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| 06 Aug 2015 06:08 PM |
Especially my Dad
I mean, he'll always tell me off for the little things and sometimes he doesn't even say bye to me before he goes to work or even say "love you" back
And he'll sometimes say how my mum's "spoiled me" and I "can't do anything for myself" and I "break everything I touch"
Tbh I normally just spend my time in my room playing ROBLOX
And I don't just play because it's fun, there's more to it than that, considering the crap I've gone through on this website and the unfair moderations I wouldn't just stay because it's "fun", it's because I want to escape my real life (why else would I roleplay as MARVEL characters and pretend to be a character from my favourite show? I feel more comfortable being someone else in a virtual world than being the loser I am in real life) and my family will constantly leave messes, dump empty plates in the sink and fill all of the bins to the brim and then they'll make me clean all of these messes and if I politely ask them to clean up after themselves they start getting pissy at me and make up all kinds of BS and yell at me
Sometimes I feel like my mum's the only one who ever understands me and even still I'm too scared to tell her when something's wrong (I haven't even told her about my OCD)
And I barely have any friends irl either; I only have like 3 friends I hang out with outside of school
People at my school always make fun of me for any reason they can find; my personality, my appearance, my lack of a social life, my social awkwardness, the way I walk (for some reason I walk quite funny) and I barely have anyone to talk to so I normally vent about my problems on the forums (even people I used to call my best friends, my "friendship group" would make fun of me, ditch me, make plans to hang out WITHOUT me and one time I found out about their cinema plans from someone in that group who's one of my neighbours and a family friend and asked if I was invited so when I said "have fun at the movie" politely in the group chat (the only one i was in, since they had like 11) they pretended I was invited all along, and then pretended to cancel the day before and went without me (the friend who asked if i was invited posted pictures on FB (he's on my close friends list so I got notified on my phone) and when they realised I found out they made up more BS and got him to delete the status (but I got a screenshot as soon as I saw it because I knew they'd try their crap, btw all this was only months ago)
And one time so people in my school made a fake Instagram account and tried to get dirty pics of me by flirting with me and crap (that's actually not cool at all, they've done this to someone else in my year) and I don't even know why they do this crap, I'm an edgelord and a scrub on the forums, I know, but I'm really nice and compassionate irl but people make fun of it, they've said horrible things about my general kindness that would get filtered on here and I'm sick of it
I feel like I'm alone in this world and every girl I ask out rejects me
I can't even get a dog to have as a companion because my mum's allergic, so I don't even have a pet to keep me company, instead we have a small aquarium with some fish in it (and one time my Dad actually yelled at me for feeding them and I accidentally dropped the lid in the tank)
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:09 PM |
You're still more important than me
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:09 PM |
| Damn dude, that must be horrible, I'm always here for you pal, you'll get out of this =) |
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:10 PM |
And not to mention the "friends" who did that cinema thing kicked me from the group chat randomly and then lied and said they removed everyone and deleted it even though the person who told me about the cinema thing, one of the only ones who's always been there for me, told me it was a lie (he never lies to me)
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:11 PM |
Especially my Dad
I mean, he'll always tell me off for the little things and sometimes he doesn't even say bye to me before he goes to work or even say "love you" back
And he'll sometimes say how my mum's "spoiled me" and I "can't do anything for myself" and I "break everything I touch"
Tbh I normally just spend my time in my room playing ROBLOX
And I don't just play because it's fun, there's more to it than that, considering the crap I've gone through on this website and the unfair moderations I wouldn't just stay because it's "fun", it's because I want to escape my real life (why else would I roleplay as MARVEL characters and pretend to be a character from my favourite show? I feel more comfortable being someone else in a virtual world than being the loser I am in real life) and my family will constantly leave messes, dump empty plates in the sink and fill all of the bins to the brim and then they'll make me clean all of these messes and if I politely ask them to clean up after themselves they start getting pissy at me and make up all kinds of BS and yell at me
Sometimes I feel like my mum's the only one who ever understands me and even still I'm too scared to tell her when something's wrong (I haven't even told her about my OCD)
And I barely have any friends irl either; I only have like 3 friends I hang out with outside of school
People at my school always make fun of me for any reason they can find; my personality, my appearance, my lack of a social life, my social awkwardness, the way I walk (for some reason I walk quite funny) and I barely have anyone to talk to so I normally vent about my problems on the forums (even people I used to call my best friends, my "friendship group" would make fun of me, ditch me, make plans to hang out WITHOUT me and one time I found out about their cinema plans from someone in that group who's one of my neighbours and a family friend and asked if I was invited so when I said "have fun at the movie" politely in the group chat (the only one i was in, since they had like 11) they pretended I was invited all along, and then pretended to cancel the day before and went without me (the friend who asked if i was invited posted pictures on FB (he's on my close friends list so I got notified on my phone) and when they realised I found out they made up more BS and got him to delete the status (but I got a screenshot as soon as I saw it because I knew they'd try their crap, btw all this was only months ago)
And one time so people in my school made a fake Instagram account and tried to get dirty pics of me by flirting with me and crap (that's actually not cool at all, they've done this to someone else in my year) and I don't even know why they do this crap, I'm an edgelord and a scrub on the forums, I know, but I'm really nice and compassionate irl but people make fun of it, they've said horrible things about my general kindness that would get filtered on here and I'm sick of it
