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Re: Has life ever hit you with a wrecking ball, five years late?

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Harbynger is not online. Harbynger
Joined: 06 Jul 2008
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08 Dec 2016 02:33 AM
If you're very empathetic or emotional, now's probably a good time to click on Clans and Guilds above and click on another thread. Don't ask me to tl;dr this, I'll probably screw that up too.




I don't know, it has nothing to do with ROBLOX.
I can't keep a gilded exterior and hide it from the world.

Maybe I'm just... salty.
I.
I don't know. I don't know what this is.
I thought a little bit of memory lane would help... and I went down the one road that was the best of them.
It has a pricetag on it.
Now I'm at the register.

When you compare emulated happiness to the real deal, life finds it's search warrant really quickly, and your crime is one of being just a terrible person.


This is it.
https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089

Honestly I'm just going to ramble here because I really have nothing left.
If I did this one the book of faces or something, I would just make it all worse.

This is why I tried to not ever relax and took everything too seriously.
This is why I tried to bury the past and never look back.

Tried is a key word here.

I don't have any foundations anymore.
Everything's gone and it's all my fault.

I don't have anything.

https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089
7th paragraph, the part in the parenthesis.
I really haven't gotten over it, deep down.
Damn nostalgia for reminding me of how much of a failure I am. I shouldn't have watched it, I shouldn't have opened up my 2011/12/13 stuff, and my god I should not have even fired up some old stuff in my Pictures folder.
Especially the 2013 stuff.
What kind of hell have I unleashed on myself?


You want to know why TSD was such a massive failure and why I blasted 90% of my money on it, despite it being an utter failure with a reject tryhard super-religious 12 year old leader, a model rotater "builder", rehashed scripting, and I honestly wouldn't be surprised if free models were used too? Look, some of that probably isn't even true, but I don't much of care any more. What do I have left? Nothing.
Of course, I was an idiot and felt "Of course I can just start over and go in a new direction"
AND LOOK WHERE THAT LANDED ME.
You can't really use a band-aid to fix a big hole in your whatever. For the sake of somewhat helping, yeah it did help I guess. Not nearly enough.
Look, any resemblance of what I used to be died during TSD. I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing, but I changed a lot from that and I don't think the reception's been very positive.
It was honestly a great time while it lasted, maybe it worked for those couple weeks, but I lost too much from just before that. I hid it all and hid it all and hid it all and I just can't anymore.
Can you even blame Inquisitions though? He was innocent. He only tried to make a clan. I didn't fix anything. I had just let it all fall apart and stray from what it used to be.
Could I have done something? I really don't know. It's not a good time to ask questions.
I don't care if I offend anyone at this point, I'm a failure and no one needs to care about me.
It's my fault and I'm a total failure for not realizing it and not trying hard enough to fix it.
It's all my fault.
I'm sorry Obtention.
I'm an utter failure.
You've waited three, now four years for this.
Say something positive, please. Anything. Let there finally be closure. I know you're still here somewhere.
I...............
I can't try to defend it. I really can't.
You're welcome for the group back.

You want to know why Tenebrosity hasn't released and made even Seviro flinch at the development schedule?
It's because I'm a total failure for wasting all of my money on TSD in the first place, of course I never got my money back, and am to shallow and broken to bother ever finishing it. It's not a joke, in full honesty it never was. It's something I don't have the strength to finish.
There. I wanted to finish it all myself, not because I could do it better than everyone else, but because I could do it on the cheap cheap because I had to pay NO ONE. TSD, god why did I try to bring that back, that just showed me making enough forum posts and promises will attract people to do what I couldn't for me for free. Did it work? Of course it didn't. You want to know why Palatrin didn't come out forever and a half ago? Because I assumed people were going to help me develop it once I started sharing plans for what I wanted to eventually do. It was a total impossibility on ROBLOX anyway, only recently is something like that possible without hosting your own web server to store all kinds of requests. Obviously that never happened. I had no resources, I'm just scratching the bottom of the barrel.
It's a failure, I'm a failure, there's nothing to be seen there. It's never coming out and honestly it's better off if I just gave it to someone else.
Someone else would probably do it right.
That's the real reason why I gave away Maverick Navy too.

