HiddenHat
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| 24 Aug 2015 02:00 PM |
This is for my blurb, but you might have stumbled over this just because you were foruming when this thread was active. This is more of a longer blurb, but even if you don't know me the slightest you can still read this without any problems. First off, I want to tell everyone who have similar problems or are going through similar experiences that you are not alone and that I can help. If you're struggling with depression, anxiety or anything else and want some advice or just someone to talk to, please contact me. I prefer PM's because Party chats are really bad and I don't check this forum post very often. Anyway, more than 2 years ago I became more and more depressed. Causes were not very uncommon: being stressed, not enough time for myself, bullying in school and other similar reasons. It wasn't a very big problem until it started getting worse and worse at the beggining of 2014. It was getting worse and worse, and at the end of April 2014 I have had a traumatizing experience that I do not wish to talk about here. Starting that moment, the situation was going downhill faster and faster and I had reached the point where I could not sleep in most nights, I couldn't take the amount of paranoia and anxiety anymore and I was on the verge of actually taking my own life. I can't say that I had/have too many friends and I am okay with that. I prefer a smaller group of real friends rather than a big group of fake ones, but I really did not have too many people I could trust left. Worst thing is, the people who I thought I could trust either walked away or simply didn't understand/didn't WANT to understand my situation. The truth is, you can't make a change overnight, no matter how radical the change in your life is. Until early May this year, I have struggled with feelings that I literally cannot describe. The dark was getting darker and it seemed that the only way things can go is for the worse. Things have been like that for over 2 years for me, until I decided to take action. I'm telling you from the start, it's not easy and you won't see a queue of people who want to help you. No. But, the truth is that in time you will find 1, 2, maybe 3 people if you're really lucky who will stay by you and help you overcome the problem. There's a lot to say about this. I say again, if you're having similar problems, don't hesitate to contact me. One of the reasons I managed to go through all this is because I had the most wonderful person who I have ever met by my side.
P.S.: I know there will be "trolls" and "tl;dr'ers", but I really don't care. I only did this so I can make a difference myself and this is aimed to people who are looking for help.
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HiddenHat
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| 24 Aug 2015 02:03 PM |
| No one forces you to do that, as I said at the end, if you don't care about the subject, you don't have to read it. |
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| 10 Sep 2015 07:43 AM |
So beautiful
I am lazynathaniel, the wizard of the forums. http://www.roblox.com/Boss-of-Nova-item?id=222223679 |
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