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| 05 Sep 2012 11:02 PM |
I’m going to post a farewell video, so you can check my channel: protagonist1ROBLOX
I suffered an innumerable amount of struggles in my life.
Opinions on FC HRs and LRs: http://www.roblox.com/Forum/ShowPost.aspx?PostID=77553828
First off, thank you to everyone who got me where I am today. Without you people, I’d be nothing. I owe it all to you guys. My enemies, friends, comrades, random people I met, people I hated and that hated me, peopled that loved me and I loved them, thank you. Each and every person I encountered brought me where I am today. Regardless of the fact if we were friends or not, if you didn’t notice me, it doesn’t matter. Where I am today, actually acknowledged for my skills, leading fine people in excellent groups, remembering my honour and so on, this would have never been attainable if it were not for you people.
Thank you. I earnestly say thank you.
Remember what I stood for? If you’re inactive, you’re useless to FC and your clan. Remember when I said an HR shouldn’t be inactive? Otherwise he/she is useless? Remember? These rules apply to one person the most, the one who made them. Me. I’m going to follow my principles. Dignatio gave me the option of being inactive, but I just can’t do that. I’m not going to go against my own teachings that I so very preached to so many. I’m resigning as a high rank in Frost Clan, therefore, I’m resigning from this game, Roblox.
This is where my road ends. I had a great time with you all. To everyone out there reading this, don’t just skim through the whole thing, I’d like you to actually read this all. (A bit arrogant but this is my moment, right?). This is my story as I remember it; this is the life of Protagonist1.
I started out Roblox back in mid 08. Protagonist1 wasn’t the first account I made, the first account I made was called something like xxdeath something something. I don’t know, it was stupid. I switched to another account and to another, which was Protagonist1.
I was a simple swordfighter. I went to SFOTHO and SFOTHIV everyday just sword fighting. I was in Frost Clan at the time but I was pure inactive and I had no idea how groups functioned. X101st raids, I killed everyone I saw, even FC, I didn’t know, I didn’t care. But I was with FC for a while. I left it and rejoined it so many times, because seriously, I NEVER understood about groups. If I had the knowledge I have now back then, I would’ve stayed in FC and wouldn’t have left and rejoined and so on.
Back in those days, I grew up with some amazing sword fighters, names that have been forgotten forever. These SF groups? The members in it? Pathetic. They were nothing compared to those back in the day. I’m not nearly as good as I was back then also. Anyway, I later on got bored of swordfighting and was being dedicated and committed to Frost Clan/FC.
I was regarded as a pretty good fighter, but not the best. I wasn’t acknowledged as much and barely anyone knew about me. The defends, the raids, the members, all of that. It was just so much fun. Numerous amount of breath taking moments occurred with me and my fighting. Impossible little things but that just summarized my whole day. I became one of the most active members in FC. I could take on a server of raiders. Slowly and slowly I started building up my reputation.
Back then, the “semi-high rank” was guardian. That’s what I achieved quite quickly. But the problem? I was probably the biggest team killer in all of Roblox. When I got bored, I walked in, said “hai” and killed half of the server. But everyone, excluding the HRs, still liked me. There wasn’t any reason to kiss up to me to I’m pretty sure it was genuine. As time and time progresses my friends, your old comrades leave and instantaneously, a new group of people replace them. That’s exactly what I witnessed.. I met so many people, so many were forgotten, so many quit the game etc.
I was learning a lot about other groups and how they were. The one that was most appealing to me was VAK. The way I COULD act, the way I COULD talk, the way I DID fight, everyone asked me if I was a VAK (mostly raiders and non-FC). I had the same reply “no”. But I always had a huge respect for VAK and always wanted to be in it. Always. I’d make friends with some random VAK too at some points in my life but whatever, they’re gone too now. VAK has fallen. Straight up. If it hasn’t FALLEN, then it’s FALLING. Simple. But that’s just my opinion.
TGI: Right now, in my opinion, this is the strongest group in Roblox. For sure. I’m happy I got a high rank in this group and met some old VAK, old friends and so on. But I can easily tell, the same thing will happen over and over again. TGI will one day eventually begin to fall. If not, that would be wonderful. But it happens to every good group. No matter what.
My story? Well, I quit roblox BEFORE TGI was made. When I came back, I was observing the group and wanted to join it quite badly because Brickster was leading it, and in case none of you noticed, he was an awesome VAK. I walked in one day, there was a “Matryl Cup” going on. I was just some random guy, SFed a few people and won it. That’s where I built my rep in TGI and actually started showing my skill. As for trainings? I failed at those, lmfao.
There’s a lot of people I’d like to thank. Trust me I really would love to. But right now, the only person I really feel like thanking the most was someone I looked up to so much; Lady Revaik. Ma’am, thank you for everything. No matter where I am, who I’m with, what status I’ve gained, I’ll always regard you as my superior. You were one of the people that majorly changed my life. Once again, thanks for everything, Ma’am. You’re the first HR I actually felt that deserved to be addressed as a superior. I wish I could’ve been your right hand man, but I thought I wouldn’t be too active in TGI. Near the ending, I started having a balance. But I guess it’s too late. Farewell Lady Seraphina Nevermoor. I haven’t dueled someone so well in ages. Goodbye TGI, continue being the best group.
