Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:40 AM |
It seems I only remember the good times in VAK. When I enter servers these days I get sick. I get a knot in my stomach. Anger in my mind, hatred in my heart. I cannot stand seeing my friends getting killed by fellow Vaktovians. It pains me, a lot. I feel powerless when people higher ranked than me tell me they don't care. They have no emotions towards other people. Nothing at all. What hurts me the most, is that these people are kids, and some my old friends. Nothing hurts more than when a friend is mean to you. I feel like somone stabs me in the heart when I see what is going on. The Vaktovia from my memories is no more. The Vaktovia where respect and honor was key, has almost vanished. The new will follow the ways of the old, the circle of evil will repeat it self. I am powerless, I am alone. What I remember is gone. |
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nukman1
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:41 AM |
50+ Respect points Toni You have gained 5% of my respect Join X-101ST or The Shadow Assassinz. |
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Ninja2e
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:44 AM |
| Well worded & thought out. |
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Zipples
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Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:46 AM |
| The best poetry comes by it self. I have not been so upset for a LONG time. |
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nukman1
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:46 AM |
| Agreed VAK must be taken out. |
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Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:48 AM |
| No, it must not. But the way people interact with eachother must be changed. There are these very FEW people in VAK, that make it look so INCREDIBLY bad. Thse very few people need to have their attitude changed. If it does not happen, more and more will become like this. I don't want that to happen. |
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:50 AM |
If ANYONE treat you like dirt, you just call me. Heres my card. "Mrbeastcod, VMPer at Law. "We fight for you!"
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Zipples
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:51 AM |
LOL I remember seeing some VAC say at SMO:
"DevilishPyro has a puppy, it had kittens!" |
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jjjj1584
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:51 AM |
"I get a knot in my stomach. Anger in my mind, hatred in my heart."
ROFL ROBLOX = 2nd Real-Laif? |
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Raven98
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:54 AM |
| Lol, when did tonitoni join VAK after he give TRA away to his former 2iC?? (who is already new leader) |
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Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 11:56 AM |
Back when I was in VAK it was. 4-8 hours a day patrolling the rec. It probably sounds bad, but back then my friends in vaktovia were some of my only friends. It gave me this sort of feeling of belonging somewhere, I did not have in real life. The time in Vaktovia has influenced my life, and how I am as a person today. Seeing that becoming what it is today makes me feel terrible. |
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Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:00 PM |
I originally joined VAK about 16 months ago. When I became a Captain I created TRA. I used TRA as a sort of special unit to call in when overwhelmed. I became a Colonel in VAK. Then TRA got big, and I did not have time for VAK any more. After months of being inactive I was demoted. Useless as I felt I left. After I gave away TRA, there was room for VAK again. What I came back to, is not the VAK I left. |
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Splecki
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:10 PM |
| VAK used to be all sunshiny and rainbows. And when you came to the gate a pack of MLP came to greet you/ |
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Splecki
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:12 PM |
| That's slightly difficult to picture...wow. |
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Zipples
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:12 PM |
Not really. Dologan watches MLP. |
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Epicrules
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:13 PM |
| I feel the way VAK is being lead on the level of "Colonel" is a bit off. The generals are doing fine the way I see it. Toni, I feel your pain. I was in both the Empire and the Coalition... and now it's nothing the same. |
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tasha526
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:14 PM |
| I gotta admit, touching. 100+ respect points. |
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:14 PM |
Me and him watch it on the weekends. We get on the couch and watch a couple seasons in our MLP Snuggies :P |
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Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:14 PM |
| VAK was not "nice" but it was fair and just. It was RP and friendship. Raiding and defending. UNITY, that's definatly something that's gone. |
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jjjj1584
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:16 PM |
Toni, Just end living in the past. |
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Splecki
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:16 PM |
| I wonder why they changed it. If it was purposeful, or subconscious, and gradual or quick. |
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Epicrules
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:17 PM |
| Splecki, I believe personally it was deterioration over a period of time. As well, the way of thought of the new officers over the way of thought of the old officers. |
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Tonitoni
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| 09 Dec 2011 12:19 PM |
| Is reflecting over todays' issues living in the past? |
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