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| 01 Jun 2017 04:15 PM |
https:// sxxndclxxd (dotcxxm) /user-516856720/in-memory-of-emmanuel-1
look it's crazy it feels like our first phone call was yesterday, before you too your lxxfe awxxy, I know this was only online, but you still impacted my life.
Emmanuel you meant alot to me, and everybody else too, I really don't know what to do with out you.
In the ro rapping game, you had my back sense the first day we met, I won't forget that, I trusted you and I won't let that go. Emmanuel you were the goat, but I feel for me that I really need to go,
I'm feeling so depressed, you left me now I am just a mess You taught me a life lesson, look for brightness, even when it's showing darkness.
Your favorite rapper, was Kendrick Lamar, ya favorite food was ramen noodles, and I can't forget that Gatorade too. (Lol) "we called it grape juice."
We called on discord about every day, you'd make sure I was always okay, you were my brother, and I loved you for that in a family way. You showed me that it is okay, that life brings you down sometimes, yet without you I don't think i can fight.
I helped you out of suicide twice, and it sucks to say, I wasn't there for the last minute you died. Right before you died, you said a line that'll always stay up in my mind."Hell maybe one day, when you come up there too. We can share a glass of energized grape juice." Damn that hit me hard, I won't lie
I left discord, roblox, plus many others. I needed a break, I almost did die, I wanted to do suicide yet I thought of you, and many other friends too, and I'm like(why do this, this isn't the right thing to do.) Phil and connor this is for you too.
You're always there for me, through the darkness you three showed me the light to the right side of life,
Emmanuel, I won't forget that day, your dad died, I helped you with that fight too. Yet everything it went downhill your sister got cancer, After she died you were a complete mess, and I confess before you died I was mad.
You said you didn't trust me? Gotta' day that move was fxxn petty. I was with you since day one, say that shxx? That's fxxd up, till i found out the truth.
i found out that I was wrong, I feel guilty I feel like I murdered you, because I feel like I wasn't a good friend to you.
I quit rapping for 8 weeks, but this is the last rap I'm writing to show everybody about you three.
(phil Emmanuel, and you connor.) You three, are good people, you always fight for your rights,
Phil you're always kind. And nice show everyone that it may be hard, and you may cry, but you still stand by their side.
Now Connor this is for you, been by my side sense the first day that we met, helped me even when I was upset, 2hen I wanted to cut, you stopped me, and said what is up.
Now Emmanuel, I'm proud of you, you fought through alota shxx. yet thinking of a plot, the whole ro rapping community will miss you dearly, cause you were nice, you cared, you was always there, and it sucks that you died.
But, maybe one night, I'll wake up and see a sign that you are alright, and at that note as I go, you're the rapping G.O.A.T
Yeah, aye so I'm feeling so depressed so stressed. Don't know what to do, lost my best friend due to this mess. |
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| 01 Jun 2017 05:07 PM |
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| 01 Jun 2017 05:26 PM |
| Long Live THe King. With you everystep of the way. It's brilliant. |
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| 01 Jun 2017 05:52 PM |
who is emmanuel and is he actually dead lol
My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi. |
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| 01 Jun 2017 06:11 PM |
| I'm not for sure if he' actually dead. But this is a rap that I made awhile back that i haven't recorded. So I decided to record it, and Emmanuel is a known rapper on roblox, sense he is the G.O.A.T |
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| 01 Jun 2017 07:39 PM |
Wait did Emmanuel actually commit suicjide this time?
I hope not! |
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| 01 Jun 2017 08:59 PM |
| Connor said he did, but I still had to record this bc. I wrote it, and never posted it. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 09:20 AM |
| Goddamn this made me feel depressed and im always hyper, lol. Queen, your one of the only people i know who had the balls to put out to the public what was in they're heart and i respect that, i know i havent been doing much for this group but i knew emmanuel long enough to know he was the realist, rest in peace fam. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 09:24 AM |
"what you just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response, were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul."
r+://846114283r+://846115840 HAIL KING GUEST |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:14 AM |
| something tells me he didnt actually #### ####### and this is a plea for attention... Maybe it's the everything My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:19 AM |
| lol, ya' never know. But I still wanted to say my feelings, because it could be true. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:20 AM |
| He did it over VC. We heard him. He did do it. He isn't faking this. Instead of questioning it, let him rest. R.I.P King E. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:21 AM |
tI;dr
r+://846114283r+://846115840 HAIL KING GUEST |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:25 AM |
so instead of calling the authorities you just listened to him off himself
My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:26 AM |
| How am I supposed to call the US authorities when I live in the UK. + I have no idea on where he was... |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:31 AM |
| do you know what IP is lol... this whole story seems out of whack. Pretty sure your buddy is just attention seeking and trying to make an elaborate exit of him quitting ####### #### me an obituary and i'll believe it. My story? Okay. It was never easy for me. I was born a poor black child. I remember the days, sittin' on the porch with my family, singin' and dancin' down in Mississippi. |
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| 02 Jun 2017 10:33 AM |
| Cause you don't know him like we do. You had no idea what he was going through mate. So just stop replying and let him rest. |
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