JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:09 PM |
A few pointers before my wordwall.
1. I'm only posting this here because I have no one else to talk to. 2. Please don't troll this, I am to upset at the moment. 3. If you care to read and reply, thank you, I fully appreciate it.
Well, it started when I was about 7. My parents divorced and that was the worst day of my life. When I turned about 12 my mom and I started arguing. The arguments weren't that bad at fist, but they turned pretty brutal when I was 13. We would argue for hours, screaming at each other, making each other always sad. The arguments were about stupid things mostly, and they never ended well. I would personally take a lot of blame here, due to I should not have this anger, but I did. I turned 14, and the arguments were to crazy. My sisters would cry, I would cry, and worst of all, my mom would cry. I can't stand it, when she is upset. So it came to this, tonight, we got into an argument. I finally came to the decision. I told her I wanted to leave. I never wanted to do this, and I'm torn I had to. It's the only option to help out the family. I was the problem, and it needed to be fixed. I was in tears saying this, and so was she. I just want to help out my family and make it better.
I don't have any other way to express how I feel right now, but to type it up. I'm not aiming for attention, I just need to find some comfort somewhere. |
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JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:12 PM |
| I'll also be in the chatroom, if anyone wishes to speak, and I will monitor this thread. :l |
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JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:13 PM |
>squirt.
Yep, its sad, really.
I just finished packing my clothes.
I guess after I move all I'll have is you guys. :( |
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:14 PM |
| This seems more like what happns to parents and kids after divorce |
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JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:15 PM |
15 now.
I can't believe this had to be done at my age. |
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:16 PM |
Oh gosh.
Good luck with this. And I mean it, too. |
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JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:18 PM |
| Thanks for the support guys, you're really making this less hard, I just, don't know if I did the right thing. |
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GeckoFPS
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JohnMS
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Brixxter
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:19 PM |
Oh man...
Sorry to hear that. If you do go through with it, then I wish you good luck. |
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JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:21 PM |
>brix.
I'm following though, and thanks for the support. |
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Pearjack
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:21 PM |
Wow, that's deep.
and i usually have no sympathy. |
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fuipui
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:22 PM |
Sorry to hear about your situation.
Just perservere, and try to get along with your mother at some point in the future. |
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JohnMS
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:23 PM |
>rotateable
my dads,
pretty far away from my family in friends. |
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GeckoFPS
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qwazola
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:24 PM |
Is that why you left the chatroom?
Anyway, I wouldn't advise leaving, but if you decide to anyway, go to a friend's house for a week or so. Then come back. That's all I can really recommend. |
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littletto
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| 26 Oct 2011 11:24 PM |
I feel so sorry for you, and this isn't sarcasm. I'd hate if I had to do that at my age.
As someone else asked, where are you going to stay? I really wish you the best of luck... |
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