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| 12 May 2015 06:33 PM |
i talked about this a ton of times but i don't really care so yeah
one day my parents were like "you suck at learning @ home you have to go to a school" and they made me go to a school where i could go seperate days to combine it with learning at home
the school was a spiritual school, meaning the staff made sure everyone had to do some stupid meditation things in the morning and everyone was free to learn however they wanted, meaning they could take a break when they wanted, bring their laptops in class etc, and most of all, they'd give everyone the chances they needed
meaning they wouldn't just send any problematic kids away, there was this one kid with adhd and he'd basically get mad and acted super annoying all the time, he clearly needed medication like ritalin but the staff is like "everyones the same on this planet, including that they have no diseases at all, so he doesnt get medication" due to their spiriutal vision
not only that, there were other things happening. most of the time people weren't learning and instead were gaming on their laptops, one day they were even watching intercourse movies on their laptop and another day when i wasn't at school that day, someone even managed to take coke inside the locker room and he beat someone up, he even managed to smash a hole in a concrete wall
so when i tried to say anything about the problems to the staff, they'd just say they'd do something about it but they'd only do something about it to me, like, i suddenly wasn't allowed to bring my laptop anymore, i wasn't even allowed to have it inside the school building, yet there were other people not learning and gaming on their laptops still but according to the teachers that was because "they needed them and you dont have discipline" apparently
all of that stuff against me was clearly because the staff doesn't want to hear anything bad about their perfect vision, so they just tried to silence me in that way and obviously quite failed
due to them failing, one day the adhd kid managed to beat the crap out of me until my nose bled, he hit me in my head about 20 times until i felt completely numb, the teachers didn't even bother to call my parents and afterwards kept lying that they did, this simply because they didn't like me
so with all the crap going on there i felt bad, but then i met Eva, she was in my class at the school. she'se friendly, she looks nice but absolutely not hoorey or anything and i liked her a lot, one day i came home from school and i suddenly felt so good and i realised that that was because i fell in love with her
so before i even got the chance to get over my nervosity and ask her, the staff completely overthrew their "chances-for-everyone-no-matter-what-ever" mentality and kicked me off. we had a talk with them and they kept on making up lies to not have to talk about things, like, i'd ask them "why didn't you help me out when i got beaten up" and they would be like "that's about the adhd kid and we're talking about you now", they also made up a lie that on the last day i went there, i did nothing all morning, i only learned for like 15 minutes and then was done for the day so that i had nothing to learn in the evening and all the kids in class (half of them weren't learning either) were complaining about me not learning because i had nothing to do anymore, either way, the school staff lied about that even though my teacher even wrote down on some paperwork i had that i studied all morning and did a great job, all these lies ofcourse only being told to not have to give in to telling they are actually doing a terrible job at running a school and they know they are
so yeah, i didn't do anything with my feelings for Eva until, well, some problems appeared at home and i really just needed a girlfriend to go away with, you know
i tried contacting her on facebook as i knew just about all of the girls in class had one, but she had everything on friend only, so i had to send her a friend request before i could message her, but she didn't accept it
and if she didn't accept it, i had no way of telling her, i wasn't welcome at the school and i also didn't know her adress or anything, only her name really. so then i decided to just write it all in a letter and send it to the schools adress with her name on it
and then she even blocked me on facebook
so yeah, that's how bad i suck at getting a girl
i finally get over being a nervous idiot and decide to send a girl a romantic (sort of) letter and i get rejected... not even with words or in person, but with a block.
yeah.
no tl;dr, if you're a normal educated human being you should be able to read things, so use that ability for once |
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| 12 May 2015 06:36 PM |
so one other thing that no one will care about
as the school isn't official enough to actually host exams themselves, they do state exams where all the homeschooled people and people that want to redo exams go to
and seeing as i'm homeschooled i also take those
there's usually a lot of people from the school at the verbal exams around july, and i even saw a guy from the school at the central exams which are around now so i may have a chance to see her at the verbal exams, or one of her friends that i can explain the situation to
so yeah it's sort of relevant so i thought i'd post it |
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devHoodie
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| 12 May 2015 06:37 PM |
from experience, don't use the internet to talk to the girl if you know the girl irl.
unless you can't call or text them
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devHoodie
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| 12 May 2015 06:39 PM |
you should've confronted her earlier.
just learn from this experience.
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| 12 May 2015 06:39 PM |
well i used to know her, i only talked to her at school and as i already explained, i only had her name thus her fb account, and the school she went to, nothing else
i had no other way
and besides, isn't it romantic to send a letter? |
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| 12 May 2015 06:39 PM |
Dude you're living in the 21st century. stuff like that in schools don't slide
Just bring a tape recorder in secretly and record everything that happens till they started mistreating you again cos then you've got a lawsuit. Then you'll be rich
girls dig money bro |
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| 12 May 2015 06:40 PM |
what the hell
Although I could see why Eva rejected you; you two had talked for ONE day, I get from this. No reason to block you, though.
That school is awful.
