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| 06 Jun 2014 12:10 AM |
so I don't care what any of you think well I do a little but still
idk. depression is a thing. love is a thing. so is anxiety. yeah insecurity
if you mix all those together you get an awkward wanting to do sudoku idgit who gets pulled knives on for being hamoman and hey I may or may not be dead in a few hours so great first night of summer I can't even keep my head clearly enough to focus on anything except that my parents want me out of their life because I fell in love with a guy who cheated on me and promised I could run away with him
but yknow this isn't a Cinderella story so he obviously left me and is now probably on the other side of the country with all my money I've saved up for else to leave with
so I'm stuck here in my bed. waiting on me to get the guts up to cut and shut up I know it doesn't help anything. call me an edgy little mister but cutting has gotten idk relaxing???,??? it's just odd. I like to do it but when the knife hits my arm I spaze out and turn into a normal person and start crying my eyes out and thinking about all the mistakes I've done and I'm in love with someone who will never ever want me back no matter what I do because of how depressed I am all the time and no matter how hard I try to be happy I screw it up
so hello ot how are you |
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| 06 Jun 2014 12:15 AM |
| I asked how you were now answer me |
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jakenhic1
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Spreck
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Skellor
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| 06 Jun 2014 12:22 AM |
my sister went through the same stuff for like a year
not the same situation but the depression and cutting and such |
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| 06 Jun 2014 12:24 AM |
@skellor
I'm really sorry to hear about that :((( you can talk about it if you want |
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Skellor
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| 06 Jun 2014 12:24 AM |
well its better now
she finally came out about it and got help for it and shes a lot happier now |
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