hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:15 PM |
I don't know your situation, but it sounds bad. I don't know wheather or not this is immidiate because sometimes OT makes a big deal of things, but I'll try my best.
I will say this, I've been there. I've seriously considered ending my life. This isn't really relavent to your situation, but I kind of have an idea of how you may feel.
I'm not going to tell you not to do it. I don't reccamend it, because things WILL get better, but ultimately the choice is yours.
If you feel like ending your life right now, have serioisly considered it, and/or have a plan, please, just contact a hotline. Promise us you won't do anythinfgfor at least 24 hours. Allow your self to calm down and get help, please.
If you just feel suicida1 in general, talk to a friend or somebody you trust. If there's nobody out there that you do trust, call a hotline and talk to them. I want you to know, it may not feel like it at times but there is somebody out there who would be crushed if you did this to yourself. Please. It might not be your direct family, if you have issues, but I assure you somebody does. Please, please get help.
It does get better. I promise you. |
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hivebent
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:16 PM |
this actually made me cry, knowing someone on ot can care. i thnank you and a couple other for support
the official hivebent of ot | im ivantastic/toolitia cause i namechanged :^) |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:18 PM |
| Nobody, nobody should ever feel like this, and anybody who tells someone to kill themselves is stupid and doesn't deserve life. |
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EvilaMel
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:18 PM |
The rope works!
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:19 PM |
"Nobody, nobody should ever feel like this, and anybody who tells someone to kill themselves is stupid and doesn't deserve life." you just did the exact thing to me by telling me i dont deserve life |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:21 PM |
| Im, yes, I did. The difference being is that those people are idiots who don't know or care about how real the pain can be. I didn't tell them to die, simply said they shouldn't be alive if they think lives should be ended that quickly. |
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paylay
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:22 PM |
| Not to sound insensitive or anything, but there is an amazing game on steam that takes you through depression. I played it and it actually taught me a lot about depression and how people feel when they have depression. It's called Depression Quest. |
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:23 PM |
| @paylay, the creator of that game is a hohohodummuy. |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:31 PM |
I've played depression quest. I've also had depression.
I don't think the game fully understand as there are many levels of depression and the main character seems to have very severe depression as he sometimes can't even move. Depression can hurt just as much without that severity. |
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:32 PM |
| if you didnt have it diagnosed i dont believe you |
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paylay
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:33 PM |
@hidogs I am just saying that after I played it, it made me realize that depression is not easily fixed and is never a joke. |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:37 PM |
Problem, me? Yes it is diagnosed and I take medication. (I'm supposed to anyway)
Pay, I'm not saying it doesn't do a good job helping people understand, just that it really only scratfches the surface |
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hivebent
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:38 PM |
i feel a lot better knowing one of my favorite oters actually cares
thanks doggy c:
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paylay
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:40 PM |
@Hidogs Yeah I get what you are saying. I haven't experienced depression myself so I really don't know the feelings of it, but I can see why it is so hard to fix. |
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:41 PM |
ive attempted su1cide 4 times and been taken to hospital m8 puggle probably wont do it or fail.
"Problem, me? Yes it is diagnosed and I take medication. (I'm supposed to anyway)"
lol i have anti anxiety medication and i refuse to take it incase it makes me worse or something
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:41 PM |
| Tip to the suicide person your talking about: use google and not bing. just a little tip cause google does something bing dosnt when you google suicide related things |
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:47 PM |
| is he actually doing it lol |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:48 PM |
From his other posts it sounds like a suicida1 feeling but not immidiate, guessing from what he said about posting it before and nothing happened/OT erupting suddenly.
But then he did say he was close to doing it, altough that doesn't always indicate an immidiate threat. |
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:51 PM |
okay if he was going to do it why is he posting it in a forum full of children i dont think hell do it. |
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paylay
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:53 PM |
@Problem He actually talked to a few different people and all of them are saying he was really close to doing it. |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:54 PM |
| I do think hes not lieing about being depressed/suicida1, but I'm not convinced he's doing it tonight. I won't assume though, because these things should be taken seriously. |
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hidogs
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| 25 Aug 2014 11:55 PM |
Pay, oh. Wow.
I hope he doesn't do it. |
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