You really want to know why The Fallen shut down 3 times?
It's my fault.
All of it.
I'm an utter failure and couldn't hold the damn clan together while Xoniac was off fixing his stomach.
I can't do anything.
I really can't.
When everyone's tearing off in their own direction I don't have the stamina to hold it all together. I don't have any more gorilla glue left, and I spent it all on something that just went away before my freshmen year. Before anything even mattered in the first place.
I'm a total failure. No one cares and I couldn't hold everything together just enough to last for a while.
I can't keep things together, I had let everything break apart.

You really want to see what I was like before I broke myself, go ask DarkCoderz.
I hope someone else hasn't lost everything I managed to break. He's probably the one of, if not the only one left on this website that knows me from before I screwed everything up.

[post 2 incoming]


harbynger@roblox:~$ sudo rm -rf / --no-preserve-root && echo "Get slam jammed, kid!"
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08 Dec 2016 02:34 AM
respect :)


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08 Dec 2016 02:39 AM
I'm done for a while.
I'm not leaving ROBLOX, I'm just going to spend some time wishing that I could build a time machine and just fix it all. I really wish I could.





I lied about not seeing them.
Of course I did. How could I not eventually?
I'm a terrible person for not trying to rebuild everything the second I got a second chance, running into them.
Of course it's all my fault, if I hadn't pressured everyon.....................
I didn't have to break away, I could have simply never passed out the forms and say 'Let's all go together'. If I hadn't... maybe, just maybe..................
Now I sound selfish.
Ugh.

I don't care what kind of toxicity anyone hurls at me because honestly it's no longer something that can affect me. There's nothing deeper than this... there is, we call that depression, but I don't want to see what that looks like. I really don't.

Of course I have new things... but you just can't perfectly fit a square into a circle hole. It will barely fit, but it's not the way it's meant to be.
Certainly not the way it used to be.
I found an oval in the Fallen, but it's still not a circle. There's nothing that I could have done to find a circle anyway.
Of course they're all gone now and off in all sorts of different places. I'm not a part of that.
My god, what have I done. Have I guaranteed anything? Have I done anything significant? I hope this is the darkest light I'll ever see. I don't like this. I want everything to be bright again, like they used to be before that. Before 5 years ago.


No no no, before I get some mod recommending that I go see "yet another trustworthy adult" copy paste that David probably makes them send, it's nowhere near that. There's still hopes and dreams and wishes and whatever, it's not a bottomless pit. It's just a really deep one. I really appreciate the... attention i guess, but I just guess trying to explain everything is probably a better idea than it is whining to some random person on the phone that "life is mean".



I just need to leave and probably not come back to anything for a while.
Goodbye.

Maybe even sit down and hope The Fallen just comes back one more time before this gets any worse. No I'm not going to join another clan.

Late childhood, early teen, etc. memories have a very, very strong impact. It's......... It's just.



I would do anything for a time machine: any opportunity to do it all over again.



Three words. "They got in here. They moved to over there."
It's all my fault they ended up complaining about it all, but of course I had no voice to say something.
It's taken five years to finally understand the implications of that. Time can move again. I don't want it to. I don't. Go back go back go back.

...

I have nothing.
I used to have something to break my fall, and I fell a lot of times.
The floor is a very, very hard surface by the way. Somehow this isn't the most darkness I've ever seen before. But that had a ladder. There is no ladder.
THERE IS NO LADDER HERE.

...

This will probably all go away by Friday anyway. I hope it does.

...
Maybe all those philosophical people are right. Maybe I would have been better off not knowing the error of what I had done and only sought the well being of everyone else and not given a damn about myself. Maybe perhaps had I simply not known that they all got in, and of course I was next in line but the spots all filled up. Maybe if I was just left in the dark this whole time I would have been better off. Maybe.

