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| 03 Apr 2017 09:18 AM |
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In my arms he laid there limp, my sweet boy, he was dying. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't think straight, my son. MY. SON. Was dying right before me, and I did nothing to help him. He smiled up at me, with tears streaming down his face, he knew what was happening and he chose to keep his chin up in this dark time.
The rain washed the blood off his hands, a puddle began to form around us, I couldn't say a word to him. I felt the cold touch of his fingers graze across my cheek, I held it tighter than ever, then, it went limp. His arm collapses and his eyelids grow heavy, to me it felt like hours watching him go.
It was only seconds, his heart gave out and his body was lifeless, the tears flooded down from my eyes, I looked up to the dark raining sky and screamed in rage, what was I screaming for? This was my fault, I did this to him. I don't know my own strength sometimes, but this was something else.
I did this to him, this is my fault. I lost him because of me, my actions and my mistakes.
First they're sour
Then they're sweet
Then they're gone |
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| 03 Apr 2017 09:23 AM |
| this brought a tear to my eye :,) |
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