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| 03 Dec 2014 12:10 PM |
i just had a dream that was really bad and it was that my roblox account got terminated again. I remember in the dream how i tried to log into a namechange and everything was actually getting blurry and i was just extremely shocked. I told my parent that my roblox acount is terminated and i dont remember what had happened but i woke up having illusions and being very weak. I kept hearing my parent say how they sold my circuit board for 300 dollars, i dont know what else but i can remember everything that they said, but i cant understand it somehow, i had this dream a few times and my roblox account actually gets terminated after it. I know that it doesn't predict when my roblox account gets terminated, but why do i instinctively know it will get terminated again. The ban was because I got a gift item too fast. I couldn't talk at all, I was that weak when I woke up. I couldn't even hear what people were actually saying. The 300 dollar circuit board thing was horrible. It didn't happen. When I finally could talk I said "I think i'm having illusions". They assured I wasnt and now im here and the circuit board is still there. I don't know why im so weak but i think that i have had thousands of circuit boards thrown out not even by my guardian (guardian is a anonymous term for parent or legal guardian if you dont know) I just cant describe the feeling. My roblox account is still there but im scared to use it. This dream has reoccured 3-4 times now. One was with a namechange I wanted to do, then I think i forgot i made a inappropriate account name and someone mini modded it, I actually got terminated for that. I have had them since 2013 and a few other times were about other stuff I remember but cant understand or recall somehow. I logged into a namechange like it was a alternate account in the dream. twcgraphic is just a namechanged account. I still have it as 7w4. Roblox seems fine and I just realized that I had a dream of playing it all night or something. I had some type of dream of me being on the tv i think and i did use a tv to play roblox earlier for testing, and it looked weird and i think the dream looked like that. I woke up so effected in shock of my own mind I was having a dream still. I dont want this type of dream anymore. Its as if the terminations are finally relapsing to what I really thought of them as I get slowly recovered from them I enter the state I was in as they were made, I guess? i just had a dream that was really bad and it was that my roblox account got terminated again. I remember in the dream how i tried to log into a namechange and everything was actually getting blurry and i was just extremely shocked. I told my parent that my roblox acount is terminated and i dont remember what had happened but i woke up having illusions and being very weak. I kept hearing my parent say how they sold my circuit board for 300 dollars, i dont know what else but i can remember everything that they said, but i cant understand it somehow, i had this dream a few times and my roblox account actually gets terminated after it. I know that it doesn't predict when my roblox account gets terminated, but why do i instinctively know it will get terminated again. The ban was because I got a gift item too fast. I couldn't talk at all, I was that weak when I woke up. I couldn't even hear what people were actually saying. The 300 dollar circuit board thing was horrible. It didn't happen. When I finally could talk I said "I think i'm having illusions". They assured I wasnt and now im here and the circuit board is still there. I don't know why im so weak but i think that i have had thousands of circuit boards thrown out not even by my guardian (guardian is a anonymous term for parent or legal guardian if you dont know) I just cant describe the feeling. My roblox account is still there but im scared to use it. This dream has reoccured 3-4 times now. One was with a namechange I wanted to do, then I think i forgot i made a inappropriate account name and someone mini modded it, I actually got terminated for that. I have had them since 2013 and a few other times were about other stuff I remember but cant understand or recall somehow. I logged into a namechange like it was a alternate account in the dream. twcgraphic is just a namechanged account. I still have it as 7w4. Roblox seems fine and I just realized that I had a dream of playing it all night or something. I had some type of dream of me being on the tv i think and i did use a tv to play roblox earlier for testing, and it looked weird and i think the dream looked like that. I woke up so effected in shock of my own mind I was having a dream still. I dont want this type of dream anymore. Its as if the terminations are finally relapsing to what I really thought of them as I get slowly recovered from them I enter the state I was in as they were made, I guess? What should I do about this? Its absolutely horrible. i just had a dream that was really bad and it was that my roblox account got terminated again. I remember in the dream how i tried to log into a namechange and everything was actually getting blurry and i was just extremely shocked. I told my parent that my roblox acount is terminated and i dont remember what had happened but i woke up having illusions and being very weak. I kept hearing my parent say how they sold my circuit board for 300 dollars, i dont know what else but i can remember everything that they said, but i cant understand it somehow, i had this dream a few times and my roblox account actually gets terminated after it. I know that it doesn't predict when my roblox account gets terminated, but why do i instinctively know it will get terminated again. The ban was because I got a gift item too fast. I couldn't talk at all, I was that weak when I woke up. I couldn't even hear what people were actually saying. The 300 dollar circuit board thing was horrible. It didn't happen. When I finally could talk I said "I think i'm having illusions". They assured I wasnt and now im here and the circuit board is still there. I don't know why im so weak but i think that i have had thousands of circuit boards thrown out not even by my guardian (guardian is a anonymous term for parent or legal guardian if you dont know) I just cant describe the feeling. My roblox account is still there but im scared to use it. This dream has reoccured 3-4 times now. One was with a namechange I wanted to do, then I think i forgot i made a inappropriate account name and someone mini modded it, I actually got terminated for that. I have had them since 2013 and a few other times were about other stuff I remember but cant understand or recall somehow. I logged into a namechange like it was a alternate account in the dream. twcgraphic is just a namechanged account. I still have it as 7w4. Roblox seems fine and I just realized that I had a dream of playing it all night or something. I had some type of dream of me being on the tv i think and i did use a tv to play roblox earlier for testing, and it looked weird and i think the dream looked like that. I woke up so effected in shock of my own mind I was having a dream still. I dont want this type of dream anymore. Its as if the terminations are finally relapsing to what I really thought of them as I get slowly recovered from them I enter the state I was in as they were made, I guess? I didnt get appealed I think i didnt even try i just dont know , i was on the verge of crying. The bad moderators are gone I know, but why am I still having flashbacks of something that didnt even happen to me or effect me? I'm shaking now and I'm for some reason very strong but i didnt get the electro neural connection yet to move my muscles at full potential. I feel empty. |
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| 03 Dec 2014 12:10 PM |
| I have ptsd from a kids game and bad moderators, I guess. |
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| 03 Dec 2014 12:20 PM |
i've been having nightmares ever since november 1st mostly abbout roblox |
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| 03 Dec 2014 04:30 PM |
passing out after a termination is so okay
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