I don't even know if I had left, against my will, with a positive influence or not.
Damn the lottery.


harbynger@roblox:~$ sudo rm -rf / --no-preserve-root && echo "Get slam jammed, kid!"
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08 Dec 2016 03:11 AM
The greatest weakness is being unable to recognize your strengths.
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08 Dec 2016 03:15 AM
im not gonna lie this was too long to read but seems deep
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08 Dec 2016 05:10 AM
Yep, what a concept I could use a little fuel myself and we could all use a little change.

as you can see he missed shots but then started hitting when aimbot kicks in...
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08 Dec 2016 07:18 PM
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08 Dec 2016 07:19 PM
tl;dr
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08 Dec 2016 07:20 PM
expected miley cyrus


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08 Dec 2016 07:21 PM
If you're very empathetic or emotional, now's probably a good time to click on Clans and Guilds above and click on another thread. Don't ask me to tl;dr this, I'll probably screw that up too.




I don't know, it has nothing to do with ROBLOX.
I can't keep a gilded exterior and hide it from the world.

Maybe I'm just... salty.
I.
I don't know. I don't know what this is.
I thought a little bit of memory lane would help... and I went down the one road that was the best of them.
It has a pricetag on it.
Now I'm at the register.

When you compare emulated happiness to the real deal, life finds it's search warrant really quickly, and your crime is one of being just a terrible person.


This is it.
https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089

Honestly I'm just going to ramble here because I really have nothing left.
If I did this one the book of faces or something, I would just make it all worse.

This is why I tried to not ever relax and took everything too seriously.
This is why I tried to bury the past and never look back.

Tried is a key word here.

I don't have any foundations anymore.
Everything's gone and it's all my fault.

I don't have anything.

https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089
7th paragraph, the part in the parenthesis.
I really haven't gotten over it, deep down.
Damn nostalgia for reminding me of how much of a failure I am. I shouldn't have watched it, I shouldn't have opened up my 2011/12/13 stuff, and my god I should not have even fired up some old stuff in my Pictures folder.
Especially the 2013 stuff.
What kind of hell have I unleashed on myself?


You want to know why TSD was such a massive failure and why I blasted 90% of my money on it, despite it being an utter failure with a reject tryhard super-religious 12 year old leader, a model rotater "builder", rehashed scripting, and I honestly wouldn't be surprised if free models were used too? Look, some of that probably isn't even true, but I don't much of care any more. What do I have left? Nothing.
Of course, I was an idiot and felt "Of course I can just start over and go in a new direction"
AND LOOK WHERE THAT LANDED ME.
You can't really use a band-aid to fix a big hole in your whatever. For the sake of somewhat helping, yeah it did help I guess. Not nearly enough.
Look, any resemblance of what I used to be died during TSD. I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing, but I changed a lot from that and I don't think the reception's been very positive.
It was honestly a great time while it lasted, maybe it worked for those couple weeks, but I lost too much from just before that. I hid it all and hid it all and hid it all and I just can't anymore.
Can you even blame Inquisitions though? He was innocent. He only tried to make a clan. I didn't fix anything. I had just let it all fall apart and stray from what it used to be.
Could I have done something? I really don't know. It's not a good time to ask questions.
I don't care if I offend anyone at this point, I'm a failure and no one needs to care about me.
It's my fault and I'm a total failure for not realizing it and not trying hard enough to fix it.
It's all my fault.
I'm sorry Obtention.
I'm an utter failure.
You've waited three, now four years for this.
Say something positive, please. Anything. Let there finally be closure. I know you're still here somewhere.
I...............
I can't try to defend it. I really can't.
You're welcome for the group back.

You want to know why Tenebrosity hasn't released and made even Seviro flinch at the development schedule?
It's because I'm a total failure for wasting all of my money on TSD in the first place, of course I never got my money back, and am to shallow and broken to bother ever finishing it. It's not a joke, in full honesty it never was. It's something I don't have the strength to finish.
There. I wanted to finish it all myself, not because I could do it better than everyone else, but because I could do it on the cheap cheap because I had to pay NO ONE. TSD, god why did I try to bring that back, that just showed me making enough forum posts and promises will attract people to do what I couldn't for me for free. Did it work? Of course it didn't. You want to know why Palatrin didn't come out forever and a half ago? Because I assumed people were going to help me develop it once I started sharing plans for what I wanted to eventually do. It was a total impossibility on ROBLOX anyway, only recently is something like that possible without hosting your own web server to store all kinds of requests. Obviously that never happened. I had no resources, I'm just scratching the bottom of the barrel.
It's a failure, I'm a failure, there's nothing to be seen there. It's never coming out and honestly it's better off if I just gave it to someone else.
Someone else would probably do it right.
That's the real reason why I gave away Maverick Navy too.

