reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:25 PM |
i got off of sugar
video games (ones that are really fast paced with action and stuff)
tv
tons of junky food every day
and now
i feel a lot more happy and sad, which is unusual considering i would be angry, or just a straight line in emotion
i'm a lot more responsible, considering i would forget a lot of things or just get really lazy, i don't really do that anymore
my favorite genres of music have changed entirely, usually i would listen to pop/rock/alternative, now i listen to electronic, which tbh i didn't really like at all, except now i love listening to it
also i'm a lot more creative, since i'm writing a book and it was at the rate of never getting finished cause of always being distracted, i actually enjoy writing to where i can lose myself in it
oh and the food i eat, usually i would eat a ton of food everyday, now i don't eat a ton, the weirdest thing is for a snack i would get something like a piece of bread or some chips, now i get some fruit which is good
the best thing is i don't feel very uncomfortable to talk about it, i mean i felt really uncomfortable to talk about certain things, but now i'm fine with it
the only thing left to do is deal with my emotions on my own, but i'm not very old, so to have this happen early on rather than later on where i could be addicted to something a LOT worse is nice :) |
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reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:29 PM |
hm
i probably need to get in other emotions more
i don't feel a lot of fear/love/excitement/anger, so when it does happen it's like a volcano, except for anger, that i can handle pretty well |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:30 PM |
| Did you go to Passages Malibu |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:30 PM |
| don't get brainwashed by those hypocrite elders that talk to you about responsibility |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:31 PM |
RED! IT'S DAFFY OMG MAN I MISSED YOU |
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R052
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:32 PM |
same thing happened when i got off my meds
i got off my 30 mg daily amphetamines and i began to do more, had a better appetite, gained a healthy weight (i used to be like 90 pounds when i was 13 i was so weak i couldnt do anything), i get more sleep, and i dont even watch TV |
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reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:37 PM |
tbh the biggest issue for all of this was video games that made me angry/annoyed
league of legends got me REALLY angry/annoyed
i spent a lot of money on it as well
but i quit
it wasn't worth it
so writing made me more creative/open, music made me more happy/feel something, youtubers made me happy, and the forums here just let me express myself
the sugar, tv, and junky food i got off of cause what i'm doing now is basically what i felt from the addictions, literally it's like i replaced the addictions with something not as bad |
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reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:39 PM |
i forgot to say
i used to be REALLY attracted to people and their bodies, not their personality
it's the opposite now
which is nice considering i kind of had an addiction to it (teehee) |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:40 PM |
misleading title
You're stinking up the subforum. |
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reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:41 PM |
@flying
oops i didn't mean it literally |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:42 PM |
>addictions
are u kidding me |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:42 PM |
| I hit puberty. Now, instead of being forthright I cry a lot, laugh a lot and turned g@.y. |
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reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:43 PM |
@cute
well an addiction is something you can't stop needing, so i'm not kidding |
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:43 PM |
| i wish i could change myself |
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reddanger
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| 24 Apr 2014 05:45 PM |
"i wish i could change myself"
it's different for everyone
the self you are now could be the self you'll always be
addictions can affect how you are
it could even be the environment around you |
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