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| 17 Sep 2016 01:14 AM |
How many nights have I begged god just to let me die? It would seem as if even god does not care. So tired of the hurt that never stops, of the emptyness that cannot be filled. I hate myself for what my life has become. So empty, so worthless. Many times as a child and a young man I wished that I was never born. Now I can hardly wait to die. The battle that I have fought for all of my life is almost over. At death I will be free of the demons that I have carried for all of my life, or united with them for all time in hell. All of my life I always felt as if I was on the outside looking in, detached in some way, ....Ii don't know where I am going with this....I thought that I had things sorted out thoughtwise but not it seems.. |
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Hypergone
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| 17 Sep 2016 01:15 AM |
| Well uh.... I don't know how to react to this |
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Fantais
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VityaBC
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| 17 Sep 2016 01:15 AM |
1 Corinthians 3:16-17 Do you not know that you are God's temple and that God's Spirit dwells in you? If anyone destroys God's temple, God will destroy him. For God's temple is holy, and you are that temple.
You can't destroy the temple, but you can and should CLEAN it. Repent and convert today, it will get better.
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EXcellent
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| 17 Sep 2016 01:15 AM |
| One time I tried to get chips out of a vending machine but they got stuck and it made me sad. |
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| 17 Sep 2016 01:17 AM |
@EXcellent you're name is excellent because it makes you feel good about yourself and inside you're really actually hurting and very low self esteem on top of you and you're trying everyday to live a better life but it just beat you back down right???? |
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Hypergone
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| 17 Sep 2016 01:19 AM |
| even on both ways if you wish to die or continue your life it would hurt |
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EXcellent
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| 17 Sep 2016 01:25 AM |
| Actually, I was really into The Simpsons at the time, so I just lifted Mr. Burns' catchphrase and made it my username. |
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