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| 27 Apr 2017 12:39 AM |
| Like you're nothing, something's missing... but you can't find that missing piece? That happened to me in 2015, I had a friend named Di, she was awesome, she helped me with problems between me and my brother... but one day she got a boy. and her boy, ruined our friendship, so one day, I went to see the only other best friend I had.. Inferno, but when I went to see him, it was his brother... so we hung out and everything, but then... a few days later, I felt something, that missing piece was found, Joshua (Inferno's brother) was that missing piece, but I didn't know how to tell him... I couldn't just say: YOU'RE THE MISSING PIECE! that would be like, crazy 0.0 So I had my brother give him hints, and stuff.. Tbh, I tried to act like I didn't know he was doing this, but I think Joshua probably knew anyway XD and after all of that, he finally decided to be with me, but not just cause he liked me... he didn't want me to be upset, and annoying... which was sad, but soon after, he left me... it was over, and now 2 years later, I stopped trying... I don't wanna lose my friends, I already probably have though :( Joshua, he's still my friend if you're wondering that... He says ## ##### ### but can I believe him? I don't want my heart being broken again, even though it doesn't really break, my heart sinks, and it feels like it is... I have pain in my heart whenever I think of 2015, and my story, and whenever someone says I'm dramatic, I feel like unfriending them. I should, but I don't want to be mean :( I should unfriend Joshua too, but I can't, if only he knew... I've tried to be with other guys and move on to make him happy, but I can't.. I just don't feel the same way I feel with him, no matter how many people say they #### ### I'll always love Joshua more, I should quit, and never come back, maybe then I'll be happy... but whenever I see love in the real world, it reminds me... I don't have the one I love anymore, I should lock myself in my room... and write everything that makes me sad, and happy... I'll probably count more sad things... and if you read this far, thank you. Shoutouts: Inferno, ####### ### ######## # #### ### ##### if I didn't have you I don't know what I would've done :( ~ Days |
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| 27 Apr 2017 12:42 AM |
| tl;dr #### ### ####### ### ####### ### |
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| 27 Apr 2017 12:43 AM |
Oops. I mean to say "tl;dr, please make one" It would certainly help. :-)
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| 27 Apr 2017 12:43 AM |
well ###### for ### ##### to #######
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| 27 Apr 2017 12:52 AM |
Jesus was the answer to my problems TBH.
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