jbjgang2
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:51 PM |
I wanted to tell you guys this later but, i think i should just tell you now. It was only a few years ago my father died. before he died he would always tell me its bad to cut, and to never do it, and that he would look down upon me if I ever did. Once he died, it was hard to resist. I went into the garage, went over to all the tools, and got the lawn mower. Then i did it, i cut. I was crying because i knew my father wouldnt like this. I heard the sound of the grass being cut under the lawnmoer and it felt like acid flowing through my ears, but some how, it felt good. I hope you guys understand my pain. I have been cutting for a while now. i bet my dad hates me
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jbjgang2
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:51 PM |
if tl;dr then dont reply
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Wraze
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LatulaCat
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:53 PM |
tl;dr Get out We don't like your kind here All you want is attention. |
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sisteena
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:53 PM |
do u need a friend.
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:53 PM |
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:54 PM |
| If you listen to BVB, bleach will help |
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jonny1367
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:54 PM |
| Your dead dad hates you now |
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jbjgang2
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:55 PM |
@Wraze
yes, it is. Its been getting bad. Ive gone to by different lawnmowers, that cut better. its so bad but so good. Its just so addicting breathing in that fresh smell of cut grass, i cant stop
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:55 PM |
| Cutting is a decision you make, it's not an uncontrollable addiction. Cutting never did anything but make you weaker, if you say you "feel pain" and you dislike it, just stop, or at least if it's THAT hard, find an alternative that doesn't put your physical and/or mental health in danger. |
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jbjgang2
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:56 PM |
@ed ive tried the blach, i put it all in the fuel tank it stopped me from cutting a bit, until i got my new one
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:57 PM |
Oh wow.
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bauabaalt
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:58 PM |
omg tduxy
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imooatu5
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:58 PM |
Old enough to go out by your own? if not in town 16 or if in town 13?
Go buy some weed from that shady kid. |
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jbjgang2
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| 20 Mar 2014 03:59 PM |
"Cutting is a decision you make, it's not an uncontrollable addiction. Cutting never did anything but make you weaker, if you say you "feel pain" and you dislike it, just stop, or at least if it's THAT hard, find an alternative that doesn't put your physical and/or mental health in danger."
Ive tried talking to alot of people asking for help. One time, they took it from me, my lawnmower, but i couldnt resist. I ordered another one in the mail two days later. It have to cut. its all i can do now.
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| 20 Mar 2014 04:01 PM |
Do you listen to your favorite My Chemical Romance or Pierce The Veil albums while cutting? I'm sorry, I couldn't resist asking
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jbjgang2
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| 20 Mar 2014 04:03 PM |
@OT
no, the only thing i need to listen to is the sound of the lawnmower cutting grass
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Wraze
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| 20 Mar 2014 04:23 PM |
Cutting yourself or mowing the grass
I'm confused |
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| 20 Mar 2014 04:24 PM |
@Wraze
cutting the grass
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| 20 Mar 2014 04:25 PM |
:( Life must be so hard.... With your lawnmowers.... |
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kosimi
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| 20 Mar 2014 04:26 PM |
i think you need a friend i am here :v)
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