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| 13 Jul 2014 12:00 PM |
Yeah, whatever. I know I've posted a similar thread before, but I don't care anymore. For those of you who don't know, I've been struggling with depression/self-harm/s.uicidal thoughts for a long time now, and it just keeps getting worse and worse every day. Music helps sometimes, my friends help sometimes, my girlfriend helps sometimes, but I always keep getting these thoughts that tell me I'm still worthless, that no one likes me, that it's better for me to just die, and everything. I don't care if you call me an attention seeker or whatever, but I'm just posting this to tell you that I'm probably gonna attempt suicide tonight. If I posted it on OT, they'd flame me, so posting it on my second-most active subforum makes sense to me. Go ahead and make fun of me more, try to make me do it now instead of later tonight; or maybe, for the people who aren't soulless bastards, you can try to feebly convince me that "life is worth it!!1!" or whatever. I've heard it all before, so don't get your hopes up.
inb4 "lel ur n attenshun sekr!!!1!!!11!"
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:04 PM |
| why post about it more if you're just gonna get harassed |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:05 PM |
@scott because maybe MT is better with this than OT maybe
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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JunJoe
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:09 PM |
| Don't kill yourself, my best friend almost did and it was rough. I mean all I can say is that it gets better. Admit yourself to psychiatric facility, they're not that bad to be honest, the one my friend had to go to was more "homey" than I thought it would be. |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:09 PM |
@ugly i know but if i posted it in ot, half the replies would be "lol go kill urself now u emo fegit" and the other half would be "OMG NO BBY IF YOU DO IT I'M DOING IT TOO"
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:10 PM |
| I honestly sometimes think life is worthless too, but I don't think you should commit suicide, try to find what makes you happy |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:11 PM |
@jun if i try and fail then i'll probably be put in one anyways
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:13 PM |
| I have ADHD and I think I'm bi polar so I'm depressed a lot too, but I'm only depressed at home when I'm not doing nothing due to the fact that I over think |
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JunJoe
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:13 PM |
if i try and fail then i'll probably be put in one anyways
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Well don't try |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:16 PM |
@jun my life's been a total trainwreck since i turned 7 i've been the victim of physical, verbal, and s.3xual abuse, i have multiple mental disorders, i feel like everything i do is wrong, and i hate myself more than anyone else in the world i've been depressed since i was 9 and cutting since i was 11, and then my mum died when i was 12, and since then everything's just still going down further and further
i don't think i have any other way out i've been trying so hard but i just don't see a way out anymore
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:17 PM |
stop posting about this youre seriously the supreme dumbass around here
I can't even be arsed to laugh a you anymore
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:18 PM |
You've been r@ped? O.O
Either way I would just try to get revenge on those ppl |
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JunJoe
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:19 PM |
i don't think i have any other way out i've been trying so hard but i just don't see a way out anymore
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have you tried just leaving? disconnect from the internet, well maybe not on your phone, and just leave. cut ties, not wrists |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:20 PM |
Letting us know is going to make it worse.
Just dont play roblox
stand up for yourself
and everything will be fine |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:23 PM |
@jun my issues have nothing to do with the internet at all doing that will only make it worse because i'm addicted to the internet now @street yeah my uncle did it it was a continuous thing, every time he saw me between the ages of 7 and 12, he would touch me, uh, "inappropriately" he got arrested when i was 12 but then my mom died shortly after so it's not like i had much time to be happy he was gone @japan thanks
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:23 PM |
DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE. Your parents love you. I have horrid things happen to me every day. Spend more time with your parents and your gf. If it's other people that causing it, then think don't pay attention to what they think about you, just think about yourself. You made your life goal when you were a kid, did you not? It is 100% possible to achieve that goal! Whether you want to be a baseball, cricket, or football player, maybe you want to TAKE OVER THE WORLD!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I literally wouldn't mind if some robloxian took over the world. Humans were meant to be just another regular old forest animal, one that thinks the meaning of life is to sleep, eat, and reproduce. But we think that's just gone for an ape, and we evolved into life better than being just a wild animal. You know the meme, Yolo? iT means you only live once. You have to take the time, enjoying what a human's life has to offer. You have friends. You've grown up to learn, and have a job, and your children will be sad to see you go.
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:24 PM |
| Death is the end and nothing is after it. if you want to live another mile, death is not the answer |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:26 PM |
"Yes I love the attention! Keep feeding me it!"
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:27 PM |
| Nobody knows what's after death |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:27 PM |
| We dont know but its most likely to be nothing. |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:28 PM |
@japan you know what, if you hate me so much, why don't i just make you happy and do it now? would that please you?
♫ This is not what it is, only baby scars / I need your love like a boy needs his mother's side ♫ |
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| 13 Jul 2014 12:28 PM |
"Nobody knows what's after death" your body rotting in the ground |
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