Ma_tthew
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| 27 Jul 2016 12:56 PM |
I was walking down the street to the drugstore to pick up some red bull with my bro when I ran into somebody that I used to know. It was a guy who functioned as my best friend from 8-12. Haven't seen him since his house got swatted and they found a meth lab (he got relocated to foster parents or something).
He was with some girl. It really made me reflect on my social life. I spend days on end indoors, only leaving to go out to eat with my folks occasionally. I don't hangout with people anymore. The one friend I had outside of my family broke his leg. There was another guy who I hung out with from time to time in my neighborhood, but he shot himself a while ago.
Prior to that I was thinking of a game project I was working on. I don't actually feel that bad. I realized that I am extremely anti-social. I don't like people. I could die this way and have lived a fulfilled life in my own eyes, though others may not be so keen to agree.
I don't like interacting with other people outside the barrier of anonymity, outside the protection of a self consciousness shell that I call an avatar.
So, I just stared at him, he stared at me, then I walked past. He kept on walking as well.
First time I've seen him in 4 years.
These are the thoughts that plague my mind when I see other people.
>inb4 emocringe, edgy, dr1nk bl34ch plz, C1OROX!!!
I'm not an emo I think I may have a mild case of aspergers.
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Roberate
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| 27 Jul 2016 12:57 PM |
FeelsBadMan
ゴゴ https://www.roblox.com/very-big-loud-sigh-item?id=458351494 ゴゴ |
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Ma_tthew
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| 27 Jul 2016 12:59 PM |
@Robe
I've been up for 24 hours now, I apologize if this comes off as jumbled rambling.
I'm gonna go work on my game.
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| 27 Jul 2016 01:00 PM |
| I've been in a situation like that before. |
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