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| 13 Oct 2015 04:15 PM |
It's like a hole in the back of my head where evil intrusive thoughts come from
They're always hating on people I like and wishing death and harm on everyone and I always have to mentally fight them as on some level I fear the intrusive "wishes" will come true (and at the same time I worry somebody can read my mind)
I know it's a symptom of my OCD and it's like, why me?
I have zero control over them and they get worse every day, sometimes I actually have to stop talking or thinking about something to mentally deal with them, I fear eventually I'll lose my sanity
OCD's not a joke people, it can seriously mess up a person
I can't even remember what it was like before I started having intrusive thoughts and other OCD obsessions and compulsions
What's it like not having intrusive thoughts?
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:20 PM |
to not have intrusive thoughts is like imagine your daily day then imagine it without the thoughts there you go
WE ARE THE ROBLOXIAN REBELLION OF REPTILLIANS, WE WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD |
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:21 PM |
| same bro the voices keep telling me to kill everyone |
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:21 PM |
HEHEHEHEHEHEHAWHREWHEHAHERWHEHAWurhsegaweghalihawegiawhg;aseghas;ekghqnwe;iouqe4gh'awe4tgqi94yhp91tu
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:22 PM |
@James
Must be nice
It's like a constant battle in my head between my OCDemons and Braingels
It's every freaking minute of every day and I can't stand it
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:23 PM |
@wew
Idk if I should believe you or not fam because you're like the best troll I know sir
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wewtie
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:23 PM |
| tfw i dont know if im being serious or not |
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:24 PM |
I want to kill people often, but the thoughts are really easy to dismiss.
I have been amused. |
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:26 PM |
Ironically, my thoughts tell me to help people, and it infuriates me. BECAUSE I CANT!!!
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:26 PM |
@legend
I remember when they were like that and I could easily just dismiss them
Nowadays every 5 seconds my intrusive thoughts wish for somebody to die or end their lives or have a crush on somebody or something and it's irritating
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:27 PM |
@al
"Help that old lady cross the street" "NO...!"
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| 13 Oct 2015 04:42 PM |
me in a post
winner winner chicken dinner | defiantly raegan (; |
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| 13 Oct 2015 07:37 PM |
Its more like "GIVE THAT MAN ALL YUR MONEIZ"
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| 13 Oct 2015 07:38 PM |
i remember when i was young i used to think about bloody scary things happening to people i hated
now i dont think that way but i have an explosive temper |
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| 12 May 2017 04:54 PM |
"wattie here the voices keep telling me to kill everyone"
72.9k Yuh |
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al648
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| 12 May 2017 07:47 PM |
Bumping old threads I've participated in? My voices are still with me.
They both say hi. |
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| 12 May 2017 07:52 PM |
are they still nice and are you still mean?
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| 12 May 2017 11:37 PM |
| No, they've made me a much better person. They've helped me find ways to help out others. |
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