Latchie
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:27 PM |
when i was still a kid i always thought i was going to become a very talented person either being it because of sports, playing instruments, fine arts in general, intelligence, etc etc because of my parents and how they made me try out for everything possible you can think of
my very first hobby was roller skating which i found love for before i even went to school and then later i took dancing and ballet in around 1st grade, both being things i cared about shortly before i realized it wasnt something to pursue so i moved on
(i also took yoga but it bore me the first week and i quit, although the yoga mat comes in handy nowadays)
in 2nd grade i had a passion for piano and i took classes weekly before my teacher had a baby, and even though she said shed come back to teach again, she never did. the electric piano now standing in my room remains (almost) unused.
in around 3rd grade i tried out for theatre arts as well as spelling competitions. i took theatre/drama for a year but as i got older i had more anxiety and stopped (mostly because i got yelled at for forgetting the lines) and during the UIL spelling i didnt even place so that also went down the drain
around 4th grade i tried out for basketball although i hadnt the slightest clue how to play, but simply to say i didnt get in the team. oh well. and i also had karate classes after school (partially?) every day but i learned it the hard way when learning karate also meant doing pushups and conditioning and not just kicking around.
the same year i also tried out for the track team and somehow made it in. track was probably my first actual hobby i pursued for more than one year but i discontinued it freshman year for not being good enough
and then on to 5th grade i went into volleyball for the first time, and ever since it was my favorite sport (and still is). its something i really really love, but as second-year tryouts came along i was on vacation during the tryout days so when i ended up coming in a week later, all of the spots ended up being full. "but hey, we still might have some spots open for manager if you'd like!"
and through my life it followed in the same order. i went through the list of everything to do
singing? nope. sewing? hardly. fishing? got the pointy thing stuck in my finger. horseback riding? too terrified of falling off and dying but hey if its a girl scout horse then im down. sailing? never. again.
i am completely honest when i say that i feel like ive tried just about anything in my childhood to find something to really love in my lifetime, but all of these things werent right.
i think the only "talent" i have left is drawing but even then i still feel like im painfully average, and any person with a pencil can draw something. its a common talent, its not a special talent. painfully. average.
i started off with so many opportunities in my life but every balloon of chance either flew away from me or popped. and all i have now is one balloon thats probably slowly deflating as well.
i dont find it fair, its upsetting. for the most part ive put a lot of time into all of this and the outcomes werent rewarding whatsoever
when i was still a kid i always thought i was going to become a very talented person and now i am one of the least talented people i know
when i was still a kid i always thought i was going to become a very talented person yet now i see myself in the future as unsuccessful
how do you enjoy living when you ran out of things you love and do (discluding people you love because thats coming episode 2 hah)
yeah thats all?? im not even gonna proofread this because i really dont care that much
silence, buster |
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Broonke
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:30 PM |
Try hula hooping Like advanced hooping... it's fun |
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jjj344
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:31 PM |
Your childhood seems more interesting than mine so I stopped reading.
Pennsylvania, the state of independence. Current mood - Back to boring life | Status - Active again |
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Latchie
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:34 PM |
it really wasnt
silence, buster |
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xshot23
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:35 PM |
i wouldnt do any of that
Great Glob and Apple Sauce |
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:36 PM |
| THAT IS A LITTLE TOO LONG FOR ME TO READ SORRY |
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michamoo
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:36 PM |
tl;dr
Zytelk 7/8/2015 Zytelk, add 8k posts/Michamoo12, add 4.8k posts シ |
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RubMyAnus
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:37 PM |
im pretty talented, head-wise other than that, all im good at is acting and computers. |
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froggyfan
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:38 PM |
| maybe stop posting on roblox and get a life |
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:38 PM |
I actually feel the exact same way, AND I'm LESS talented than you. I've actually been depressed for a while now because I believe I'm completely worthless.
At least you have potential.
ye bb ye[sic] [HAIL FERRIS BUELLER] |
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catkinky
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:39 PM |
um
i used to play soccer
and
play on the computer
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Latchie
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:47 PM |
ah yes let me just get off the computer and go fail at even more things im too old to excel in anyways
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:51 PM |
You're not too old to excel at stuff
Also you have real friends who can help you find talents
ye bb ye[sic] [HAIL FERRIS BUELLER] |
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Latchie
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:57 PM |
a lot of my friends are in things i already attempted doing lol
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| 11 Aug 2015 01:58 PM |
And how good are they at stuff?
Also, I dont have any friends because my racist neighbors spread lies about me.
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Latchie
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| 11 Aug 2015 02:00 PM |
pretty darn good
anyways its not that i need solutions atm i just wanted to vent
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iTarplus
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| 11 Aug 2015 02:03 PM |
rip op
but drawing is a good talent
I can do it also and I can tell you it brings money |
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| 11 Aug 2015 02:11 PM |
Also, should I stop degrading myself to make you feel better about yourself?
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| 11 Aug 2015 02:14 PM |
| You can change your life by stick your soul up your ass |
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