There was so much drama with me in FC. Exilation votes for TKing, Warlord votes, so much drama. SO MUCH. In fact, on the FCC wall, when I was browsing through some pages, I noticed at least 20 pages were dedicated to me becoming warlord or not. <3 People were arguing, “Pro can only fight”, “No, he can lead, all the LRs love him”, “Pro has to improve, pro is an idiot, other groups are going to think we’re idiots for making him an HR”, “Pro said he can try if he wants”. All WLs and LRs (Low ranks) on my side, all Council members against me. I can only imagine what their meetings were like.
Those other individuals who were obtaining the rank of Warlord, were RANDOM, INACTIVE people, who have BARELY been with FC for a long time, and just GOT Warlord. I wasn’t just envious. I was infuriated that if I didn’t get it, how could THEY possibly get it? When I was telling people they wouldn’t make good HRs, they’d be terrible, I was being one of FC’s biggest rebel, I was mocked at by the HRs and supported by the LRs. A few people said that once I get Warlord, it would be the downfall of FC.
Now let me bring you the point. All FC, everyone who’s reading this, I’ve become an HR and now I understand. It’s too risky to take a risk on someone. Me? I got lucky and this was to show me how hard it is to be an HR, ESPECIALLY the one I PROMISED to be. Don’t try acting like a badaas. I was denied so many WL votes, and I won just by one more vote when I finally got it.
Well I quit 2 weeks after I got WL because of school. I came back 6 months later, proved I deserved WL again (meaning I didn’t go through the ranks again, I was just being an exemplary FC and whatever).
When I came back, I was one of the ONLY HRs that were doing trainings regularly. FC wasn’t looking the best, but it wasn’t too bad. I was basically acting like a legit HR when I was a WL, which barely any WL at the time did, and sooner or later, I obtained Council Member. A lot of HRs were surprised, all the LRs were asking me why I wasn’t a Council Member in the first place and from there on, I just continued my duties as a loyal FC.
Now guess what. All the people that I said would make bad HRs, that are terrible, that had me mocked, resented me, made me their enemy, turned out to be inactive and a burden on FC.
In the long run, I was right, and they were wrong.
I don’t think I was the “downfall” of FC. I remember one time, when I entered a server for some VAC training one guy said “Protagonist? Aren’t you like the hero of FC or something? The best swordfighter ever?”
Yeah. To all those who didn’t believe in me, look where I stand now. To all those that called me a disgrace to FC, look where I stand now. To all those who said I’d be the one to destroy FC, look where I stand now. Not only did I become a Warlord, but I became a council member, and a lot of people were saying I’d definitely get Frost Lord.
To Frost Clan and the low ranks, I’m sorry if I was ignoring you guys. Trust me, it’s harder than it looks. It’s even harder when you’re one of the most active HRs in FC. Everyone, day by day was sending me messages for a duel or a question or something of that sort. Bombarding me with millions of questions, spamming my name. Yet because I was a CM, because I had a duty to fulfill, because I knew that you people are the ones who promise a better future, I kept my cool in most situations. Please understand how hard it was. Once I committed myself that way, I had barely any time to hang out with my friends in Roblox. It was horrendous.
And understand how much opportunity I missed out on. Do you know HOW MANY groups told me to join their group once I got BC? It’s like they were keeping a track on me or something. I honestly wanted to just forget about FC and join those groups instead.
Understand all those high statures I could’ve achieved. Please, understand, because now I do; a true hero is one who expects no reward from his work, and makes sacrifices for the sake of his belief. I sacrificed all of that. And I’m happy I stayed to my own beliefs and kept my honour.
There were so many offers that I turned down, because I knew if I accepted any one of them, I’d be leaving FC.
All that power, turned down. Of course, all the other HRs, I’m sure they had the same opportunities as well, but I don’t think anyone could compare to mine. Tons and tons of FC everyday were telling me I should get Frost Clan if Dignatio quits. Frost Clan, probably has the most potential and right now, it’s one of the BEST clans to be in. Don’t leave because you will regret it. Oh yeah, Dig, go to war more often and remove 90% of our allies. FC and TGI seem to be the best groups in my opinion.
I knew this day was coming and I didn’t want it to come so soon. What else can I say? I wanted to do so much more in my Roblox life. Make Frost Clan a bit more strict, mature, train them proficiently with not only just swords, but with with guns and projectiles too, get some great uniforms with a variety in selection, enforce the uniform rule, create another rank, change the system, make the group more organized, take all the old divisions and bring them back to their active self, lead Frost Clan in to an era where we ruled and be one of the extreme dominant clans. I had so many plans, I wanted to see how the new Fort was going on. This was just the peak of my desires.
But the best dreams, are the unattainable ones. There are so many things I want to say. But I’m running out of time. As cheesy at is sounds, never ever give up. If you think you can do it, if you believe in yourself, you will freakin’ do it. I’ve told you my story, I never gave up and I kept on going.
I’m not going to forget this game and the people I met in it.
I don’t want to leave, I really don’t, but I have my life ahead of me. I’ve experienced pain, suffering hardship and what it’s like to lose someone both in Roblox and in real life.
I never wanted to utter these words again, the same words I said a year ago.
But remember, we all have our time. We’re all going to leave. I don’t know who’s going to replace me, I don’t know at all.
All I can do is keep faith in everyone. All of you, promise me a better future.
So that I can calmly and easily muster up the confidence to say,
Protagonist1,
Here
And
Out.
-Thanks for everything. :)
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