Phaon
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:31 PM |
Sorry if I have any spelling/grammar errors. I really don't feel like re-reading this.
I had a dream. That one day I could be the best RCLer ever. But many of you ruined my dreams, and put me down so much that I wanted to end myself.
Some of you may say to yourself "Why would anyone want to be a great RCLer?" Well, I want to be a legend, when I am gone from here, I want to be known as the greatest gun fighter on ROBLOX. Some of you RCLers would think that I am a loser for saying such a thing. But deep down inside I know that all of you want to become #1 as well.
I've trained for a whole year. I spent countless hours at the RCL Battlegrounds training, just so I could be the best. Every single day I would be there, it ruined myself, and the people I love.
On 2/6/2, my mom could not take it anymore that I was always on the computer. She yelled at me and threatened to take away my computer. I was in a 1v1, and the guy kept mocking me saying "lmao so bad", "ROFL". I took those comments seriously, because I knew they were true.
Anyways, my mom was yelling at me at the top of her lungs, while some guy was mocking me. I was so mad I couldn't control myself. I ended up punching my mom in the face really hard. She fell on the floor crying and bleeding. At that moment I felt like time stopped, I could hear my heart thumping, my blood rushing. My mom didn't believe what just happened.
My dad and my older and younger brother and sister came in the room astonished. My dad was swearing at me and told me to get the hell out of his house, and my little sister was crying, and older brother watching my mom.
Right now I am in my family room alone. My siblings and dad went to bring my mom to the hospital, and I don't know what will happen next. Will I be arrested? Will my mom die?
I really regret what I have done, and I don't feel like living this life any longer. I am so ashamed of what I have done. I hate my life, I have no friends at school, I almost just failed my math class, I've got suspended for fighting (which I lost).
I'm done. This is it.
I would like to thank BenBonez for shaping RCL in to what it is today, and I wish you the best of luck in the RCL draft.
To those of you who have the same dream I had, don't give up, keep training and one day you could be #1. |
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Alberus
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lick
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:34 PM |
Very few Asian kids make it into the NBA.
-sips tea- |
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iKeno
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:34 PM |
| u sir r are true rcl'er... some 1 make this guy a t-shirt!!! |
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GoDPawnz
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destoried
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:35 PM |
"Sorry if I have any spelling/grammar errors. I really don't feel like re-reading this."
if you have grammar mistakes then i wont read this
Yarg.. I'm coming for ye booty ( ͡o ͜ʖ ͡o) | ES releases on the tenth | 4DAHURDE |
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ChuckXZ
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Phaon
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xSnowBear
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:54 PM |
Its due to the rcl community, those who follow paul are enormous and disrespectful people that you could meet, that will put you down in any meaning just to be the best. Interesting how people talk about others with their own problem, bully people while you are being bullied at school. I have realized nothing is forever, spending most of the time in-game rather than helping yout family or improve yout life to a better stage. Realized that anyone can be good at rcl, but people fo t realize they. An be better in real life...
Sincerely xSnowBear. Hope your mother is okay |
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2uo
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brick454
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:56 PM |
| This is the funniest thing I have read all day, you've made my day and I was literally ROFL irl while reading this xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD |
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:56 PM |
What in the bloody hell?
You have have anger issues.
Anger management is needed ASAP.
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Clerical
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:58 PM |
i have eaten your ugly mother
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xSnowBear
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| 06 Feb 2015 09:59 PM |
| You guys are idiots who think this is funny if this is true |
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Clerical
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| 06 Feb 2015 10:00 PM |
| who wouldnt you ####### dumbass |
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| 06 Feb 2015 10:03 PM |
This is actually pretty serious but at the same time it is funny.
When you're in the middle of RCL, you don't want to get interrupted especially if its getting mocked and 1v1ed. |
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