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| 08 May 2017 10:29 AM |
yes i know, i quit about 2 weeks ago
but i don't really know who to talk to, because i've gone through some pretty rough times this past week, and after venting about it on twitter none of my friends have checked up on me to see if i'm okay so now i have double anxiety
i don't really expect anyone here to take me seriously so i just decided to come for some giggles and light heartedness
how are you guys
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| 08 May 2017 10:29 AM |
no one cares uh
oh wait...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNqZkSEOObE |
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| 08 May 2017 10:32 AM |
lonelyheartsclub thanks for that i giggled
"you should tell me 😊"
there's a few different ways this can be interpreted pls explain
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| 08 May 2017 10:33 AM |
yw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNqZkSEOObE |
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| 08 May 2017 10:34 AM |
tell me what happened
I do have a twitter |
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| 08 May 2017 10:41 AM |
for some reason coming to OT relieves my anxiety? i don't really... want... to come back but
"tell me what happened"
well basically, earlier this week (last monday/sunday-ish) my parents were being really hateful towards me for no reason, so i've kinda been tip-toeing around them all week
i've also had a lot of issues with my mom within the past few months, i'm not really going to get into that, but i'm really bad and shy at expressing how i feel so she didn't even know it
yesterday, my mom woke me up yelling at me because i unintentionally slept 20 minutes later than everyone else, and the whole day we were out she was so snappy towards me and i was hurt because i didn't know why. then, last night, everything blew up. i have a parakeet that is really messy and kicks his food out of his bowl and stuff, so my mom was really angry and was throwing him around and forcing him to take a bath in the sink and he was shaking from being thrown around and being forced under the water, so i yelled at her to stop and i pushed her out of the way so i could take care of him
then we didn't talk for the next hour while i was making sure the parakeet was okay
then at dinner
oh boy
she was super rude towards me, she kept asking if i was mad at her but then disrespectfully asked me if i was PMSing, because apparently i can't be mad at her for being a bad human being unless i'm hormonal. towards the end of dinner, with me being an overemotional person and crying when i'm mad, started bawling with tears, so she hugged me and apologized
then we went to get icecream and she apologized to me again, and we spent some time together. i feel a bit better
but i still have mad anxiety that my friends hate me for rant tweeting for some reason because they haven't talked to me in general in the past week
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| 08 May 2017 10:43 AM |
last night i couldn't sleep after all of that went down because i was physically and emotionally exhausted
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| 08 May 2017 10:51 AM |
wow
uh... well..
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| 08 May 2017 11:06 AM |
today i am going to do my makeup and look nice even though i'm not going anywhere, re-watch yuri!!! on ice, watch my favorite youtubers, and decorate my room some more because that all makes me happy
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| 09 May 2017 01:38 AM |
sounds like someone else I know
ppl aren't angry at you they're just not bothered
remember , friends only care once in a while. |
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