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| 26 Oct 2014 07:37 PM |
not excluding runons either!
i have a ton of problems that i cant even call writers block or artists block or whatever i mean i just i cant even have interest in rps theyre just so boring to me for some reason??? i just i dont even know what to do i used to love roleplaying so much but now i just feel disconnected and unwanted as if im just another burden that people barely tolerate. as if everyones best buddies with each other in this weird elite secret club that im not in and it just makes me feel really excluded and ugh
and every time i try making a character they always seem so boring shallow and one dimensional no matter what i do or try its just i cant even bring myself to try to make characters anymore because i know they wont be as good as anyone elses theyre just tolerated like i said and i dont even understand why. i always get this eternal feeling that everyones laughing at me and my characters because of how ridiculous they are and how theyre not witty therye just stupid and dumb and everything i do is dumb and silly
my art is barely anything its just average no one even cares much about it either and i always feel like im on the sidelines doing nothing useful because no ones going to fjifldsacvi care no ones going to care about anything i do at all so really im basically invisible
this is getting so deep i cant help but ask what the hell is the point anymore. what do i really want from all this. why am i not good enough for anything
i hate feeling like this all the time i just hate it i hate it i hate it |
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lChasel
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:40 PM |
| sounds like someone is a questionable teenager? |
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:41 PM |
i indeed am a teenager yes
its not very questionable |
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:45 PM |
in other words im also considering leaving this forum
of course
no one really cares about that lmao |
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:53 PM |
uhh lemme
honestly i tried leaving a bunch of times already but it seems that
i just
i cant leave because everytime i always find that i have nothing to do and that this is pretty much the only place where i feel comfortable rping other than with "close" friends on skype. i just i feel really cursed at this point. i dont feel good about coming back here because i always get this weird feeling that im probably doing something wrong but that happens anyways so what am i supposed to do
so really chances are ill either stay or ill leave for a few days and come back because i suck at keeping promises. i dunno. im probably going to chose the former tbh because im lacking hobbies im actually okay at |
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:54 PM |
how about we talk in skype
about life and stuff
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birm123
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:54 PM |
pick, I've only gotten the chance to see one of your arts and it was amazing
and when you do RP it's like
20x better than me
or
a lot of people
you're good pick
you just have to believe and find a good RP that suits you
or even make an RP and ask someone else to op it |
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:55 PM |
still waiting
on that nation rp
birm |
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birm123
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:58 PM |
still waiting birm
still waiting |
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birm123
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| 26 Oct 2014 07:59 PM |
"how about we talk in skype"
dont use skype a lot anymore
not at all these days
"pick, I've only gotten the chance to see one of your arts and it was amazing "
"and when you do RP it's like 20x better than me or a lot of people"
"you're good pick"
oh
hey
thanks
"you just have to believe and find a good RP that suits you"
im still searching for it
but um this might sound like im making excuses but
even if i find a really fun looking rp i either get stuck on making a character and not join, or i do make a character, but then i see all these people with better characters and actual interaction in between. then i just quit because i just i dont know
i just got this weird feeling theres probably something wrong with me
"or even make an RP and ask someone else to op it"
i actually gave an unfinished rp to someone and they finished it and is actually oping it right now
its doing surprisingly well actually uh, but thats probably because shes a way better rp manager than i am. |
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birm123
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| 26 Oct 2014 08:01 PM |
pick
everyone has a better cs than me
what matters is the effort you out into actually rping |
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| 26 Oct 2014 08:02 PM |
"what matters is the effort you out into actually rping"
what if the effort doesnt show tho |
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birm123
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| 26 Oct 2014 08:04 PM |
well if that happens
um
im not built for being inspirational...
then at least you tried. |
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| 26 Oct 2014 08:07 PM |
my life in a single jpg:
http://media.tum blr.com/tu mblr_m5fd13UuTH1qm9dli.jpg |
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| 26 Oct 2014 09:06 PM |
as if everyones best buddies with each other in this weird elite secret club that im not in and it just makes me feel really excluded and ugh
Picka, Picka, Picka, I'm going to tell you the secret to making friends. Ready for this? Ready? Alright, here it goes.
Don't arbitrarily insult people at the drop of a hat. So, don't...For example call people nerds or weaboos. You can hand that right?
(Oh, and don't kill yourself or anything. That'd be a downer.) |
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| 26 Oct 2014 09:06 PM |
You can hand that right?
"handle" |
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| 26 Oct 2014 09:14 PM |
| There's a secrete club? :) |
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| 26 Oct 2014 09:21 PM |
pick, I've only gotten the chance to see one of your arts and it was amazing
and when you do RP it's like
20x better than me
or
a lot of people
you're good pick
you just have to believe and find a good RP that suits you
or even make an RP and ask someone else to op it X2 (Don't leave pik, youre the best burd queen and im that bad at drawing I can only photograph Other people have it worse just think of yourself as the most important person in the universe thats how I think nothing ever gets me down these days |
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| 26 Oct 2014 09:30 PM |
ust think of yourself as the most important person in the universe thats how I think
Please don't listen to him. The last thing we need is for your ego to skyrocket even higher then it already is. You'd burst through the ozone layer and our kids would all die of global warming.
(Our eventual metaphorical kids that is.) |
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| 26 Oct 2014 09:55 PM |
Join a nation rp, you dont have to know anything to seem reasonable.
cough cough to the stars cough cough |
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