You really want to know why The Fallen shut down 3 times?
It's my fault.
All of it.
I'm an utter failure and couldn't hold the damn clan together while Xoniac was off fixing his stomach.
I can't do anything.
I really can't.
When everyone's tearing off in their own direction I don't have the stamina to hold it all together. I don't have any more gorilla glue left, and I spent it all on something that just went away before my freshmen year. Before anything even mattered in the first place.
I'm a total failure. No one cares and I couldn't hold everything together just enough to last for a while.
I can't keep things together, I had let everything break apart.

You really want to see what I was like before I broke myself, go ask DarkCoderz.
I hope someone else hasn't lost everything I managed to break. He's probably the one of, if not the only one left on this website that knows me from before I screwed everything up.
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08 Dec 2016 07:22 PM
If you're very empathetic or emotional, now's probably a good time to click on Clans and Guilds above and click on another thread. Don't ask me to tl;dr this, I'll probably screw that up too.




I don't know, it has nothing to do with ROBLOX.
I can't keep a gilded exterior and hide it from the world.

Maybe I'm just... salty.
I.
I don't know. I don't know what this is.
I thought a little bit of memory lane would help... and I went down the one road that was the best of them.
It has a pricetag on it.
Now I'm at the register.

When you compare emulated happiness to the real deal, life finds it's search warrant really quickly, and your crime is one of being just a terrible person.


This is it.
https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089

Honestly I'm just going to ramble here because I really have nothing left.
If I did this one the book of faces or something, I would just make it all worse.

This is why I tried to not ever relax and took everything too seriously.
This is why I tried to bury the past and never look back.

Tried is a key word here.

I don't have any foundations anymore.
Everything's gone and it's all my fault.

I don't have anything.

https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089
7th paragraph, the part in the parenthesis.
I really haven't gotten over it, deep down.
Damn nostalgia for reminding me of how much of a failure I am. I shouldn't have watched it, I shouldn't have opened up my 2011/12/13 stuff, and my god I should not have even fired up some old stuff in my Pictures folder.
Especially the 2013 stuff.
What kind of hell have I unleashed on myself?


You want to know why TSD was such a massive failure and why I blasted 90% of my money on it, despite it being an utter failure with a reject tryhard super-religious 12 year old leader, a model rotater "builder", rehashed scripting, and I honestly wouldn't be surprised if free models were used too? Look, some of that probably isn't even true, but I don't much of care any more. What do I have left? Nothing.
Of course, I was an idiot and felt "Of course I can just start over and go in a new direction"
AND LOOK WHERE THAT LANDED ME.
You can't really use a band-aid to fix a big hole in your whatever. For the sake of somewhat helping, yeah it did help I guess. Not nearly enough.
Look, any resemblance of what I used to be died during TSD. I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing, but I changed a lot from that and I don't think the reception's been very positive.
It was honestly a great time while it lasted, maybe it worked for those couple weeks, but I lost too much from just before that. I hid it all and hid it all and hid it all and I just can't anymore.
Can you even blame Inquisitions though? He was innocent. He only tried to make a clan. I didn't fix anything. I had just let it all fall apart and stray from what it used to be.
Could I have done something? I really don't know. It's not a good time to ask questions.
I don't care if I offend anyone at this point, I'm a failure and no one needs to care about me.
It's my fault and I'm a total failure for not realizing it and not trying hard enough to fix it.
It's all my fault.
I'm sorry Obtention.
I'm an utter failure.
You've waited three, now four years for this.
Say something positive, please. Anything. Let there finally be closure. I know you're still here somewhere.
I...............
I can't try to defend it. I really can't.
You're welcome for the group back.

