Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:18 AM |
so there's a school here hosting some introduction event like two blocks away
i just got back from walking the dog around the block and i feel bad now
there were so many people of my age walking across the street to get there, but none of them bothered to communicate with me in any way
nobody looked at me
nobody talked with me
nobody cared
all i want is to have friends but i feel ignored and alone all the time instead
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓻𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓸𝓫𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓼 |
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Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:21 AM |
i do know a lot of nice people on rt and on twitter and stuff
but those are just online friends
i miss having actual contact with other people so much in my life
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓻𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓸𝓫𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓼 |
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Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:25 AM |
also, i understand that it's stupid to think people are randomly gonna come up to me and be friends
but still, seeing other people around my age being together with eachother makes me feel horrible for the fact that i'm not together with anyone
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓻𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓸𝓫𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓼 |
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Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:28 AM |
rt please i need attention
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓻𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓸𝓫𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓼 |
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tqia
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:29 AM |
You will find friends one day, if they are ignoring you they are clearly not worth your attention. dont worry i feel the same way in school |
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Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:34 AM |
true but i've been ignored for the past four years then and it's really getting to me
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tqia
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:37 AM |
well yeah, thats kind of sad, but your actual goal is to focus on school and education so nobody is bothering you I had a few friends in middle school but they are ignoring me now like i am nothing, i told myself that they are not bothering me for my education and stuff get it? |
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Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:40 AM |
i guess
but you see, i study at home
and that's going horrible right now, and because of the law being stupid as heck, i can't get into adult education, which was what i was aiming to be doing this school year
instead i'm just focusing myself on finding a job and working on doing the things i like in life
but on the topics of my family, my education and my relations with other people, my life is going nowhere
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓻𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓸𝓫𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓼 |
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tqia
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Wootry058
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:42 AM |
thanks
well just in case anyone would be wondering, i'm alright though
i just feel lonely
and i probably don't have a future
but i'm okay
the only thing i'm good at is creating music
with the way my education is going, i doubt i can ever get a good job to support myself with
unless i make it with my music, which i work for every single day, i'm not gonna make it anywhere basically
𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓾𝓼𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝔂 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓸𝓸𝓽𝓻𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓼 𝓸𝓫𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓭 𝓪 𝓵𝓪𝓻𝓰𝓮 𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓶𝓼 |
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tqia
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| 16 Sep 2016 07:44 AM |
| thats nice! so you produce music? can you show me it im really interested |
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