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| 10 Aug 2015 11:07 PM |
I've been seriously depressed lately (I know I posted this same crap a week ago) and it won't go away, everyday it gets worst and with my friend practically picking on me (seeing that he said I was annoying in OTChatroom, and other stuff) it pretty much lowered my self-esteem, and made me wonder if I was an annoyance to others and pretty much made me believe I was annoying to everybody else and I'm just that one kid no one likes to be around. I'm not going to go to the extreme of harming myself, all I think about now is killing myself and I want to do it, but I don't have the guts to physically do it.
OT, I always wish to be left alone, but I always try and cry out for help but I never get the help I've wanted. I went to therapy 2 years ago and it was fine, good, I stopped going right before I went into High School and right as High School ended it came back, thinking it was just going to be a phase, this whole summer was just a downhill mess, with my friend whom I had a crush on no longer going to the same school as me and I had no further contact with him, and pretty much just being "insulted" even jokingly throughout the summer. Even as the insults were a joke and I knew it, I pretty much made me insecure about who I am.
~ I'm not in danger, I am the danger | Alt of iluvmom2000, add 18k post~ |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:08 PM |
I hope things get better. They probably will eventually, don't give up.
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:08 PM |
| Listen to some music. Clear your mind. I know it's difficult, but I guess, do whatever it takes to keep yourself happy man. Get your tush up and do something to take your mind off things... if you can't... Idk..... music helps me m8 |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:09 PM |
If this really is true...
I wont be any help. |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:10 PM |
"DO YOU THINK THIS IS A DREAM? MAYBE ITS ABOUT TIME TO WAKE UP" ~Richard-hotline miami- |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:11 PM |
you gotta post this right now...?
i feel sorry for you, and my affection goes out for you, but ot is in the middle of the war centered on this |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:13 PM |
"you gotta post this right now...?
i feel sorry for you, and my affection goes out for you, but ot is in the middle of the war centered on this"
Didn't realize that it was happening till I actually posted it and was surfing through OT. Apologies
~ I'm not in danger, I am the danger | Alt of iluvmom2000, add 18k post~ |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:16 PM |
Heyy, look on the bright side. Your abs look im-peck-able
(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚ 'I have the OTism' |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:20 PM |
scrub noob you should uninstall roblox ur siggy is oder no one likes u go outside with frends isnted of playin dis oh wait u have none
scrub noob
MY LIFE FOR AIUR!!! |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:22 PM |
OT, I'm not trying to get attention, but... clickbait
MY LIFE FOR AIUR!!! |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:31 PM |
| i hope things get better for you eventually! |
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:31 PM |
ot is just negativity, be aware of that if you come here
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| 10 Aug 2015 11:32 PM |
| Hope it gets better. Tip: Don't tell anyone on forums about this, get your friends and family to help |
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