I feel like I'm alone in this world and every girl I ask out rejects me
I can't even get a dog to have as a companion because my mum's allergic, so I don't even have a pet to keep me company, instead we have a small aquarium with some fish in it (and one time my Dad actually yelled at me for feeding them and I accidentally dropped the lid in the tank) Especially my Dad
I mean, he'll always tell me off for the little things and sometimes he doesn't even say bye to me before he goes to work or even say "love you" back
And he'll sometimes say how my mum's "spoiled me" and I "can't do anything for myself" and I "break everything I touch"
Tbh I normally just spend my time in my room playing ROBLOX
And I don't just play because it's fun, there's more to it than that, considering the crap I've gone through on this website and the unfair moderations I wouldn't just stay because it's "fun", it's because I want to escape my real life (why else would I roleplay as MARVEL characters and pretend to be a character from my favourite show? I feel more comfortable being someone else in a virtual world than being the loser I am in real life) and my family will constantly leave messes, dump empty plates in the sink and fill all of the bins to the brim and then they'll make me clean all of these messes and if I politely ask them to clean up after themselves they start getting pissy at me and make up all kinds of BS and yell at me
Sometimes I feel like my mum's the only one who ever understands me and even still I'm too scared to tell her when something's wrong (I haven't even told her about my OCD)
And I barely have any friends irl either; I only have like 3 friends I hang out with outside of school
People at my school always make fun of me for any reason they can find; my personality, my appearance, my lack of a social life, my social awkwardness, the way I walk (for some reason I walk quite funny) and I barely have anyone to talk to so I normally vent about my problems on the forums (even people I used to call my best friends, my "friendship group" would make fun of me, ditch me, make plans to hang out WITHOUT me and one time I found out about their cinema plans from someone in that group who's one of my neighbours and a family friend and asked if I was invited so when I said "have fun at the movie" politely in the group chat (the only one i was in, since they had like 11) they pretended I was invited all along, and then pretended to cancel the day before and went without me (the friend who asked if i was invited posted pictures on FB (he's on my close friends list so I got notified on my phone) and when they realised I found out they made up more BS and got him to delete the status (but I got a screenshot as soon as I saw it because I knew they'd try their crap, btw all this was only months ago)
And one time so people in my school made a fake Instagram account and tried to get dirty pics of me by flirting with me and crap (that's actually not cool at all, they've done this to someone else in my year) and I don't even know why they do this crap, I'm an edgelord and a scrub on the forums, I know, but I'm really nice and compassionate irl but people make fun of it, they've said horrible things about my general kindness that would get filtered on here and I'm sick of it
I feel like I'm alone in this world and every girl I ask out rejects me
I can't even get a dog to have as a companion because my mum's allergic, so I don't even have a pet to keep me company, instead we have a small aquarium with some fish in it (and one time my Dad actually yelled at me for feeding them and I accidentally dropped the lid in the tank)
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:11 PM |
what's wrong with having fish but your dad sounds like a jerk maybe get a cat? or a snake? (get a ball python, there calm, docile, and overall, just cute!) i hope your life works out for you, go tell someone, like a student councelour.
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:11 PM |
@Hardware
I don't even know why everyone irl treats me like this
I'm nice to everybody, even strangers and I'd expect the same back
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:11 PM |
talk to your mom about this get buff and beat up the kids who give you crap stop asking out girls get a cat and whats OCD again?
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:12 PM |
oh life gets better broe!!!
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:12 PM |
typical pathetic loser only crying about how poor you are instead of trying to do something
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:12 PM |
@Shark
They're not good companions like dogs
I can't hug or pet them or anything
Tbh I was thinking about getting a ther-apist (dirty minded admins filtered this) or something :/
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:13 PM |
| gannibal you're pathetic if I'm going to be honest |
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:13 PM |
@jojo
I've started going gym with my best friend I don't ask out girls frequently, only girls I have alot in common with and could picture being with My mum's allergic to all animal fur I think OCD is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:14 PM |
| FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS HERE FOLKS |
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:14 PM |
| well have fun at the gym and blow steam off |
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:14 PM |
| tell an adult about your imaginary problems |
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:14 PM |
you can pet snakes if you have a ball python they can hangout on your neck, while you play games (because there not as jumpy as geckos and corn snakes.) or get a pet turtle or a cat! you can cuddle with cats, play with them, and if you call them by there name, they will recognize it and come to you. cats and reptiles can be really good companions. but dude, don't worry, stay strong.
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:15 PM |
sadly they would only realize what you go through if you died you have to speak up talk to the admins at your school
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:16 PM |
@Walk they're close with my mum since she's a teacher at a different school
I don't really have anyone I can speak to so I just post here
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:18 PM |
this is really funny because nerds with same problems joined the discussion
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| 06 Aug 2015 06:18 PM |
| i honestly agree with gannibal although i wouldnt put it so rudely |
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