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| 07 Jul 2016 01:26 AM |
This got somewhere fast. But I need to clear my continence, and in some respects my name. I am Bryan Flores, a teen around 17 years old, I attend high school and about March 28th I had a serious accident during swim practice in the pool. I had trouble breathing and I was carried out on a stretcher to the hospital. I was in the hospital for about 2 1/2 months. I went under surgery. The real problem was that I had an issue with my heart. In my artery, I developed a blood clot that very near should have taken my life, my brain was not receiving the oxygen it needed, that's why while I was in the hospital I acted weird and totally out of character. My lungs started filling up with liquid, it was a simple oversight by the medical professionals that took care of me. When I went into surgery it was not really like a typical scalpel cutting surgery, it was more of an injection. I had received an adrenaline shot, and the siring was with a big nettle. What this did was slow my heart and relax my muscles so that they could eject the blood clot and resume flow as usual. Anyway I digress, the surgery was a success. Sometimes, some days, I wish it was not. The clot passed, the blood flow was back to normal and I was out within a couple of weeks. When I got back to school (which of I insisted that I attended) I was made fun of. People were calling me "The walking dead", a ghost, a zombie etc. and I did not know why. I looked through my phone looking for answers, and found nothing. Finally I looked through my skype, both of them, and they both were spammed with death threats, both were spammed with "I will never forget you messages" Then I decided to test my best friend asking why she sent me a message of "If you are dead then stay dead and dont ever talk to me again". She responded harshly towards me, she responded that I needed mental help, that I needed to take part in therapy, and I asked her what happened, she told me that someone on my account told her I was dead. I was stressed that night so I decided to play a little roblox to ease my mind. That did absolutely nothing for me. My PM box was littered with "How dare you's" and "Stop faking your death" I, yet again, was confused. I checked all over, I was demoted in all war groups, I was unfriended by most my friends. I checked the walls, I checked my status, my bio, then finally after two hours of searching, I came across a forum in my name. One that mentioned me. I was once friends with this guy because he seemed nice, but he quickly turned scary once I knew he was following me everywhere, and was making posts for me, and about me. I blocked him one day because he kept telling me to accept him and to love him. Now, two months later, because I did not handle that any better than I would have. He does this to me. He has not been on since. I do not know his real account, or his real name. People were saying "RIP Luc" and "Faker" and stuff like that. I honestly do not know why someone would do this to me, I have lived under severe distress because of this. Which leads me to why I wrote this. Two months later after I got out of the hospital and closed my Skype for good, I opened it up again. I have received nothing but threats and accusing. I know I may have hurt a lot of people. And trust me, this may be a video game, but my guilt is real. I hurt a lot of people, and I would like to say Im sorry for it. Im not doing this for sympathy, nor forgiveness, I simply want to say that I truly am sorry for what happened. I should have never put my information out there. Nor should I have put people I know and love in the line of fire. I should have handled this differently, I realize this now. I am truly sorry for all those who I have hurt, just know I did not mean to, and that I will live with the guilt and regret every day of my life as penance. |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:28 AM |
| Dude holy crap I did read it all and jesus christ, my advice is to just start over, get new friends, get people who care |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:29 AM |
Your forgiven because of your name :)
Also weren't you in the hhcl or pghl? |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:31 AM |
| wait l_b were you in the hhcl |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:32 AM |
| Yes sir still active in it |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:35 AM |
Oi
So you're in the hhcl
I was a former hhcl'er (I'm gonna get back into it)
And I remember playing Luc in some hhcl games
holy we have three hhcl'ers in the same post
Now we need Wdonald61 cause he posted on my post today |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:38 AM |
| God Damn I never see any hhclers on the forums |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:41 AM |
| Goes to show peope are terrible. |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:42 AM |
If they would be anywhere it would be ro sports probably
Are the Jets in the HHCL still good? Cuz that's when I left when they were winning Stanley cups and stuff |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:44 AM |
| They ain't winning cups that's for sure |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:44 AM |
This might help https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pp1NWRDl0pI |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:45 AM |
| for all you no good hating people out there: Try to be in his shoes, you don't know what Luc has been through his whole life! so please, take your no good soulless bodies some place else. You are a brave man Luc, we commend you for that! |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:47 AM |
Luc this has turned into a HHCL thread now, join in.
None of my 3 former teams are in playoff contention
Stars, Red Wings, Hurricanes.
Hurricanes were so awful, I led in scoring for S5 or S6, and everyone else had like 5 goals, even the captian.
I had to go up to Hibbing, MN for a week, and we had like 5-7 games in that stretch, and we won NONE of them. |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:48 AM |
HOLY CRAP WE GOT ANOTHER HHCLER THAT'S FOUR WHAT THE HELLLLL |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:50 AM |
| what is hhcl and i don't care |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:50 AM |
| l_b what hhcl team are you on |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:51 AM |
| Detroit then got cut a few weeks ago cricricri |
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| 07 Jul 2016 01:51 AM |
| Wow, I didn't know. You shouldn't be the one apologizing for what someone else did. It was a cruel thing to do and could very well ruin someone's self-esteem, which it seems to have done. Hope it turns around soon, bud. |
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