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| 01 Jun 2015 07:48 PM |
I'm probably a crazy lunatic. Everything looks off and dreamlike and distorted. I can't tell my dreams from reality. I only realized this when I had this one dream which I was able to tell from reality and it revealed that one person is real. And now that one person looks normal and human. Everyone else looks ghoulish and unreal. I can't explain it. I just never realized this until I started seeing this one person and his actions looking like a relatable human being instead of distorted.
This is so creeping me out. It really sucks. I think if I talk to this person, he can reveal who is real and who isn't and I'll start seeing things more like they actually are. Because whenever I know for sure something is real, it stops looking distorted. I really can't explain it. I really need to talk to this person. I probably sound like I belong in a mental instıtutıon. |
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:49 PM |
| Why haven't you talked to him already? |
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:51 PM |
| Because he's offline, Ethan. It'll sound crazy but it's a certain OTer. Not even a family member or something. |
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:51 PM |
is it me :]
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:52 PM |
| No and I will not publicly reveal who it is. |
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3rdalty
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:53 PM |
That's an actual disorder.
But it might not be your problem |
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:53 PM |
| it's charlie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Cisco64
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:55 PM |
Confessions Part 4 - Vedat
LOCAL GREEN TRASHPOSTER OF OT|ID GOD AS OF 5/30/2015 |
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:56 PM |
| What disorder is it? I don't believe you. |
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| 01 Jun 2015 07:59 PM |
-steps back slowly-
But if you must say something mean... make sure it cuts like a knife :D |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:04 PM |
| Pardon me, is this Sparta? |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:06 PM |
maybe go to a doctor instead of telling a bunch of kids about it???
-------------------------------------------------------------------------- "all those damn little hooligans smokin the devils lettuce and drawing on themselves with the devils ink smh" -slayer9991 2k15 |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:07 PM |
VEDAT OMG
you've discovered the substitute to drugs
just reading this
but really see a psychologist
5-4-3-1- Offblast, into my love rocket climb! |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:08 PM |
Pardon me, but I think you might need to get help.
"I would challenge you to a battle of wits, but I see you are unarmed." -William Shakespeare |
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3rdalty
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:08 PM |
| Depersonalization-derealization disorder |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:10 PM |
| I just need to talk to this one person and he can tell me who's real and who's not. I would still see psychologists as eerie and dreamlike and I wouldn't believe them because I wouldn't know if they're real or not. |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:13 PM |
| I looked it up and I don't really have the depersonalization very much, but I think the derealization description to be very accurate. And I think there is some sort of hallucination psychotic sort of part to it. Not good to self-diagnose though. |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:15 PM |
oh. ok.
And that's why i'm afraid of ferrets.|GoldenBrains got a 7 dayer qq| |
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:15 PM |
go to a doctor
if you are concerned you wont be able to know if the doctors are real or not, that right there should be a huge sign that you need to get help
go
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| 01 Jun 2015 08:16 PM |
| sounds like a pretty raw trip bro |
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