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| 05 Dec 2016 11:14 AM |
I feel really sad writing on Roblox like it's a blog. But where else was I supposed to out it if I'm not on any other social media connected to Roblox? Any way, here we go.
I suppose I am too young to say Roblox 'ruined my life' but it seems as far as I'm aware it has. In the summer of 2016 I came off of Roblox (my first time in 2 years) and I felt great about myself. I would go outside and socially interact and not have a worry. School was great and I was getting top, top grades. After around 10 weeks had passed, I hesitated to press the Roblox icon on my desktop. And when I did, it went downhill.
I got involved with so-called 'Ro-Nations' once again and that was the worst time of my life. Once I was elected Prime Minister of a UK I started having anxiety and mental breakdowns. I got incredibly stressed as of the pressure of performing. My friends thought I went mental and subsequently left me. I felt my only get away was staring at my computer screen for hours at a time, forgetting about the world around me. Once I was removed from my position, I thought everything would get better - this turned out to be again, not true. I started having lucid dreams, passing out, anxiety attacks and outer-body experiences.
I started gaining the power to have outer-body experiences whenever I was off of Roblox for a period of time (a couple of days). For example, I went to a Melanie Martinez concert and I had an anxiety attack about if I have enough mobile data to get onto the Roblox app. This is when I certainly noticed, I have become addicted to this platform.
Roblox has shortened my concentration span, made me forgetful and have no sense of urgency. I feel depressed and anxious of what lays ahead in school and later life. I cannot see myself succeeding nor living a life that I wanted to before I started playing Roblox again.
Of course, it is not entirely Roblox as a company's fault. It's the people who are on this website. They don't know what they are doing to be people and the after affects of what they call 'banter'.
I am trying my hardest to come off of Roblox and resist the temptation of forgetting out-cyber problems. Thus I will be inactive whilst I try and sort my life out.
For those who are people who set an example for fellow Robloxians you are what makes society great. This 'blog' isn't meant to cause distress nor be aimed towards anyone. If you have any questions, follow me and PM me. Thanks. |
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