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| 05 Sep 2015 07:56 PM |
Today is the last day I serve under anybody on Roblox.
I have been doing my job, my part for over 5 years now.
I have grown to be a stronger and more intelligent person over the years. The most growth was made these past 2 years. That was when I received my first criticisms as a leader. No one has ever told me that I was lacking until then and so I took that.
I took all the criticism and held myself accountable. I look at what I owed the group then and figured it was not enough.
The frustrations that the initial shutdown of APN brought me motivated me to follow up with the group because in my mind
I always knew there would be another chance for it.
When that day came I was right on it. I detected all our problems and fixed them as fast and efficiently as I could.
When I was given the opportunity to lead my ultimate goal was to revive the group and I did my part
along with the hicom who helped me and we achieved that.
After achieving revival I looked at our future.. But so did Dystereus..
He says he has plans that will take APN further and improve it.
As much as it disappointed me that he took away my leadership and effectively scrapping my new goals for the group.. I see his potential.
You may have noticed I have been inactive the past few weeks and that happened for a reason.
I was watching how Dystereus would lead.
So far I'm not a huge fan but he can improve and I want to tell him how he can right now.
Dys. Come here. You have hurt me.. but I won't let my work go down the drain because of what you did to me.
I do not want to see us take steps backwards. You can improve. Like I said before.
I took my criticisms and I used them to my advantage and became stronger. Do not gripe to the people who criticize you.
Listen to them and do whatever you can to prove them wrong. That is improvement.
You can always take the easy route and be the overlord dictator ruler thing who doesn't listen to anyone.
Pretending to be perfect and all that, but pretending is not reality. It's BS.
If there is anything more I hate than anything on Roblox OR real life. It's BS. This goes to all of you. Be honest with yourself.
Do not lie to yourself.
Be realistic and prove that you can make yourself better.
Be humble.
Be successful.
Our ultimate goal shouldn't be trying to conquer the group community.
No one ever will because no one will ever accept that.
Our main goal should be to make ourselves better
because when the time comes to show people what we are made of we can actually prove it.
Dys.. I want you to prove me wrong when it comes to leading APN.
What I've seen so far is a drop in quality and you've already lost rep with the NB war because of the way you handled it.
Do you think that is enough to earn you the right to plop a statue of yourself at Astelath? Of course not. Be humble.
I don't know if you will ever change. Prove me wrong. I believe you can if you actually try. Prove me wrong. All of you.
Prove those who believe we can't wrong. Prove anyone who says we can't wrong. This is how you make improvement.
Honesty, honesty, honesty.
Be honest with yourselves.
I'll be honest about APN's condition right now.
We are mediocre. We aren't disciplined enough. We are not trained enough. Don't be mediocre.
Am I being honest because I don't have faith in us?
Bull crap.
I am being honest because I care. I care about the state of our members and I care that we are just a mediocre group
instead of great one.
We can be better. You can plop in the group description that we had a great past but guess who is going to care? No one.
People only care about now. I want you to see it that way Dys. Everything needs to improve. There is no stop. No breaks.
We always do EVERYTHING with a mentality and hunger to get better.
I can lecture you all day about getting better but I'll stop it here because all it comes down to is just don't be lazy.
Earn everything.
Anyways... Some of you might ask me if all my years of work were worth it.
Honestly I am not sure. I learned a lot and improved myself as a person so I can take this on into the real world with me.
So in a way yes.
Were my efforts ever payed back? I'd say yes. I've achieved all of my MAIN goals. I did save my first group for a while.
Also the APN revival was pretty huge.
Did it resolve how I wanted? No.. That's why this speech may have some ferocity in it for some of you.
I kind of knew my end wouldn't be a good one.
I always knew if you followed something for too long something bad would eventually happen.
Things happen guys. It's part of life. I was prepared for this years ago. Theres not really much to say now.
I'd like to thank all of those who helped me over the years. All of those who were a good friend.
And all of those who were respectful.
I consider anyone who was actually alversian at some point a friend of mine.
I wont forget this grind I went through with all of you.
At the end of the day we are all here to just kick some butt together am I right?
And we did just that.
I'd also like to remind you to have fun while you can. There is no saying how long that will last for any of you.
Have fun. Learn and get better. You want to know how?
Respect, Honor, Commitment, Leadership, Honesty, Loyalty..
A Sense of Morality, Understanding, Patience, and a sense of humor.
These are qualities you should all learn. Take your time. It will be worth it in the end. I left all I could out for you.
I brought nothing with me to the end.
I gave it all to you in the end.
Providebam finis.
Every bit went to you.
To the end.. To the end..
TO THE END! |
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Dystereus
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Vexarch
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| 05 Sep 2015 08:07 PM |
| It's hard to read this cause it gets very emotional |
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| 05 Sep 2015 08:09 PM |
Peace out my man.
I'ma sue your ass. |
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RE10
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jacky051
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| 05 Sep 2015 08:19 PM |
qq
You're an amazing person, thank you treat I will miss you. |
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PureVoid
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| 05 Sep 2015 09:14 PM |
Damn.
I'll miss you alot fam |
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| 05 Sep 2015 10:00 PM |
I'll miss you treat, and so will many others in APN.
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PureVoid
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Z0MBIE2
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| 06 Sep 2015 12:09 AM |
| That was a powerful speech. I regret not being able to see it in person. |
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| 06 Sep 2015 04:26 AM |
| I thought I was the only one who felt like the dictatorship thing was real. |
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Vauron
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| 06 Sep 2015 04:32 AM |
wtf no why would apn call you bad
i seen worse in the apn hicom than you lmao |
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jacky051
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| 07 Sep 2015 08:38 PM |
Why should it be dead?
Because you got exiled a long time ago?
Because you had a grudge against our HICOM or leader years ago?
Bring up a valid reason why before you go and trash it.
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| 08 Sep 2015 07:19 AM |
Yep, I'm crying here. You, my man, have a way with words. May you rest in peace.
And don't worry.
We got this.
Just trust us. |
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HailMario
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| 08 Sep 2015 03:38 PM |
cool
apn may get somewhere now |
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