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| 25 Jun 2016 01:58 AM |
| It's boring and I never actually learn anything from it. I felt like it didn't even help me plus they always tell my mom that I need meds, but like my mom said they're only saying that just to get more money and so I can always come back |
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| 25 Jun 2016 01:58 AM |
"I hate going to therapy"
I don't quite remember how I felt. I probably should've gone longer, and maybe did the occasional check-in as I got older, but I think we had a lot of financial problems because of court and everything. My insurance didn't completely cover my therapy, so I had to stop going. I only remember bits and pieces from it, but I definitely remember liking most of the staff a lot.
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0TForumer
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| 25 Jun 2016 02:02 AM |
Problem is, I can't get "into" doing tasks if that makes sense. As in, it's harder for me to get into the flow of doing stuff. Sure, a few things are fun, but honestly life seems too limited for me. I wish there was somehow more things to do. Computers add a large amount of new things to do but I feel as if there needs to be more things to do sometimes.
People say "well do stuff!!!11 XDXDXDXD" but I don't want to do anything really, nor can I actually stay doing stuff for more than a few minutes other than posting for some reason. All I want to do is post or watch random videos just so I don't have to sit there all day.
This sounds extremely stupid but when I was 11 I went from being either isolated or somewhat happy to feeling simply bored all the time when I learned about neurotransmitters and stuff; I felt as if happiness was too "logical" (don't know a good word for this, my best guess). I sorta got over that but the same feeling I got from hearing that has always stuck with me: the feeling of happiness being too "logical". I mean it's not their fault for telling me what it is, it's my fault for interpreting it in such a weird way I guess.
I guess the limit to life makes me feel this way. Or maybe because I reflect on my life too long and am way too self-concious and I don't really talk to people in real life. |
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| 25 Jun 2016 02:07 AM |
never seen anybody that does that
checkm9 | rip lelforumingalt,add 13k posts |
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| 25 Jun 2016 02:10 AM |
| @epic, must not use social media then |
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