officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 07:48 PM |
I tried apologizing, you laughed in my face and made me weep. I don't know what else to do other than to write this forum and to consult my superiors. I know after this you will go straight to them and have them order me to do something. i don't really care anymore. I love white house staff, I really do. I am not here to let it fall now. That is why I am writing this. For some reason I do better at spilling all of my feelings out on writing then something else.
Let me get this straight. I don't know why my staff hates me. I really don't, and I know half of you will go come to me after this and will be like; "oh i don't hate u, u shud make me ur deputy111111" Yeah that pretty much was spot on. I know you guys hate me, I really do, so don't lie to my face. I did that poll earlier because I was so freaking scared that my own staff hates me.
A lot of people hate me guys, I wish that wasn't the case. But a lot of people hate me. And I always love to feel like at least my staff doesn't hate me. It is kinda like roblox is for some people as a safe haven. No matter how screwed up our lives are at home we can always come to roblox. It really has just killed me this week to see how much my staff and people who I thought were my friends hate me.
I uh, gathered a group of people who really hate me. And until recently they were like my best friends. I trusted them with everything and I would go through wall after wall to protect them against someone. Thats why it really killed me when all three of them threatened me and laughed at my apology toward them. I honestly cried right then, I cry right now still.
I am so angered and sad by this that I feel completely weak. And I feel trapped. You guys were my only real people to go to. You were my friends, you were my advisors, and you were my staff. I came in as WHCoS hoping to surround me by people that could change this nation. Yet it appears those people rebel against me.
Half of my mind is telling me that I am wrong and that somehow I have changed so much for them to be like this. And the other half is telling me to screw the other half, fire all of them or order them to call me Sir from now on and make them follow my orders or be fired. This is the reason why I am trapped, I am trapped by both of these sides of my brain.
The side that wants me to fire them is also the side that is telling me this. A) They have let the power get to their heads. B) They don't want to follow orders. C) In a real working environment they should never ask questions and should only do as the are told.
The other half is telling me this. A) You are wrong and have changed. B) You may need to take a break. C) How can you turn the only people who like you against you? D) You should apologize to them for everything and try to keep moving.
Yeah, I went with the second one too. I don't like getting into fights and I hate loosing a friend. But when I tried to apologize to those three guys. They really, and I say this non-metaphorically. Sat there and laughed in my face. They laughed in my face and told me that the apology wasn't good enough. And that made and makes me furious.
It was the only way I knew how to tell them. Yet they rejected it and said "You fool, no, you are done now." Then they all said "I" when I asked them if I should resign. I worked so hard, and I want so much. But to have this happen to me, destroyed me. Faux either you have just agreed to forget the past because I am forgetting the past. Or you are rejoicing and jumping up and down because I just said that a group of friends of mine destroyed me.
You know how many friends I have? Currently barely any, if not none. I honestly don't know why. Maybe people just don't like me because of what people say about me. Or how I protect my staff so much. Bizarre right? I protect my staff yet it hates me. I dont know why I wrote this paragraph, its kinda useless and I am on the verge of taking it tout. But like I aid earlier I am just spilling my emotions and this is what my emotions told me to say.
So thats pretty much it, thats how I feel/how I am thinking. Ask me questions and you will get answers from me from now on about this stuff. After this I will see if Zey and Lumidas are online, if they are I will talk to them. If not then I will go watch something. But one things for sure, I have to ask myself some stuff. And I have to ask them some stuff. Oh yeah, the only thing making me laugh is that two out of the three of you hated each other and fought with each other. In fact you both wanted each other fired that you would beg me to fire the other. (oh yeah you three, NO, this is not a resignation forum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also grade me on my grammar. I don't care, this was a writing for the feel of it, not an essay.
i don't really know or care what to put here, Officer38 |
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| 09 Apr 2015 07:54 PM |
bye
have a nice eternity
~lilly |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 07:55 PM |
| hi fayth, im tired of protecting myself |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 07:57 PM |
@syn wow indeed, I don't know whether you are fetching the wood for the cross or you are actually knowing how I feel @matthew That was kinda a metaphor, but yeah that was what you all thought. Or what I think you thought. |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 07:58 PM |
| @star yeah I hate u too!11111 |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:00 PM |
| @frosty hi, how did u get on here. for those three guys, does this mean now that frosty supports my resignation. You wont, just curious! |
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Synapsic
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:00 PM |
ok way to twist words. this is *literally* your apology, and i recorded it so i would know:
"im sorry you made me mad" "im sorry you feel this way"
since when is that an apology? you're literally just insulting us in our face by calling that an apology. ok learn to apologize and maybe we'll get back to you.
Synapsic, White House Press Secretary Not Officer38's Lil' Btch Anymore
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:00 PM |
I personally like you in WHS. I think there needs to be a reform though. Good WHCoS. <3
Cousin |
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:01 PM |
officer please resign before i have to wipe my ass with your face
ty
nobody likes you
bye
wow you reading this far don what a no life nooob |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:01 PM |
| @cousin, yeah I do too. I tried to have a reform and thats what kinda started this. |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:03 PM |
| @fayth I refer you to paragraph 11 and 12 |
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Synapsic
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:03 PM |
you tried to have a reform? you fired all of mattthew879's staff without his consent. you threatened to fire us all (which would breach contract ;) ), and you're just a btch lately.
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:03 PM |
| Tell them to suck it up and work to keep their jobs. There are plenty of other people in USA lined up for their jobs. I could help you out. |
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Synapsic
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:05 PM |
that's really cute, cousin, but officer can't fire any of us except his deputy. i made sure of that to prevent an incident like last time. :D
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:06 PM |
| @sy Who are you. Pretty sure we have the Whole USA wanting your job. It wont take but. 5 min to replace you. |
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officer38
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:07 PM |
@tyler
YES AT THE MEETING I ADMITTED AND APOLOGIZED THE MISTAKE FOR NOT CONSENTING MATTHEW ABOUT IT
(But i didn't fire all of his staff and i remember the contract because you hold it over my head constantly like a black rain cloud waiting to burst. Also I didn't threaten to fire you, I said that half of my brain was thinking about it. I refer you in which to paragraphs 6,7, and 8.)
Do people know how to read????? |
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:08 PM |
Names Column Can I fire column Synapsic I KNOW I CANT FIRE YOU YEESH Mattthew879 WORKS IN WHS, I AM THE WHCOS SO YES Brightguy3 Never would want to, but could |
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:09 PM |
@frosty, yeah kinda sorta sorry about that. I don't like your campaigns, your principals, and mostly what you stand for.
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Synapsic
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:11 PM |
/6rsud8 - it's a printscr it shows the shout "come here or you're terminated!!1!1!!!1!!!11!!"
cousin, no one else is as qualified as me at press secretary; after all, i'm the one who started the trend of press conferences, founded WHPC, and have more english knowledge than the rest of NUSA combined. (don't take this as an example bc this thread doesnt deserve my grammar lbh). anyone with half a brain would choose me over any other press secretary, and im not afraid to say that. so go back to dreaming for my job kk ;)
Synapsic, THE White House Press Secretary
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| 09 Apr 2015 08:13 PM |
also, officer, if you ever even have the *thought* of firing my deputy, i'll see you in hell. (anyway, i would just rehire him. what would you do if i rehired him anyway, fire me? ha.)
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