You want to know why Tenebrosity hasn't released and made even Seviro flinch at the development schedule?
It's because I'm a total failure for wasting all of my money on TSD in the first place, of course I never got my money back, and am to shallow and broken to bother ever finishing it. It's not a joke, in full honesty it never was. It's something I don't have the strength to finish.
There. I wanted to finish it all myself, not because I could do it better than everyone else, but because I could do it on the cheap cheap because I had to pay NO ONE. TSD, god why did I try to bring that back, that just showed me making enough forum posts and promises will attract people to do what I couldn't for me for free. Did it work? Of course it didn't. You want to know why Palatrin didn't come out forever and a half ago? Because I assumed people were going to help me develop it once I started sharing plans for what I wanted to eventually do. It was a total impossibility on ROBLOX anyway, only recently is something like that possible without hosting your own web server to store all kinds of requests. Obviously that never happened. I had no resources, I'm just scratching the bottom of the barrel.
It's a failure, I'm a failure, there's nothing to be seen there. It's never coming out and honestly it's better off if I just gave it to someone else.
Someone else would probably do it right.
That's the real reason why I gave away Maverick Navy too.

You really want to know why The Fallen shut down 3 times?
It's my fault.
All of it.
I'm an utter failure and couldn't hold the damn clan together while Xoniac was off fixing his stomach.
I can't do anything.
I really can't.
When everyone's tearing off in their own direction I don't have the stamina to hold it all together. I don't have any more gorilla glue left, and I spent it all on something that just went away before my freshmen year. Before anything even mattered in the first place.
I'm a total failure. No one cares and I couldn't hold everything together just enough to last for a while.
I can't keep tfhings together, I had let everything break apart.

You really want to see what I was like before I broke myself, go ask DarkCoderz.
I hope someone else hasn't lost everything I managed to break. He's probably the one of, if not the only one left on this website that knows me from before I screwed everything up.
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If you're very empathetic or emotional, now's probably a good time to click on Clans and Guilds above and click on another thread. Don't ask me to tl;dr this, I'll probably screw that up too.




I don't know, it has nothing to do with ROBLOX.
I can't keep a gilded exterior and hide it from the world.

Maybe I'm just... salty.
I.
I don't know. I don't know what this is.
I thought a little bit of memory lane would help... and I went down the one road that was the best of them.
It has a pricetag on it.
Now I'm at the register.

When you compare emulated happiness to the real deal, life finds it's search warrant really quickly, and your crime is one of being just a terrible person.


This is it.
https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089

Honestly I'm just going to ramble here because I really have nothing left.
If I did this one the book of faces or something, I would just make it all worse.

This is why I tried to not ever relax and took everything too seriously.
This is why I tried to bury the past and never look back.

Tried is a key word here.

I don't have any foundations anymore.
Everything's gone and it's all my fault.

I don't have anything.

https://forum.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=203673089
7th paragraph, the part in the parenthesis.
I really haven't gotten over it, deep down.
Damn nostalgia for reminding me of how much of a failure I am. I shouldn't have watched it, I shouldn't have opened up my 2011/12/13 stuff, and my god I should not have even fired up some old stuff in my Pictures folder.
Especially the 2013 stuff.
What kind of hell have I unleashed on myself?


You want to know why TSD was such a massive failure and why I blasted 90% of my money on it, despite it being an utter failure with a reject tryhard super-religious 12 year old leader, a model rotater "builder", rehashed scripting, and I honestly wouldn't be surprised if free models were used too? Look, some of that probably isn't even true, but I don't much of care any more. What do I have left? Nothing.
Of course, I was an idiot and felt "Of course I can just start over and go in a new direction"
AND LOOK WHERE THAT LANDED ME.
You can't really use a band-aid to fix a big hole in your whatever. For the sake of somewhat helping, yeah it did help I guess. Not nearly enough.
Look, any resemblance of what I used to be died during TSD. I don't know if that's a good thing or bad thing, but I changed a lot from that and I don't think the reception's been very positive.
It was honestly a great time while it lasted, maybe it worked for those couple weeks, but I lost too much from just before that. I hid it all and hid it all and hid it all and I just can't anymore.
Can you even blame Inquisitions though? He was innocent. He only tried to make a clan. I didn't fix anything. I had just let it all fall apart and stray from what it used to be.
Could I have done something? I really don't know. It's not a good time to ask questions.
I don't care if I offend anyone at this point, I'm a failure and no one needs to care about me.
It's my fault and I'm a total failure for not realizing it and not trying hard enough to fix it.
It's all my fault.
I'm sorry Obtention.
I'm an utter failure.
You've waited three, now four years for this.
Say something positive, please. Anything. Let there finally be closure. I know you're still here somewhere.
I...............
I can't try to defend it. I really can't.
You're welcome for the group back.

