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| 25 Sep 2014 04:48 PM |
King Hurricane/jk2515/KingHurrican3
It started with the first kid I ever ch0ked. Then thinking I can't rap and saying this will be the worst verse I never wrote. Walking around with confidence thinking I had it. But I was dead wrong, cause the next day I was lookin the saddest. You see I betrayed myself by making dumb mistakes. I stopped thinking and started to miscalculate. If there's a right path then show me. I'm tired of sitting in the dark being lonely. Sometimes I just want to time travel. Stop myself from ever getting the ball and prevent myself from getting tackled. Then I wouldn't be in this situation. Thoughts of su1cide and cutting off blood circulation. I walk around doing bad things and suffering the consequence. Every day I walk it seems like I lose confidence. Wishin I had a homie. Just somebody to talk to instead of being lonely. Every day I feel like a idiot. Like the princess when she kissed the amphibian. Having visions of myself in the courtyard. K1lling people with bad grades on my report card. I just wish somebody would k1ll me. I'm tired of having to live with lies and feel guilty. My only answer is v1iolence. Thoughts that crazy people have, I'm seeing too many signs of it. Why couldn't somebody talk to me before I lost it. But now I just want to fight people until I'm exhausted. My life is sinking, the ship had a leak. I've lost it, my brain is the master of hide and go seek. This was not my intensions. If I wasn't lonely this all could've been prevented. Nobody understands the pain that I felt. Therefore I'm left alone, only talking to myself. I feel like being lonely is my assignment. Just standing by and watching the cop car sirens. And then everything breaks into dead silence. And then there's explosions, a part of science. Sometimes I just want a close friend. Not someone to (c)ut me and leave the wound open. Right now I'm a wreckless driver. In the apocalypse trying to be a survivor. I'm startin to light lighters. Just to try and k1ll myself but it always ends up with fire fighters. I want the world to stop spinning on it's axis. Mind filled with hate cause I'm lonely, with visions of my mom in car cr2shes. I just want a friend. I'm Lonely East Coast. |
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| 25 Sep 2014 04:54 PM |
| relax and quit thinkin' negative |
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| 25 Sep 2014 05:03 PM |
Wobull killed the moment xD
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| 25 Sep 2014 05:07 PM |
| That's the problem. I can't stop thinking negative. |
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| 25 Sep 2014 05:56 PM |
| Me too. Probably because everyone hates me and my anxiety and borderline depression issues returned since school started...EXACTLY why im making my track "ALONE" |
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| 25 Sep 2014 06:18 PM |
| Cane, you know i got yo back, pm me if you wanna, i got ya brah |
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| 25 Sep 2014 06:20 PM |
"Me too. Probably because everyone hates me and my anxiety and borderline depression issues returned since school started...EXACTLY why im making my track "ALONE""
this is what ruined rap kids acting depressed just because they have no friends maybe that's because you act that way
C'mon everyone, let's take a ride in my balloon / casino! |
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| 25 Sep 2014 06:49 PM |
| Well it wasn't really riends for me. I have friends but nobody really has my back. |
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| 25 Sep 2014 06:51 PM |
that wasn't directed towards you hurricane you're good
C'mon everyone, let's take a ride in my balloon / casino! |
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| 26 Sep 2014 11:37 AM |
| read a don't kill yourself book |
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| 26 Sep 2014 11:48 AM |
Everybody tryna act like they got that "low-life" and how its hard.... Read that book ^
JOSIE! |
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