newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:06 PM |
I only play ROblox for friends. I have no life, 2-3 friends, no talents. I only play sports on here cause I'm terrible at them in real life. I was always made fun of cause im shy and bad at sports. When i was 12 i tried to hang myself. Only reason I'm still here is cause I couldn't hold on to th belt any more because i was blacking out. :( |
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| 14 May 2012 10:11 PM |
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:14 PM |
| I have 1 real friend that won't backstab me. I hate my life. |
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:16 PM |
| I have nothing to live for. |
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:18 PM |
| All the popular kids are smart and athletes. They will be in college at parties having fun while i sit alone in my dorm |
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vandycan
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| 14 May 2012 10:19 PM |
Don't think like that, you are in the same boat as me. I moved to a new school with people I have never met before. It is 2 towns away from where I live.
I still don't have any friends there I can hang out with, do not think people do not like you. Just go out and be yourself.
People like you, we like you? So there must be something that people like about you.
Just don't give up like I didn't give up because you will feel better. You have plenty of years to do something meaningful with your life.
It is not too late... :|
Just don't give up hope :D
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| 14 May 2012 10:20 PM |
| if you hung yourself, you would regret it. |
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:23 PM |
| No Vandy, people don't like me. They ignore me, don't talk to me, and treat me like im their personal idiot. People won't talk to me. They just don't care. |
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| 14 May 2012 10:24 PM |
| Basically new,all these cool people that hate you,will be working at McDonalds.Bullying will always come back to hunt them. |
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:27 PM |
| I get A's , B's , And Occasional C's in math. I had no GF. Don't call me names. |
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vandyran
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| 14 May 2012 10:33 PM |
New. You are not the only person in the world who is like this.
The kids at my school pick on me for no reason. I wish I could go back to my old school, but my parents wont let me so guess what.
I am stuck being made fun of by the same stupid jokes every day. And I'm in high school. You think that is fun?
Now I'm not gonna make my life sound like it sucks cuz it doesn't. If I've felt the SAME EXACT WAY YOU DO before, I think if I am happy, then you should do what I have done.
YOU ARE COOLER than those kids and I DO NOT GIVE A [Content Deleted] ABOUT what anyone else there says about it or you. You are COOL. You are COOLER. Get it through your HEAD. If you think you aren't cool then you will make yourself think you are EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT NOT COOL. YOU ARE THE COOLEST. If you THINK and ACT like the COOLEST, you will BE the COOLEST.
COMPRENDE? :3
Do not give me excuses because I have it hard as another deleted content. I am at a school of the richest people around the state. I have a kid in my class making fun of me with money out of his Awhole. And what do I have? I have barely enough clothes and underpants to last me a week sometimes. I've been dead broke for a few months sometimes. The only reason I go to a private school is cuz I have 20% off tuition.
You think that it is fun to be made fun of by people society sees as "better and richer and cooler than you"? NO IT IS NOT FUN. But I'm being forced to do it, and I have to make the best of it.
I KNOW I AM COOL. MY NEIGHBORS AND OLD FRIENDS KNOW I AM COOL. MY OLD SCHOOL GIRLS AND GUYS KNOW I AM COOL. AND I KNOW IT TOO.
YOU HAVE PEOPLE LIKE THAT TOO WITHOUT KNOWING IT.
Do NOT tell me I only have 1 good friend because I will make you find friends. I am being forced out of a "comfort zone".
If you really do only have 1 friend, so what. That 1 is your treasure, cherish that friend for life. I DO NOT HAVE ANYONE TO TALK TO THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE SCHOOL DAY. I WISH I HAD MY OLD FRIENDS... I do not talk at all throughout the day, because I DO NOT HAVE ANY FRIENDS there. So yeah I KNOW what you feel like.
BUT. DO. NOT. GIVE. UP. HOPE...
:)
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vandyran
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| 14 May 2012 10:35 PM |
WAIT...
My bad I have 80% off the tuition fee.
I pay 20% of it :)
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:39 PM |
@ Deric
Thanks :)
@ Sir
I'm shy and I never talked to anyone in elementary school, middle school, or up until now. I always sit and just obsess over if someone will actually talk to me or not. They never do. I feel so alone and I never knew why. In 7th grade I began an interest in despair, apathy, and death. I was obsessed. I began to wander why no one talked to me. I began to feel bad about it. In 8th grade I was honestly borderline insane. I would talk to myself and tell myself i was worthless and needed to die. I overcame that and knew I was wrong. Coming out of that 6+ month long trance, I began to feel not like anyone else, not even real... |
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vandyran
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| 14 May 2012 10:43 PM |
They do not talk to you because they are afraid of you.
They are afriad because... idk they are afriad to talk to you because you do not talk to them. They think you do not like them.
THAT is why... NOT because you are weird or anything. Just freakin' talk and have fun.
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:47 PM |
| Hard to do when im a sociaphobic creep |
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| 14 May 2012 10:50 PM |
Hey New, I would have to say I'm an excellent student in math. If you want, I can tutor you and track how you do using grading for fun.
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newera4
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newera4
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| 14 May 2012 10:51 PM |
You said your shy huh?
K when you are walking down the hallway or wherever, always keep your chin up and smile occasionally. Not big smiles just a cool smile. Shows people that u r confident.
Also, try working out. Start running or riding your bike. And be carefull of what u eat. Get that body into ship. I garentee it will help with your confidence and will attract more people to you.
But never and I mean NEVER try to showoff anything. It's okay to be confident, but well, you know what I mean.
Just follow these tips and u will be in a lot better place. |
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