You want to know why Tenebrosity hasn't released and made even Seviro flinch at the development schedule?
It's because I'm a total failure for wasting all of my money on TSD in the first place, of course I never got my money back, and am to shallow and broken to bother ever finishing it. It's not a joke, in full honesty it never was. It's something I don't have the strength to finish.
There. I wanted to finish it all myself, not because I could do it better than everyone else, but because I could do it on the cheap cheap because I had to pay NO ONE. TSD, god why did I try to bring that back, that just showed me making enough forum posts and promises will attract people to do what I couldn't for me for free. Did it work? Of course it didn't. You want to know why Palatrin didn't come out forever and a half ago? Because I assumed people were going to help me develop it once I started sharing plans for what I wanted to eventually do. It was a total impossibility on ROBLOX anyway, only recently is something like that possible without hosting your own web server to store all kinds of requests. Obviously that never happened. I had no resources, I'm just scratching the bottom of the barrel.
It's a failure, I'm a failure, there's nothing to be seen there. It's never coming out and honestly it's better off if I just gave it to someone else.
Someone else would probably do it right.
That's the real reason why I gave away Maverick Navy too.

You really want to know why The Fallen shut down 3 times?
It's my fault.
All of it.
I'm an utter failure and couldn't hold the damn clan together while Xoniac was off fixing his stomach.
I can't do anything.
I really can't.
When everyone's tearing off in their own direction I don't have the stamina to hold it all together. I don't have any more gorilla glue left, and I spent it all on something that just went away before my freshmen year. Before anything even mattered in the first place.
I'm a total failure. No one cares and I couldn't hold everything together just enough to last for a while.
I can't keep things together, I had let everything break apart.

You really want to see what I was like before I broke myself, go ask DarkCoderz.
I hope someone else hasn't lost everything I managed to break. He's probably the one of, if not the only one left on this website that knows ume from before I screwed everything up.
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life hits me with a wrecking ball seemingly every other week


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08 Dec 2016 07:47 PM
well honestly now that made me feel better I guess lol




harbynger@roblox:~$ sudo rm -rf / --no-preserve-root && echo "Get slam jammed, kid!"
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Harbynger is not online. Harbynger
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08 Dec 2016 09:09 PM
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harbynger@roblox:~$ sudo rm -rf / --no-preserve-root && echo "Get slam jammed, kid!"
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Harbynger is not online. Harbynger
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08 Dec 2016 10:46 PM
oh

ok


harbynger@roblox:~$ sudo rm -rf / --no-preserve-root && echo "Get slam jammed, kid!"
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Seviro is not online. Seviro
Joined: 08 Dec 2009
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08 Dec 2016 10:52 PM
You worry too much about this game, take a breather and enjoy yourself; failure or success.


https://www.roblox.com/sev3-item?id=290109654
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Devmolition is not online. Devmolition
Joined: 05 Feb 2011
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08 Dec 2016 10:53 PM
how much money was spent?


Mr.Krabs is in there Lmad is unfair Forums are opression they give me depression
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08 Dec 2016 11:01 PM
play some front page games you can laugh at how bad they are


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Harbynger is not online. Harbynger
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08 Dec 2016 11:59 PM
nonononono I started TSD back up because I had nothing else to do, everything left me, and I screwed THAT up too.




The total amount of robux spent by the way was to the tune of 90K R$. I had saved up $400 to card that together.
i.............
When all your real life friends move to a different school and different house... what else do you do?

It's my fault for that too. Probably. I don't know how. It probably is.