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| 12 May 2015 06:40 PM |
all you need for girls to like you is a iphone and a booty
Want Some RT Fries With That RT Burger? |
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| 12 May 2015 06:40 PM |
@jamie
i don't really want to offend anyone but did you and dev only read half of my post? i've explained things clearly that you two haven't read. i've been kicked off of the school for no apparent reason in early 2014, so i can't do that |
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| 12 May 2015 06:41 PM |
@peng
in total maybe less than 24 hours, but certainly not one day, quite a lot of times actually
and SHE EVEN NAMED A SQUIRREL AFTER ME
THATS A SIGN
probably not |
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| 12 May 2015 06:42 PM |
| Everyone in that school is an idiot and you should delete them from your memory |
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| 12 May 2015 06:43 PM |
No, I red the whole thing. I just got caught up writing a response I forgot you got kicked out.
Frankly, I'm skeptical because if that kid did beat you up so much you felt numb your parents would have got involved. |
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| 12 May 2015 06:43 PM |
@knoflooksauske
i guess
honestly i've felt bad that she has to go to that school because there were some big idiots there but she'se definitely not one of them |
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| 12 May 2015 06:45 PM |
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JVw8eofx8Q
because this came from kaizomario1234's chocolate milk, okay? |
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devHoodie
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| 12 May 2015 06:45 PM |
I read the whole thing too, but you should've made a move earlier.
Like asked for a phone # to text her or call.
Then it can develop from there even if you don't go to the school anymore.
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devHoodie
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| 12 May 2015 06:46 PM |
and like I said, learn from this experience.
Don't make the same mistake twice.
and the world is a cruel place.
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| 12 May 2015 06:46 PM |
| Naaaaaaah.... she sounds like an idiot too |
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| 12 May 2015 06:46 PM |
@jamie
i told them after i came home, my mom originally was like "well next time you should fight back", she actually didn't hear of what happened and i said the staff called her up - in the end, after what happened, they told me they'd call my parents - she checked her phone and they hadn't called her and iirc my parents started to betch out against them for it
which ofcourse the staff couldn't handle as it's critisism against their perfect totally not just idealistic school system
@dev
i wanted to
i originally wanted to do that on valentines day and ask her to go to a restaurant with me and develop from there, but those bastard ass people that dare to call themselves "staff" decided to kick me out before then |
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| 12 May 2015 06:48 PM |
| She doesn't even have the nerve to respond like a normal human being and just rejects you... be happy bro she's crazy |
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| 12 May 2015 06:49 PM |
you're right
but i like her too much to think that
even now
i know i should forget about her but then again, i can't |
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| 12 May 2015 06:54 PM |
Well you shouldn't dwell on it now.
Move on. Obviously easier said then done, but it's do-able.
Here I'll explain to you a little encounter I had once that made me who I am today;
So once day I went to the mall with my dad because he had to meet his then gf there. They met in a book store and I was just walking around the store opening books and what not.
Then I see this girl. She's on the phone, beautiful, and I instantly wanted to talk to her. I didn't have to guts to do anything then. She would look at me, smile, and I would do the same. We would play hide and seek, without ever saying a word to each other. I went to the second floor, she followed. She went down, I followed. We looked for each other constantly playing around, and again, not one word was said.
After around 30 minutes of this my dad and I had to leave so we start walking out. I don't see her anywhere so I assume that she left.
We're walking a few meters in front of the front door and I finally get the guts to go and see if she's still there. So I tell my dad, "Wait, dad, can we go back for a few more minutes?" So he says sure. As we're about to enter she walks out and at the instant I chicken out from saying anything. She didn't notice me at all cause she was on the phone.
We left and I regretted that for a few days. One day I just decided to stop feeling bad and I grew some balls. I learned to take advantage of every opportunity, especially one as special as that. And I haven't let one pass me by, especially with women. That's what I learn.
I think you have something similar to learn from this.
also the school could go screw itself.
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| 12 May 2015 06:57 PM |
you know, i don't like asking people out when i have a chance to see them again soon
if someone doesn't like me and i say i like them and i see them the next day, they'll think i'm a creep each time they see me
i'm not going to ask everyone i sort of like to go do stuff together, then i'll be left with a lot of people thinking i'm a creep, and people that aren't what i'm looking for |
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| 12 May 2015 06:57 PM |
| lol@dev If I see a girl I think is hot I will try as hard as I can to forget her. Girls ruin lives so u gotta play ur cards right |
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| 12 May 2015 06:58 PM |
Oh yeah, definitely. Don't do that.
I was talking about encounters in the real world.
School will end eventually for you, and I would suggest to start thinking outside of school. Socially, of course.
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| 12 May 2015 07:01 PM |
where
i'm a dude with super long hair, super slight beard grow, a ton of acne, a small bit of extra weight and i type myself as alternative
i would like to become a dj, from that i'll only get girls that like dance music and sht
i would also like to do something with art, but i don't see how i can find lots of social contacts around my age from that
i don't have a clue where to go |
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