Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:33 AM |
Every other Christmas has been fine. This one is gonna suck horribly. I've had to deal with OCD for the past 4 months so far and I have isolated myself from everyone in order to prevent a panic/anxiety attack. I've had to become homeschooled to deal with it. My anxiety has been on the downlow for the last few days and I know ways to rid it when it comes up but I still feel uncomfortable.
I am so caught up in stuff that I didn't notice it was almost Christmas until the 21st.
I'm not getting any gifts this year really, maybe a few bucks but that is it. I have to go to a Christmas party tommorow and although I usually have fun, I am certain I will trigger an anxiety attack.
How is your christmas gonna be? |
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Aetricity
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:35 AM |
It might be pretty decent, it might not.
I hope the former, but the latter might occur.
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:36 AM |
| @Aetricity I hope yours goes well, Merry Christmas. |
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:37 AM |
| Mine will be good, I believe. Sympathy for you though. |
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Rodriquex
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:37 AM |
It's going to feel weird because I won't be getting anything and I know Christmas isn't about presents.
Hope you have the Best Christmas dude! |
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xdude52
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:38 AM |
| I don't celebrate Christmas. I'm Jewish but just like you OP, I didn't know it was Hanukkah until the supermarkets had mantras lit up |
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GamerOreo
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:39 AM |
| First off, Merry Christmas OP. (Don't worry I have anxiety attacks often) also my christmas is going to be good. |
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Aetricity
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:40 AM |
Merry Christmas to you, OP! :)
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:41 AM |
1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 1
That 1 shouldn't be out of line... |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:44 AM |
| @GamerOreo It's not even just anxiety attacks. My OCD has gotten so bad I've started to hallucinate. I mean hardcore. I have wierd auditory illusions like peoples voices doubling up, a static like sound, and sometimes I hear my thoughts. I see weird things too. Black Holes in my vision. I'm not taking medication and I'm not schitzo/delusional. I never hallucinated before, it's only after OCD really got in gear. |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:45 AM |
@killerinacan That's not OCD, that's an organization thing. OCD is intrusive thoughts that bring anxiety, some people have symmetry OCD, where things have to be equal (touching things with both hand to equalize) |
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:48 AM |
| well, apart from my guinea pig dying today i think my christmas is gonna be alright. |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 04:49 AM |
| @robloxhippychick Sad to hear, my dog died a few weeks ago. |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 09:56 PM |
| As an update, got back from the Christmas party fine. I got some money but as soon as I got home I had an anxiety attack and now I am trying not to have another one. I'm not sleeping tonight and If I do it is either ambien or alcohol. |
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| 24 Dec 2015 09:57 PM |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 09:59 PM |
| @awesome I've seen you post that on another thread. |
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| 24 Dec 2015 10:00 PM |
@thry why don't you i dunno go to a hospital |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 10:02 PM |
@Crystal It's not something that can be treated at a hospital It is a mental disorder that takes years to solve, you can't get medicine and it magically be gone or take a shot, it takes therapy |
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| 24 Dec 2015 10:05 PM |
hospital is broad i mean SEEK HELP mental help go to a mental hospital |
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Thrylos
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| 24 Dec 2015 10:07 PM |
| @Crystal Mental hospital helps things like PTSD, Schitzo, ect. OCD is treated with CBT or ERP therapy which means you sit with anxiety for like 6 hours until you get used to it. It usually takes 6 months of therapy to settle out and I'm only about 2 weeks in. |
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Incomic
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| 24 Dec 2015 10:10 PM |
We need more threads like this
Like with sympathetic people |
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| 24 Dec 2015 10:10 PM |
oh ok what i meant was for you to get that therapy i didnt know you were already in progress |
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