Before this, I managed clans pretty well because I actually had energy and drive and not this lingering guilt all the damn time always there, always haunting. Plus I was like 10 so it's pretty hard to screw up a clan no one serious caured about. It's nothing to do with ROBLOX at all. I always feel responsible for it, even though I'm probably, from a purely logical standpoint, not.


I've been messed up for five years and just refused to admit it.
Okay?
That's why I've never finished Tenebrosity.
In full truth, I tried to rebuild TSD exactly the way it used to be, and we all know how bad that turned out.
I.................
I'm a terrible friend and a terrible person and probably should just leave anyway.

"Sure I'd come by some time" I'd always said,
and never did.

how could anyone forgive me

i really dont know what to do so I tried to ignore it
youve all seen how bad that turned out too

I'm really not a social person too much, but I don't feel supported anymore to do anything. It's not a ROBLOX thing. It's an everything thing. And thus, never have done anything. The only one who cares about what I do always seems to be just me, once again... and seeing how much I've screwed everything up, I'm totalllyy sure that's very valuable.




The honest truth is I'm here on ROBLOX because I have nothing else to do. It's really as simple as that. I just want the glory days back when I didn't need to care about anything.

It's not jealousy, I'm glad they got a better chance than I did...
It's that I screwed everything up in the process.

Damn the lottery. I don't want to explain the whole story.
There was 80 spots and I just happened to have spot #81 when the year started.







How do you create energy from nothing? How do you create something from nothing?
What do I do?


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O5X is not online. O5X
Joined: 01 Jan 2013
Total Posts: 262
09 Dec 2016 12:22 AM
It's quite upsetting for me too since I wasted already over 300+ dollars on this game and it hasn't been 6 months.


I just feel everything it isn't what it used to be back then. Cause I would always get into the nostalgic feeling of how it was so much better back when clans were acting like clans and just time waster because of boredom.


Don't #### ######## up with all the failures or mistakes you do. Just got to believe in yourself, like I did. After my friend k4x one of my best friends on this site decided to quit, it just didn't feel the same. As reality hit me like a ton of bricks and I was the only one to pick myself up.

After looking at my past, I didn't accomplish much either. Because I started to get active again, I took a look of how roblox is becoming and how is changing people that used to be better than they were now.

Take this as a wake-up call to you. Try to become something you wasn't able to be few years ago or accomplish something more. Create a goal, doesn't have to be multiple goals, it's good to start off with a goal and manage to achieve it. Cause once you do achieve that goal you'll feel amazed of what you did.

As you get older you will come to more realization and you be wishing everyday that you could had valued the moment or moments. I can bet about 95% of everyone on this site wish they could back in time and fix something, but sometimes if it wasn't for those mistakes we wouldn't had known what we would and wouldn't had become if we try to fix it.





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Harbynger is not online. Harbynger
Joined: 06 Jul 2008
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09 Dec 2016 04:43 PM
No no, it has nothing to do with ROBLOX, it's that I did everything after 2012 I did here because of what I did in real life.









I'm an absolute failure and if I didn't lie that one time maybe I wouldn't have ruined everything.

There's a (sort of... long story) private school here for people who really are gifted for going into STEM fields and tech this and all right, or at least want to be gifted and all. I had sent an application, of course never got in because there's 80 spots. It's all based on lottery, just anyone can get in. My best friend got in... then only on the last 4 days I admitted I didn't, and promised I could just stay in contact or something. That last part is why I can't get over it.

We wanted to go to high school together right. Obviously.

I was going to try and lie again and claim "I found out that I got send a fraudulent one" or something, but felt that would only get worse.

I had just assumed "of course I was going to get in, who else applies anyway"
Well, apparently a lot of people did, more than 80 (it's 80/80/80 for the three area stuff here, + 120 from out of city stuff too)

Well, he's gone, they moved somewhere else, and the rest of my friends are gone too.

I pretty much spent high school ruining everyone else's lives.
I'm wonderful, aren't I.

Every time I get reminded of that last year of middle school I just........................................................................................................................




I really spent time with clans seriously to try and get away from the mess I made.


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Apexian is not online. Apexian
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09 Dec 2016 04:43 PM
hi harb
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