Disav0w
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:06 PM |
To the Venezian Community,
(I HIGHLY ASK THAT ANYONE VIEWING THIS ACTUALLY TAKE A GOOD AMOUNT OF TIME TO READ THIS SO THEY KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED.)
Venezians, Officer Corps -- Whatever is left of you lot, the High Command, and to the Commander himself.
I feel both devastated and yet liberated, and I will explain both sides, and also give my final words to whoever I deem important enough to deserve any last words, or, whoever I need to send to hell in this.
Let's begin with "Devastation". I joined F.E.A.R. back long ago in 2010 and never cared for the group (In this case, this may have been many of you at the time.) and on late 2012, I decided to do something. I had studied High Command and had learned the difference between good and bad High Command members so that I may have conducted myself by far best in everything I could surpass anyone else in. I wanted to be the best, and it all began with my recognition in 2013 by former Prime General and technical 4iC, Lejam7890 otherwise currently known as "Lejamm". With that, he had pushed me forward to Lieutenant for my excellence in knowledge, and wished me the best. I had pushed up the ranks and quickly became known for sometime as F.E.A.R.'s best trainer and strictest trainer ever known, and later rose to the F.E.A.R. High Command to serve for a greater cause.
I had my connections in which I was affiliated with, and I did not like to personally affiliate myself with everyone unless it was a competent human being because I did not want to become another idiot. To some, I was very quiet and unresponsive, and as a result of that, because I knew several were undeserving, unproductive, or were engaging in corrupt schemes, I would gather all my information, evidence, viable sources and witnesses and publicize it to the community through the F.E.A.R. High Command Reviews, where the community would then decide whether or not they wanted these individuals in High Command and fight for the justice of the High Command.
Soon enough, I met SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX in which I loved to exchange ideas with, and soon enough, it became a habit for me to come to him for almost anything I needed, or that F.E.A.R. needed. But to fast forward to the point, everyone has their flaws.
Everyone in C&G, if not, anyone logical in F.E.A.R. would know that the main interest in F.E.A.R. has been, or is greed. Venezia being one of those places and Metal Harbor, which serves the clan with no benefit other than to SONIC himself. Other than that, it does not serve any of F.E.A.R.'s problems.
I had warned SONIC and SHADOW of countless amount of situations where F.E.A.R. would pay the price out of the bad decisions looming before it happened. Examples of this being choices of Vice Commanders, voicing our HCOM, who sometimes felt uncomfortable with those Vice Commanders, Andrew being a huge one. The situation with choices of directories, which later caused in the resignation of those same High Command who gave it their all for some departments, and later were unnoticed due to personal bias from SONIC which set F.E.A.R. back again.
My last warnings to SHADOW were of the community losing it and being fed up with needless updates on the two moneymakers Venezia and MH, and wanting updates to fix the clan as a whole. SHADOW had promised me countless amount of updates and progression on projects that could have solved a good portion of our problems, however, he always came to me with no progress. Here is the evidence of him regretting it:
[12/27/2014 9:00:25 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly:Yeah, I remind [12/27/2014 9:00:29 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: myself [12/27/2014 9:00:32 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: like Echo [12/27/2014 9:00:35 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: [Content Deleted] me off. [12/27/2014 9:00:38 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: Because I told myself [12/27/2014 9:00:40 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: I would never do that [12/27/2014 9:00:42 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: to anyone [12/27/2014 9:00:44 PM] [F.E.A.R.] | SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX | Brendan O'reilly: like what he did
SHADOW agreed to make the updates, and I kept on speaking to those thinking of resigning due to the lack of development towards F.E.A.R. to stay in F.E.A.R. and making agreements with them.
Today, January 1st, 2015, I am demoted even though I keep the F.E.A.R. community together because of SHADOW accomplishing his promise and keep working on it. I have been backstabbed. I was used. I shed tears for this clan and all of it was never cared for. Not important to almost anyone. I warned the hedgehogs of looming problems, and still, I will admit, like the idiot I am, I am still warning these despicable men on topics in their current F.E.A.R. Meeting when they do not deserve it.
I, however, feel liberated because I am freed from the stress, and, not only that, I was shown of how despicable these men are, and now, I don't need to look back or feel any regret. Let's just keep it at that.
As my final words, here they are:
To the F.E.A.R. Community:
It is not in my power to dictate your future on whether you stay or leave. The men who have left, or will leave in the mere future have left on their own accord due to them knowing the truth of this clan. But know this, be prepared to see both sides. Both excellence, and evil. This clan has given me all, and I have seen now that there is more evil than there would ever be good, as the only ones truly left that would go countless amount of hours overtime, give up their sleep, their time to do sacrifices for you, are all gone. I've been in long enough to know the real individuals who would go to the ends for you all.
