sIoww
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:11 AM |
| I went to visit my family knowing that my mum, and her sister had fallen out. Once we got to the 'place' my mum and her sister had no communication until her sister said something, within minutes they're physically fighting infront of me and her kids, we didnt know what to do. It has been a massive issue for our family, and has created a larger division that is has been yet. I was pooring with tears, so was my brother, sister and my cousins. Right now, as of this moment, I do not know what to do. Other then to cry. |
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:12 AM |
| and the lego community needs to know of this |
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:13 AM |
I have often times contemplated offing myself. I suffered from depression and find a lot of things hard to deal with. Obviously, I've never gone through with it.
I think it stems a lot from my years in school, I've had some good schools and some bad schools, but I've moved around a lot, and I'm about to enter my 9th school. I've never had a girlfriend, but I've always had a lot of friends- but even that doesn't stop how I feel.
Sadness, loneliness, I don't know how to explain this, but honestly... I don't really care.
I don't know when my whole phase started, but every day just feels so boring, like there's nothing I want to do. I can sit there for hours just browsing the internet while waiting for somebody to reply to me. I've begun to feel a real sense of distance between myself, my friends, and my family. It's kind of like I'm alone in this world.
Every day is a crushing defeat. Every day; day by day: cuts deeper into my heart than the last. It's unending misery. I can't handle it. I can't deal with it anymore. Or at least, I thought I couldn't. Alone, I was weak. I had no direction. I felt like I was helplessly being dragged further and further into quicksand. I tried all sorts of addictions. Nothing worked. Until now. I'm saved now. I've been redeemed. I know my purpose. I can feel again. I no longer have a cloud hanging over my head. I can finally be free.
There's nobody who cares about me anyways.
So you want to know more about me? I'm a twelve-year-old that wants to kill myself, I'm against black people, like to torture animals, and I believe in the underworld. If you're reading this it is for one of two reasons: I've made you mad and you're reading my profile to find something against me, or you're here to complain about how you're edgier than me. I'm emotionally dead and pretty pathetic, I hate myself as much as I hate furries, If I've made you mad, what are you doing with your life? Getting mad that a twelve-year-old with long hair prick made fun of you during a game? |
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sIoww
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:15 AM |
I didn't know who tell, so yeah...
Just wanted to get it off my chest. |
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Precian
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:20 AM |
i dont know what the situation is at all; but there's conflict - they dont agree on something
i wouldn't pick sides, i would do my best to talk to both of them and find out what the conflict is from both of their perspectives and try to get them to move past it
when the time comes, bring the way they're dividing the family and hurting people to light in a way that makes them reconsider their issues with eachother
even if they hate eachother, they need to learn to live with one another
or atleast not attempt to beat eachother to a bloody pulp infront of the rest of their family around the same moment they're placed in a room together |
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Frostarkz
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:21 AM |
this reminds me of c&g
but uh i think you should bring them together to sort it out cuz |
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:21 AM |
this reminds me of c&g[2]
ye c7g in a nutshell lmao |
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Forenz
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:22 AM |
| Now that I think about it, I haven't really ever been close to my family |
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Zenturon
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:23 AM |
| Well but C&G instead of crying it goes out all apes. |
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sIoww
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:24 AM |
| ^ That is what I mean. I can't even tel my mum the way I feel about her. |
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Forenz
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| 11 Dec 2016 10:35 AM |
| Do you have trouble looking them in the eyes? |
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