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| 18 Sep 2016 02:01 AM |
I had loads of times (almost 4 years) thinking bout it, and I have come to a yes or no conclusion to end my life...
The reason is absurd but when you think about it, you can agree with me.
For my grades, if I ever get a B (passing) or below, my mom would hit, multiple times and sleep on the sofa. I keep on telling her but she would hit me eveen more saying that "you don't get any of what it is" or "your teacher is lazy" (I got an 8/10 on a quiz). This usually happens when my father would usually idioticly say to my mother what my grades are not knowing how many times I cried in a room from one of the hittings from my mother. He trys to be the "cool" dad but all I see is hell on earth.
My sister already has trie#####k##l####s#######repeatedly stabbing herself with a fork... or holding a knife to her stomach but then putting it back knowing how she needs to find a quick and painless way to end it.
If you have any quick and painless ways.. please tell me.
And I'm not a safechatter if this is censored.
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:04 AM |
I wanted to end my life when i first got on the internet. Why are you posting this? Us kids can't help you. :(
I am trying to think of a new siggy :( |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:05 AM |
| This is the only safe place, my mom checks all my insta, ######### and ####### accts and yells at me when I post something like ##### ###### |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:08 AM |
PS: I just came back from a beating since she found out I got a B on my first presentation - 1 on time limited (2:30 was mine, 30 seconds too fast, and -1 of talking too fast) This is why i wrote this.
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:09 AM |
dude i cried when i barely passed my first history test and i thought my parents werent mad at me
they were mad at me when i failed my first test
but now i fail half my tests they dont seem to get that mad anymore XDDDDDDDD but education system here is different
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:10 AM |
Mine punishment are little bit dulled down, about like 2 years ago I was locked in the closet for getting a c-b...
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:11 AM |
| dont let the negativity get to you... you are strong.............. |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:12 AM |
Does your parents get mad at you when you pass a test? (get a B not an A)
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:14 AM |
i'm sorry to hear about your situation, there is no doubt that your parents are out of line. it's not worth ending your life over, though, not by any stretch. even though it seems like it, you're not gonna have to live with your family forever. you're your own person and eventually you will end up moving out and starting your own life. as generic as it may sound, this situation *will* get better one way or another.
i don't know, just my two cents. stay strong man |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:14 AM |
we use 1 to 10 grading system and 5.5 = pass
u get 10 tests each year for each subject and if u fail 3 or more subjects on average u fail class altogether and u have to redo it
but luckily that hasnt happened to me
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:17 AM |
@Oran I can't, they are like the strict parents who choose my college, jobs, and what friends I can have. Its rare when I can do my own choices...
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:17 AM |
| if you want to ### #### ##### buy some bleach. its sale for a limited time! i have a problem about life |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:18 AM |
im not a safe chatter. roblox is trying to fight me.
i have a problem about life |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:18 AM |
This isnt a funny situation to making bleach jokes, its a family crisis for me...
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:18 AM |
you are going to move out at one point by the way u can do what u want by that time
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:19 AM |
| ''This isnt a funny situation to making bleach jokes, its a family crisis for me...'' then ### #### #### then. you just said ''now...'' i have a problem about life |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:19 AM |
wow, im not allow to say ''e_d m_y l_i fe''
i have a problem about life |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:20 AM |
| OP I would recommend seeking out other resources on the internet to vent, RT can't really do much for you considering it's populated by clueless kids. |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:20 AM |
| you should probably try talking to someone irl, such as a school counselor, theyre there to help you if youre too scared to talk to friends in fear of judgement. also keep in mind that your parents are in good intent, not to torture you. Seeing as your online feeling the need to express welled up emotion i'd recommend talking to someone, its unhealthy not too. |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:23 AM |
Talking to a school administrator would make the problem worse since they will have to meet my mother (one who usually is with me), she will act all kind and nice (like all lucky children's parents) but when she comes home, I can imagin her yelling at me for thinking im telling them wrong info and probs start hitting me...
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:27 AM |
@app they were thinking of sending me to UCI (University of Irvine) so I can stay at home.
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:31 AM |
| I dare you, if your mom hits you, Dodge it. IT WILL SAVE YOUR WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. |
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| 18 Sep 2016 02:33 AM |
she makes me lay on the floor and hits my with a stick like a broom the with of a wood florr plank.
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