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| 29 Apr 2017 09:58 PM |
Something changed. What changed? Why is everything different? I'm serious I don't feel right, I want to go home.
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VityaBC
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:00 PM |
SOMETHING BROKE IN U
~PURCHASE YOUR TRACKS TODAY~ // ~ YoouuuUUuuuUUuuUuuu...!!!! ~ |
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:02 PM |
I hope not. I just want to go home and eat, I feel like I died and I'm a broken replacement from another world.
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:09 PM |
| go home, eat something and take a shower and take a sleep |
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:10 PM |
I would love to happy, but I can't. Nothing to eat here, shower is dirty, and I can't go home because I'm so far away, and I have insomnia and everyone is up and making noise.
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:11 PM |
| Sounds like depersonalization to me. I had the same thing, stuff was scary. Best of luck to you, bb |
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Tefmon
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:14 PM |
| maybe you need to find the reason that make you feel depressed |
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:39 PM |
OK, bots gone now, I can go back to complaining about my problem. This feels pretty bad. What am I supposed to do about this?
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:40 PM |
Happy, I don't know. This is feeling like counselling now.
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:41 PM |
"Depersonalization"
Heh, I thought not a lot of people knew about that. I'm 5 years in, a certain clarity to life is gone, you feel like you're going to go insane any moment, hands are always shaking to make things worse. It's hell on earth.
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:43 PM |
Oh crap you just perfectly described me. I just talked with my doctor a few days ago talking about how I felt I have a hard time believing reality, too.
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:45 PM |
Yeah, It's like your stuck in a bad dream you can't wake up from. And the worst part. The disease doesn't exist in any textbooks, so you're stuck without help. The most we can do is keep moving forward, that's all anyone can do. You'll get used to it eventually.
"I'm a silhouette asking every now and then "Is it over yet? Will I ever feel again?" I'm a silhouette chasing rainbows on my own But the more I try to move on, the more I feel alone So I watch the summer stars to lead me home"
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:47 PM |
Some people have it lasting for years, some for weeks. We'll just have to see and hope you recover faster. I wish you the best of luck if it is what I described.
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:47 PM |
Well this is getting sad now. Who am I? Why don't I feel right? When did it change?
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:48 PM |
| / join / the-ot-room-2The weekend is ahead. |
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colorbugs
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:52 PM |
I think you have schizophrenia to some degree, or another dissociative disorder. I really want to give you a hug now. |
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:54 PM |
I remember when it first kicked in for me. I was doing some shopping at Publix cause I was a bit low on food. I wen't over to the snacks area, and suddenly felt disturbingly dizzy, that ended within 5 seconds, only to be replaced with something far worse. 5 years later, I'm still here, I don't feel a purpose to life, I have trouble believing if I'm even real or not. I often wake up, take a look at my hands, and go over the same questions with no answers. "Who am I?" "What's my purpose?" " Will I ever feel again?" "What should I do?" "What can I do?"
At least it has it's perks. You don't feel feelings like you used to. You're basically a machine at this point. Tasks that usually make you think a lot about what you're doing, don't bother you any more. On the outside, you're just a normal joe, but on the inside, something far more sinister is ongoing. Anyway, I hope this doesn't scare you, I needed someway to vent this, It's not everyday (or year..) that you get to talk about this, even if it isn't exactly private.
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bibbs123
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| 29 Apr 2017 10:56 PM |
WOO WELCOME TO THE DISSOCIATION PARTY I FEEL |
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| 29 Apr 2017 11:27 PM |
I forgot something VERY important.. While under the effects of this, your blood pressure will spike when under any amount of stress, little problems will make you more mad than you would normally be. Try your best to keep calm and not do anything stupid, I learned the hard way, I'm pretty sure my nervous system is damaged after that burst.
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