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| 31 Dec 2016 05:17 AM |
i have no talents, no ambitions i will never be an asset to society, i'd achieve more by dying than by what ive done throughout my life maybe im just going through an emo phase oh well |
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FaZeKlan
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:19 AM |
| i didn't find out what i wanted to do with my life until like a couple months ago and im 17, chin up |
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Flwq
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:20 AM |
Those feelings won't go soon might as well get a rope and end it |
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:20 AM |
@mauio wish i had the courage ive just been hoping a fatal disease sweeps me iiff my feet the closest ive gotten to ending myself is drinking some random stuff from the bathroom cabinet |
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SadCosmo
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:21 AM |
you made it this far you may as well see how much further you can go and if it ever gets too bad, then you always have the final solution |
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Aetricity
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:23 AM |
same here
even if i did have talents i'm never motivated
furthermore, i'm too scared to do anything about it. i feel as if i'm stuck atm |
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Oswiecim
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:23 AM |
Wait a couple of years and see if you still think like that.
Chances are you won't. |
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:27 AM |
"why?" i feel like its a lot about what aetricity said- the feeling of no motivation and the sense of being stuck |
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SadCosmo
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:44 AM |
i recommend trying the herb i did when i was 14 and i started wanting to die less the more i smoked |
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Aetricity
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:52 AM |
@sad,
I wish I could but I'm too scared to go out and get it. Even then, I don't know where to find it and all that.
I mean I have tried DXM and it has helped me a bit honestly and the afterglow is beautiful. My second experience wasn't that good but the afterglow was still great.
Too scared to get more though. A friend talked to the cashier for me both times I tried it and I get paranoid that I'll get caught with it while I have it. Lots of the cough medicines have other stuff in them so I can't have them. Tastes bad too, but that's the least of my concerns at this point.
If I ever do it again it'll be at a low dose like 175mg since that seems really good.
The only thing I have left is caffeine which I've already grown a tolerance to so I can't use that to help me with my problems. |
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FaZeKlan
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SadCosmo
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:54 AM |
| dxm can be fun but i wouldnt do that stuff too much if i were you. i had a friend that drank syrup for like a month straight and once he got off it he said he literally felt dumber. that stuff can mess your brain up if you do it too much |
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SadCosmo
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:55 AM |
| thats why i stopped doing it |
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:56 AM |
| ################################ |
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| 31 Dec 2016 05:59 AM |
ive been thinking about trying dmx but its nearly impossible for me to swallow cough syrup i just cant stand it |
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SadCosmo
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| 31 Dec 2016 06:03 AM |
| if you do try it make sure it doesnt have acetaminophen in it cuz you can od on that. its okay if it hasdoxylamine succinate in it, that just makes you drowsy and in my experience its been hard to come by syrup that doesnt have that in it. i recommend robitussin. its always gone down easy for me. youre just gonna wanna chug it as fast as possible. one bottle will get you where you want to be for your first time. its a wild ride |
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Aetricity
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| 31 Dec 2016 06:04 AM |
| try mixing it with something that you can drink it with don't mix too much though because the taste spreads so it won't be worth it also try to only do it like once a month/every two weeks or something; tolerance builds quickly also i mean i would try acid (only if it's pure ## # ## but i have no way of getting it & it's illegal so i'd be paranoid of actually getting it furthermore i'd need a testing kit because people could lace that stuff and it could be fatal as a result and acid has become more of a blanket term imo |
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FaZeKlan
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| 31 Dec 2016 06:05 AM |
| make lean just don't chug it lol |
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SadCosmo
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| 31 Dec 2016 06:06 AM |
| yeah acids kinda risky if you dont have a reliable dealer. you dont wanna buy cid from some random dude |
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Aetricity
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| 31 Dec 2016 06:07 AM |
yes robotussin is great imo
i heard delsym is also good because it has longer lasting dxm or something
i'd just say avoid it if it has anything else in it at all but
AVOID IT IF IT HAS ACETAMINOPHEN IN IT, IT'S EXTREMELY DEADLY |
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| 31 Dec 2016 06:08 AM |
| ###### R$34546 TX73835 | Tix :) |
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