Secondly, I would like to apologize when I had stopped working nearing the end to this fateful day. I, with the rest, had made the conscious decision that I was not going to work if F.E.A.R. was going to work on moneymakers alone. You need to understand that everyone is entitled to happiness, and ensured the best. I was miserable, I was not happy with F.E.A.R., and I was not going to be a chess piece to their game to gain money. I had explained this to FMA today, in which they began to understand, somewhat. But again, it is not fair to me to serve for such individuals if it's just moneymakers.
Officers:
I know some of you are going to leave, you are free to do what you wish. Some of you, who are still on my side, will stay. But, who knows, fate will determine what you do in the future. But you all are witness right now of what has happened, and you know how these men are. I never have kept a secret from you guys when I speak to you guys. So, you all know more than anyone else, how these people are.
HCOM:
Only a few of you are left, but you guys might/might not leave. To the rest of you, for those with not a clue of what's going on, as normal. Nothing will happen. And to those who are in HCOM, who do know it's bull, and support me, who are still in HCOM and will be staying, well, good luck.
VCO's:
Let me not. Andrew, no one was in favor of you for VCO. We had this talk many times. SHADOW, you would know the HCOM call when HCOM warned you not to do it, that they didn't feel comfortable with it, and Ace, you're another, but hey, I'll be satisfied when F.E.A.R. pays the price again.
SONICTHEHEDGEHOG: You are too passive and have done the worst mistake of your life for your clan. You have practically destroyed it. No one would ever go as far as to actually tell you what you did wrong as a Commander to actually try to help you. But you always took it as an insult. And I would always talk to SHADOW, and ask him to let me speak to you, and you never gave me that chance. You need to start learning to accept both sides. Not just people who will be a Yesman to you.
And SHADOWTHEHEDGEHOGXX: I feel betrayed by you. You, being someone I trusted very closely, and I would tell you anything because I cared about F.E.A.R.'s future and then this happens. I warned you, I would warn you, as a friend, tell you what you should do to keep our clan going, warn you of looming upcoming bad calls, and this is how you repay me? I will never look at you the same way. You were the biggest disappointment to me of all.
The topic is far more deep, but I will not stay up until 5 writing about it. This is the most brief way of explaining it though.
With that said, I take my leave. I will not be a chess piece to F.E.A.R. anymore. Shame.
Comments? I can give no less [Content Deleted] about them. |
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Adam335
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:07 PM |
tl;dr
If you ain't first, you're last. |
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:10 PM |
| Andrew is completely the same...no one ever felt comfortable talking to him. |
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Lejamm
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V401
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:11 PM |
BRIEF? LOL TL;DR
"why are all of you egocentric idiots?" -Zealots |
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SecutorIV
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:12 PM |
| Thank you for your service, General. |
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:12 PM |
| lmfao go away already v4, you're trying to become relevant by bashing on the topic. |
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VilleSlay
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Lejamm
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Bryce200
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| Joined: 06 Apr 2008 |
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:19 PM |
Rip fear I'll join the rebels.
~C&G shooting out treads rather then bullets since 2009 |
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ShadowSTR
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| Joined: 08 Jul 2010 |
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:22 PM |
" I shed tears for this clan and all of it was never cared for. " lmao |
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:23 PM |
| One of the last great generals of FEAR. What a shame. This is the dead ground the seed of Ichor will be planted in. A storm is coming. |
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Bryce200
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:29 PM |
Bump
~C&G shooting out treads rather then bullets since 2009 |
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SwitchOff
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| 01 Jan 2015 10:56 PM |
Goodbye, Eddie.
FEAR lost a great person
what a loss |
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Buster362
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| 02 Jan 2015 07:38 AM |
i have no idea what is happening but ok
maybe now you can be funny and "immature" or "idiotic" as you would see it and enjoy some fun roblox games!!! |
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Disav0w
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| Joined: 06 Jun 2013 |
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| 02 Jan 2015 07:42 AM |
| Heh, Buster... I do not have to stoop to that level, but maybe I'll have more time to enjoy games now.. How about we enjoy one.. One day.. |
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jwojwo12
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Poragonix
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Buster362
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| 02 Jan 2015 07:56 AM |
| sounds good to me. you must promise to play the mad murderer. its a fun stress reliever XD |
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Ghost0ps
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| 02 Jan 2015 07:59 AM |
| Well, sad to see you go from FEAR. Hopefully they will appreciate whats given to them in the future. |
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beloxy
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| 02 Jan 2015 08:15 AM |
I'm sorry it had to end like this man...It really is sad. I don't know if you're going to join Ichor, but I really do wish them luck. Not lucky n destroying FEAR, but rising up. Those people are a generation I'll never forget. If you ever want to talk about whatever, feel free to skype me :). I can concur with Buster that Mad Murderer is the ultimate stress reliever :P.
Stay in touch, I'm sorry about what happened.
-Bel |
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