NotAshley
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| 19 Sep 2014 11:59 PM |
I posted something like this a couple days ago but it got deleted for whatever reason, so I shrugged it off. I thought I should re-write it because it's more relevant now.
This is a rant, but it isn't one of those depressing rants where I explain why everyone hates me, or a quitting rant, or an "I'm secretly a guy" rant. It's more of a way for me to say "I'm sorry for being an idiot."
First off, yes, I can type properly. It's just that most OTers seem to dislike people who try too hard to use correct grammar. But it has recently come to my attention that changing the way I type in an attempt to fit in is probably a horrible idea.
Second off, it seems I've made a lot of enemies on OT. Maybe I am a crapposting attention seeker and I don't even realize it. Or maybe I'm just trying too hard to fit in. Either way, while it's great to have people who stand up for me, there's a lot of more mature people on OT who I would really enjoy getting along with.
I still see OT as a place to be fun and post whatever the heck you want. I'm definitely not quitting, if that's what you're wondering. I just thought I should let everyone know that I want to be myself from now on.
tl;dr I've been hiding behind a false personality to try to become more popular. |
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SMS1337
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:00 AM |
wrong time 2 post mod on
mlg post|pro noscoper|noot noot |
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NotAshley
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:00 AM |
"wrong time 2 post mod on"
I'm sure they won't bite. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:00 AM |
| gee like we HAVENT SEEN THIS before |
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pwner195
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:01 AM |
this post
makes me want to insult you |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:01 AM |
hiding your personality to become more popular? on a game where millions(according to roblox) of players would dare not say the name to anyone in real life what I would say to this is not to care, because you obviously do, but rather life with it and be happy to everyone im my list of how to consider people u are at bottom loser but since ur a girl(totally sexist) I want a chance with u so what u say babeh boo lemme rub ur tummy lol /sc |
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NotAshley
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:02 AM |
| This post was probably a mistake |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:02 AM |
Know that by doing this you will become like me Relatively known yet somewhat unknown But yeah expressing your feelings yeah /thumbs up
"The Sauza so malo...", and then she said "You need to grow up." |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:05 AM |
still trying to become a popular person on ROBLOX? lol lol lol but still, not a mistake bc u feel like u need to do something that's right for yourself so u can do it by becoming my sx mate in my bed if its easier |
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NotAshley
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:07 AM |
| Nobody's going to read the whole post and everybody's going to assume the worst I bet |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:08 AM |
No, I read the entire post. Just be you. No one is telling you to change. Be who you're proud of. Be yourself. |
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NotAshley
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:09 AM |
"Just be you. No one is telling you to change. Be who you're proud of. Be yourself."
Thanks for understanding. OT shouldn't really taken seriously, I guess. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:10 AM |
| I've never realized how much hate you can get by using proper grammar. Don't listen to kids who spend their entire life on OT. By the way, I'm not an OTer. I am an ATRer. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:10 AM |
Ashely u seem to be built around the bases that you actually care what people think about your post, and seem to be in denial and think that no one actually cares u are an interesting case for philosophers and I bet u could get one to study ur case |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:13 AM |
"Ashely u seem to be built around the bases that you actually care what people think about your post, and seem to be in denial and think that no one actually cares u are an interesting case for philosophers and I bet u could get one to study ur case"
If you haven't been on the internet for 10 years, your personality counts. It's how you're seen as a person. |
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NotAshley
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:14 AM |
"Ashely u seem to be built around the bases that you actually care what people think about your post, and seem to be in denial and think that no one actually cares"
This actually does have some truth to it. I'm under a bit of social stress and sometimes use OT as a place to vent. Whether or not people care about my posts is irrelevant, but has a little bit of weight. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:16 AM |
@pop but in her context her personality is built by the community which in this case is probably making her feel depressed(assuming bc she feels the need to make a false personality) true personality tells who you are, but I believe if you want someone who truly is you it shouldn't depend on the community but ratheryour own research and understanding of life this is why her personality, isn't really hers |
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NotAshley
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:16 AM |
"Social anxiety?"
Yeah. I take meds for it but it's just one of those things. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:17 AM |
@Shadow
I know but it's also how she feels.
@Ashley
I have social anxiety, too. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:22 AM |
I don't know how social anxiety got into our society, but it apparently happens, and I guess my only treatement is to really question the world around u according to website, social anxiety is fear of what people say but what really do their impact have on you that can make u feel so bad? I will try to understand this people care what other people think, but in a sense if u remove the negative stuff from positive and u get only positive you can life without anxiety I would really say to think as much as possible you need help, both of u need to reason for yourselfs, seeking help will only make someone else come to shape how you think, and u don't want that because, u wanna shape urself how u think its the uniqueness of everyone that makes up the world |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:23 AM |
| It's not that easy. You obviously don't understand social anxiety. |
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:24 AM |
People pretending to be somebody else to fit in is something I really despise on OT, and just life in general. Thank you, for not being one of those people.
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| 20 Sep 2014 12:27 AM |
but I understand fear, which in many cases I feel a form of anxiety, not social but anxiety corresponds to a certain form of body-bad state I haven't got over my fear, but learned to live with it and living with it is the best I can do, because I know its inevitable its hard, I know but human brain is wired to be in a better state,(evolution) so take your time, but not to long, because time is never enough |
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