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| 10 Jun 2017 11:40 PM |
I haven't really opened up to anybody, and I feel comfortable doing it here. Probably gonna be bashed on but w/e
I used to be EXTREMELY depressed in elementary school/middle school, and I know it really seems like nothing. But it really was. Everyday, I came home sad, with a smile on my face and telling everyone I was fine, I was okay. I'd go off like it was nothing, but I'd end up crying myself to sleep some nights, or just falling asleep and thinking about what I could do. My male parent (tagged before) left when I was young, which contributed to a lot considering people would always have their dad do something, but at the time, I didn't know what happened or why he left (and I do now, I hope to meet him when I'm older.) I was always bullied, I was never the 'cool/popular kid'. And my depression's gotten better because of the people I've met that are around me now, and are a lot nicer. And you'd figure I'd be fine still, but I really am not. Whenever I hear someone telling someone else to end their own life, it makes me sad because it flashes back to what I had and what I still currently am.
And I just wanna say, if I lash out at anyone and make anybody feel bad, I'm sorry. I never mean it, sometimes I just get in a slump. If I ever make anyone sad, I'm sorry.
That's my story.
TL;DR - I was depressed, almost kms and I'm still somewhat unstable, apologies to those who I've hurt.
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:42 PM |
not gonna bump this more than needed
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:43 PM |
hi?
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:43 PM |
maybe you should get some serious help, there are some things LMaD can't help you with
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:44 PM |
i'm not really asking for any help
i'm just opening up bc i felt the need to do it
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:45 PM |
thanks, maybe i'll try it sometime /:
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:47 PM |
appreciation
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:47 PM |
| Opening up to the entire forum was a poor choice, but I hope you feel better. |
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:48 PM |
doesn't really matter at this point
i needed to open up somewhere, i gotta get started with attempting to patch up unstableness
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:48 PM |
Not really cool... Putting your real life problems onto LMaD. Would a cool person go here, or go an appropriate forum? Why would a cool person even post here, on a kids game. How sad, no wonder why you're depressed.
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:48 PM |
sucks to hear dude... i have a similar story but it was really just brought on last summer
i tore my achilles and was in a cast for 6 months... i was on crutches for the last semester of last year all the way up until the first week of this year
i really felt like i had nothing to do and nobody to talk to... not being able to do anything
it's better now, just sometimes i get a flashback to last summer and it's a moment of sadness
hope you can get past this my dude... depression can get serious and it can make you forget the people and things that matter in your life |
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:50 PM |
well since this is the Lets Make a Deal sub forum, I can propose to you a deal.
I will offer you a 1 way ticket out of this toxic forum.
in return, you wouldnt have to worry about getting bashed by others and you can seek professional help somewhere else.
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:50 PM |
If LMaD is where you feel comfortable opening up then by all means do so Hopefully one day you feel as comfortable talking about this with people in your life who can help you through your struggles.
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:50 PM |
yeah I know exactly how you feel teoc
i just get flashes of the past and i just go into a state of stimulation and sorrow and it's somewhat hard to snap out
it really sucks :/
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:51 PM |
And not little kids on a trading forum for making deals :D
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| 10 Jun 2017 11:51 PM |
i've talked to people about it irl, i just don't know where else to open up
i wanna seek help but i'm just
idk
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