SleepDeprivation
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17 Jun 2012 10:49 AM
@Lazia:

I demoted you for an inappropriate "smiley face" as you call it. We both know it wasn't a smiley face.
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mcm99 is not online. mcm99
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17 Jun 2012 10:49 AM
Errr, I was in FEAR but I don't remember you ruining any trainings? Must have been my vacataion. Oh and first c:
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anlm123 is not online. anlm123
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17 Jun 2012 10:50 AM
After this apology I have truly gained a little happiness. It was heartfelt, I liked you from the start.
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17 Jun 2012 10:50 AM
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17 Jun 2012 10:50 AM
@Lazia, Erm, that "face"?
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