OTMoris
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:01 PM |
When I used to go to public school, kids would insult me a lot. I was probably asking for it, but they could've given me time to adjust to the public school system. The harsh treatment did whip me into shape, however, and I felt myself maturing. Around 7th grade I was in new territory and when I was harassed, I'd brood about it like a sociopath, having daytime fantasies of physically rek'ing my tormentors.
I close myself up from other people so they can't criticize me for something I said or did. People ask me why I'm so quiet, and I didn't know what to say. Now I do: "I have social anxiety because I take things very personally. If I were to open myself up to someone too early, I would allow myself to become that brooding sociopath again. I do not want that." |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:03 PM |
| im rlly awkward so ppl think im weird and im also scared of older people at my school so yeah |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:03 PM |
Got bullied Punched the bully in the face Went to the mental hospital for as year. ~based of a true story~ |
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OTMoris
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:04 PM |
@TroopLoop
Awkward girls are cute, tho. :3
@xxthekittyloverxx
Damn. That's stupid. |
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XTGNecro
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:07 PM |
I don't really have some
tho I'm not confident with girls at all |
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nramsey
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:08 PM |
| I seldom experience social anxiety. |
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supernavo
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:09 PM |
@Fire
I know how you feel. I always blush or feel my legs shake everytime I'm with my crush. and whats worst is that my crush hangs out at my Best friend's house nearly everyday. |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:10 PM |
"@Fire
I know how you feel. I always blush or feel my legs shake everytime I'm with my crush. and whats worst is that my crush hangs out at my Best friend's house nearly everyday."
Mines gone
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OTMoris
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:12 PM |
Girls have shot me down so often in the past that I don't even wanna be around them anymore. If you don't play by their code of feelings and crap and make a mistake, they will b-out at you like nobody's business and it always has to be your fault , every time.
PLATONIC BROTHERHOOD, FTW. |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:14 PM |
Used to get bullied badly back in 3rd-5th grade Always was shy from the start I've always been a scaredy-cat in general |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:15 PM |
"Girls have shot me down so often in the past that I don't even wanna be around them anymore. If you don't play by their code of feelings and crap and make a mistake, they will b-out at you like nobody's business and it always has to be your fault , every time."
I've never gotten super close to a girl to ask out
I mean idk I'm just not confident at all |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:16 PM |
no one talked to me in kindergarten through third grade, i was a scrublord, i had like 3 friends, all the popular people would call my bluffs, I was a massive nerd
that does not phase me
i became extremely popular in fifth grade and now have a very sizable friend base in high school
the ogrelord smiles brightly |
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shadow97
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:18 PM |
| I don't have social anxiety |
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ShoeTap
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:19 PM |
well, oh god, i feel open right now so here we go
it's always hard to explain for me, but it started a couple years ago when i thought i deserved to die, (that was kind of hard saying that) and i thought i couldnt talk to people because i had low self esteem, then there's another part to this story which is private and slightly disturbing, i'm lazy and don't feel like bringing back the memories
but after a while i became selective mute, which slowly started to fade when i became less scared that people would yell at me for talking because i would always think everything i say is wrong, stupid, or would affect others, et cetera
i still stutter a lot when talking to people i don't know, or usually have long pauses between everything, thinking of things to say
i'm still pretty f'ed up with my social anxiety
but it got so bad (i still do this, sadly) i never went up to the cashier, waiter, et cetera, i don't order my own food, et cetera, i have whoever is with me do it for me (i feel bad about it)
but my dad forces me to talk, (one of the reasons i stopped talking selectively)
ok, i did it i said it |
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Xingg
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:20 PM |
my brothers are literal scrubs to me everyday then they say "oh lol it's jsut a ajoeke cnant yoyu tkae a joekek!?1/!!?1/1/?!?1/1//!one" i'm also afraid of being rejected, so i don't talk to people a lot if i want to hang out with them |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:23 PM |
@shadow
come play xbox with me noob |
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nikplz
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:24 PM |
| i'm not awkward AF so i don't have social anxiety. i am shy tho that's about it. |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:24 PM |
no social anxiety
I just am harassed by kids and I don't take any of it |
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MrPhelps
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:25 PM |
I have voiced it perfectly here:
http://www.roblox.com/Social-Anxiety-place?id=164033850
~OT Arkham Knight~
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OTMoris
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| Joined: 10 Jun 2014 |
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:25 PM |
@ShoeTap
I read that all, and something in particular caught my attention:
"scared that people would yell at me for talking because i would always think everything i say is wrong, stupid, or would affect others, et cetera"
THIS. When I try saying something scientific, someone calls me an idiot. When I say something wrong, someone corrects me in a rude manner. I used to get shot down so much and I'd just get so angry that I didn't know how to retaliate.
"i still stutter a lot when talking to people i don't know, or usually have long pauses between everything, thinking of things to say"
I talk quietly, in low tones, and stumble over my words like a dark cave full of boulders. It's especially tough when they don't communicate back to me. So I know how that feels, too.
"but it got so bad (i still do this, sadly) i never went up to the cashier, waiter, et cetera, i don't order my own food, et cetera, i have whoever is with me do it for me (i feel bad about it)"
I have to summon a buncha' courage just to do those things. Keep trying, though, even if you do sound like a robot. Just an encouraging thought, tho...
Thanks for sharing that, Shoe. |
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ShoeTap
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| 30 Jun 2014 06:25 PM |
"I just am harassed by kids and I don't take any of it"
how how how how ?¿¿
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