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| 04 Dec 2014 01:57 PM |
I hate when people are like "oh yeah lol i totes have ocd".
With me I'm actually doctor diagnosed.
My symptoms are:
-needing to feel equal feelings on both sides of my body (like if i scratch my left eye i immediately need to balance it out by scratching my left eye)
-obsessive hand washing
-constant violent and agressive thoughts (about 90% of my thought are like "i wish this person would die" or "i wish this person got r@ped" or "I wish this person commited sulcide" and I fear if I don't reply in my head with "no I don't" then it will come true, which actually leads to arguments in my head)
-constantly having thoughts/ visions of family members dying
-constantly feeling the need to check potential hazards (like mopping a floor so my parents won't slip and break their necks, or checking if the oven is on or even pressing my ear against my parent's bedroom door to make sure they're snoring and not dead/ in a coma)
I talked to a doctor about it and actually have OCD. I'm also T1 Diabetic (have been for 3 and a half years) and have social anxiety which causes me to produce alot of saliva and swallow alot, as well as often having feelings of claustrophobia at awkward times.
Does anyone else know what it's like to actually have OCD.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:00 PM |
@PvN
Do you really?
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:01 PM |
| wow all those issues sound hardcore doe |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:02 PM |
| I do, not as bad as you though... |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:03 PM |
The worse one is the violent thoughts.
I would actualy have to stop talking so I can respond in my head.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:05 PM |
@nutty
What are your symptoms?
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:05 PM |
i have the "needing to have equal feelings" symptom i don't have OCD tho other stuff i have rarely i sometimes are really careful sometimes not |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:08 PM |
Fair enough @ilga
I didn't think it was OCD until I went to my local GP.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:09 PM |
"What are your symptoms?"
I have to make everything orderly and symmetrical And I want everything correct and I check it at least a million times Also I doubt things like if I've locked the door or something like that. |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:11 PM |
let the thoughts take over kill kill kill KILL KILL KILL KILL IS GOOD IT IS GOOD FOR YOU KILLLLLLLLL
You're stinking up the subforum. |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:11 PM |
@nutty thats not bad at all no rly i have these symptoms too but i dont have OCD |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:13 PM |
Omg i hate that last one.
Every day when I'm leaving to go to school I run up the stairs to make sure my bedroom light and corridor lights are off, even if I already turned them off.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:15 PM |
@brick
GO AWAY EVIL THOUGHTS :(
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:15 PM |
| buy the monk dvd collection |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:15 PM |
| i HAVE to close my rooms door if i want to sleep |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:17 PM |
"I have to make everything orderly and symmetrical And I want everything correct and I check it at least a million times Also I doubt things like if I've locked the door or something like that."
unless you've talked to a doctor, this isn't OCD. it could potentially be OCPD (obsessive compulsive personality disorder) which is different from OCD though, and it's not as serious. |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:18 PM |
@Wom
Every night when I go to bed I cover my bedroom mirror with clothes because I fear ghosts or demons will try to escape from my mirror. And if the door is open even just a smidge, I will jump out of bed to slam it shut.
Also if I wake up at 3am I won't sleep until 4am because 3am - 4am is the witching hour and I'm scared a demon will possess me if i go back to sleep.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:19 PM |
im not doctor diagnosed but i am sure that i have it i ALWAYS check things over and over thoughts that i dont want always repeat when im building, it HAS to be symmetrical i freak out about little things and i have the exact same constant aggressive thoughts
when its paired with adhd, it SUCKS |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:19 PM |
@ez
I've talked to a doctor at my local GP.
He said it was OCD. I was worried something was wrong with me so I got it checked out.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:21 PM |
OMG YES I HAVE THIS WEIRD FEELING THAT PEOPLE ARE ALWAYS WATCHING ME and i'm scared of going in the dark because of aliens/demons |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:21 PM |
@Coffee
The unwanted thoughts are so irritating! It's like there's another voice in my head that's feeding me these thoughts.
I constantly try not to have these thoughts in public as I worry that people can actually read minds. I know it sounds ridiculous but I'm dead serious.
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:21 PM |
think about death! DEATH! THINK THAT IM DYING KILL ME WITH YOU MIND! DEATH!
death
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:21 PM |
"unless you've talked to a doctor, this isn't OCD. it could potentially be OCPD (obsessive compulsive personality disorder) which is different from OCD though, and it's not as serious."
Yeah, I don't have it as bad but If I see a wonky picture at your house I will explode.
I spoke to a doctor and they said It might be OCD or some sort of it (like you said OPCD) |
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| 04 Dec 2014 02:22 PM |
i have autism and OT.
these two problems together are worse via all your symptoms
(except for the diabetes) |
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